if for now i am hurting
let me be
if for now i am crying
let my tears fill the sea
if for now i am broken
let me crack

for the world will never know
if i am ever coming back

it scared me again
the thought of you not being there
so i pushed it again
to see if you'd go anywhere

and you stayed
baby, i'm not going no where
i am with you
you don't need to be scared

but it'll happen again
the terrifying thoughts will flood my mind

again i'll push you away
and again, i'll desire your stay

when you look in my eyes
what do you see
do you see the love i have for you or the love you took from me
do you see the pain i felt for you or the pain you gave to me
do you see the lies i begged to hate or the lies you fed to me
when you look in my eyes
what do you see
do you see the heart i gave to you or the one you took from me?

you better study
you have to be smart too
can't just be pretty

you better workout
you have to be skinny too
can't just be nice

you better work
you have to make money too
can't just be a wife

you better smile
you have to look good too
can't just be.