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 Dec 2012 Neurotica
spysgrandson
you
were following the leader
trusting him,
hardy figure of man
in a colorless world
with trees dead to the eye
thanatos thickets thick with quiet
that thrashed and slashed you
along the way
but you followed, sometimes
in sacramental silence,
other times crying out in penitent pain
did he not hear you
as he juggernauted through
those gnarled dead wooded webs
like he was steel?
and man of steel
is what you called him
when you grew to know him
was he too not flesh and bones
could he not hear your cries?
even deaf, could he not see
your man-child skin being bloodied
in this land of thorns?
how long could he keep marching
expecting you to keep up
like some soldier on an unholy quest
rather than his lost child
who could find no path
through this wretched plain of pain?
you could see only his back
as you ran to keep up
you could not have known,
though you are his legacy,
he has no face to bear scars
and when will you,
the innocent, discover
steel has no soul?
sometimes dreams are just dreams, recorded as remembered...little else
i'm a fool,
your shiny foil.
enhancing elegance
i'm practically-
pragmatic.
deserving girl,
get your dustpan ready
and sweep your dirt
off his stationary feet.
when you talk, you
hook little clusters of words
to my collar and call it the most
beautiful crochet.

communication, my dear
it doesn’t mean:

biting my tongue
until little drops of truth
drip from my lip and
onto my sweater.


(exposed to the world
- so unfashionably)
despite self-spite
dub myself a realist?
how dare i

shaking, jerking
back and fourth
as a squeaky rocking chair,
gasping for breath
the ****** of the
uninterrupted downfall.
I dreamed I kissed someone else like
Your bumper brushing so delicately against
The back taillight of the blue jeep
In front of us.
“Why’d you hit me so hard?”
It yelled,
Like I wanted this to happen.
Red-stained fingers match the
Taste of rust.
I wipe my mouth again.          
The fire rises in my cheekbones
And descends upon my throat;
Lower sanctums, beware—
Forehead ripple lava pits,
Eyes like San Andreas.

The only way out is through
Sky blue inundation.

I drink.

Matron jar, round
And cool to the
Touch
Dripping life
From her hands
To mine.

Embers dwindle.
One last cough to push the
Smoke from my breath—
My ribs are paper bag empty.
 Dec 2012 Neurotica
Joseph Glapa
These late nights never mean something
I am a self-induced insomniac although I like my sheets
You’re still his and I will never be mine
With truths told as lies
Lying to myself until I believe
Because all truth is
Is truth perceived.
My hate
For you
So strong
Can't even
Bare to
Look into
Your demonic
Eyes that
Once enticed
Me
My hatred
So deep
I cannot
Let go
Nor forget
I hate
What you've
Called me
Hate that
I was
To be
Ignored for
The care
And friendship
That I
Had stupidly
Offered
You are a
monster
A beast
In a wonderful
Disguise
But I can finally
See the real you
Beneath it all.
 Dec 2012 Neurotica
spysgrandson
we are clockwork creatures  
with phantasmagoric features  
precisely ground and divinely wound,  
we measured movements, prosaic and sublime
our cogged kingdom, cherished chunks of time  
our ticking, a marching machination
our faces, a reflection of the lost
a prediction of the found
we now make simpering sounds
on our path to rust
made obsolete by the silicon effete,
the cyber elite,  that-which-who
never succumb to rust, or join us
in our reverent return
to dust
 Dec 2012 Neurotica
spysgrandson
why did you leave
without talking to me
I had to hunt you down
in the cyber world,
like some new age cop
in search of a common thief
the cancer took you
they said
you fought well
and did not let the demons of drink
torment you in your final days
they,
those who shared your space
at the end, had names
on their doors
next to yours
but I was with you
at the dawn of man
when we sailed dream ships
through seas of sirens
did you not want me there
while you spoke your last words
while the old dreams
spilled through the soundless air
I could have caught them
before they landed on the ground,
before others trampled on them
because they did not know they were there
did our time, our few moments together
in this long liquid languid
maddening minute, mean nothing
to you
why did you leave without talking to me
I would have listened,
even if you said not a word
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