Nicholas Jacob Sampson

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Dec 2016

Overwhelmed by the darkness of sadness
I was alone in the dark
With no light to shine my way
With no one as a friend

Then you came
You changed all that
For you lit my way in the darkness
Your beauty overcame my sadness
And I could see again

You became my friend
You became my hero
You became my Spidergirl

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Dec 2016

Desert of despair

Chained down to the ground
I try to walk through the desert
The desert of despair
With no one
And nothing
But a chain holding me back

A chain I can not break
For it has become apart of me
And I've fallen for the chain
The chain of misery

Why have you done this?
Why have you cursed me?
Why!?
Why I ask you

And all you do is stare in silence
While I suffer

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Dec 2016

Losing a friend

The worst pain is losing
Losing a friend
A true friend
My tears for you are endless
As is my love for you
Yet I'm losing you
Don't let me lose
Don't let me lose you
My only friend

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Sep 2016

Love

Love can **** the soul
Love can revive the soul
Love cripples us
Or
Love heals us

We don't ask for love
We don't search for love
Love asks for us
Love searches for us
And we answer
For it found us, when needed

But in the end
We all sacrifice ourselves
Just to keep love alive
Just to save those
We truly love
So don't force love to stay
Rather embrace love for as long as possible
Then to reject love

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Aug 2016

Prayer

My memories come back to haunt me
My emotions tangle in a web
A web of life
Why am I weak
Is it for others to tremble over me
Or is it because I'm the lil guy
Give me strenngth dear God
Strength to overcome my memories
To over come my emotions
As well as my weaknesses
For only You can do it
And I believe you will
Dear God be with me
Amen

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Aug 2016

Lonesome boy

I am a boy
A very lonesome boy
Abandoned by the world

I am on an island of solitude
With no way out
It's a prison
A prison where the raging sea
Is my prison wall
And the night sky my ceiling

With the hard rock
And itching leaves
As my pillow and blanket
While the ground my mattress

I am a boy
A very lonesome boy
On an island of solitude

~Nicholas Jacob Sampson

Nicholas Jacob Sampson Aug 2016

A vision from hell

My dreams hell
My life hell
My time is near
My end is near
For I am losing everything
Everything I hold dear
Everyone I hold dear
Everything and everyone
I love
And he'll take them away
For he is coming for me
He who haunts me in my dreams
And who chases me in my nightmares
He whom I fear
For he is the devil himself
And he is coming for me