7 billion people
14 billion faces.
So true

There is no light at the end of the tunnel for me
All I see is darkness
Darkness and depression clouds my mind forcing the last light in my soul to give up and submit.  
I'm just a slave of my own thoughts  
I tried hoping.
But the worse is there is no hope.

I never wanted any of this
Is this fate?
All I feel is me falling down in a deep and dark abyss
Where I will never be able to get up again.

We stop looking under the bed for monsters when we realise they're inside us.

It holds only death
It kills.
It sends out harm but takes nothing back.
The blade is like a bridge
A crossing point
The blade binds the wielder to victim
It binds life to death.
But what will happen when I'm both the wielder and the victim?

Here I am.
Standing on the edges of death.
I can't feel anything no more
The hurt and pain is just immense
I held on for too long.
I can't do it anymore.
I just can't.
Day by day
Wave by wave of pain hits me
Just one slight push.
And I guess everything will be over
But.
You.
You are what I live for.
You are the one that's still keeping me alive.  
I just hope that you don't go away.
Cause one slight push can take all of me away.