Nellie 55

Nellie 55 Jul 2023

My thoughts woke me up, insecured thoughts began to knocking and my heart screamed oh ****. I'm just trying to put it all past me. I'm beginning to lose sleep. Cups of liquor to numb me. Now I'm feeding my flames with gasoline. Gaurds scraping my words and security running thin. Word of a wise, but I forgot how to live my life. **** I'm sorry, but I'm my own individual to fix up. Atleast I've got family to love.
Reality was smooth to swallow, but ****** me up. A prescription to make it hallow, but still to society it's not enough.
One step forward two steps back. Hmmm now I know how it feels when I'm filled with false and hopeless criticism. I'm walking here, just at my pace.

Nellie 55 Jul 2023

Drunk poetry

I've got a grip on commitment. But no girls committed. I've got my own achievements. But ***** her agreements. I'm doing me, me myself and I only. A good man! A great hand! But you're seeking something different. I'm real and you're fake! Im genuine and I'm great. But you're not to make my soul ache!

Nellie 55 Jul 2023

Drunk conflict

Darling if you were around I'd spam call.
Sorry for my whiskey breath I'm just truly trying to get home safe'N'all. A homie blacked out and tried calling. Honey I wasn't following. I was vibing and keeping track of the songs you'd love. But night like this makes it hurt knowing your lifeless and above. Got no porch light but I'm home. Wish I was able to call your phone. Cupcake where do I go from here? A officer called my cell and I'm just trying to drink a beer. Watch the sun rise, forever for you I'll try to fly. But unfortunately that ***** made you say goodbye. Now I'm drunk on a porch trying to wonder why. Darling I'm clingy and have your love. It's something I can't fall out of.

Nellie 55 Jul 2023

Means a lot to you and I

You've told me that you appreciate me, I tell you that you mean a lot to me. But all that matters is the years known and the fact that we still are closer than ever. Happier never after. But I'll always have your back. I'll pull up so fast. I feel sorry that you don't have a man to feel complete. But let it be known to the world that your stronger than most. Here's a second of my time because it's piling up to a minute. A heart to offer and you're still in it. You know what means a lot to you and I?
We'll still have each other with no goodbyes.

Nellie 55 Jul 2023

HairBall

We went to this concert but you were the one to rock my world. No poison from your smile just a beautiful amazing girl. A chill vibe, a good day and a great night. A kick off to the fourth of July. Sparks from your eye, a smile that got me by. HairBall tradition now, a Red, White, Blue from you. HairBall got me to really admire you. With a smile like that I'd be just as happy as a VIP or up in the nose bleeds.

Nellie 55 Jun 2023

Poems to my crush pt. 2

I'd be more than happy to spend any sort of time next to you. A spot on the bench to watch the seasons fly past our eyes. From gloomy days to gold in the skies. A drink of London fogs to hear about each other's day at work. Stories from our past, I've got the chills thinking and wishing you could be mine. For what it's worth.....That's all that's been on my mind. A duo's, a couple, an even love. But darling what do I have to do to be more than enough?

Nellie 55 Jun 2023

Poems to my crush pt.1

She's dated the wrong guys, but she'll forever be strong in my eyes. Here's a crown, darling don't drown. Either way I'll pull the weight and be your life jacket. Here's my attention, you can have it. I've got a crush, her smile made me blush. Time around you would be more than enough. I'm afraid of being open too, ask my wrist..... they've put me to shame, used my own name in vain. But now I'm clean, trying to settle and do **** for me. But then you appeared and illuminated me. Sorry for my drunk comments my thirst were redirected into a different mind set. But I'm far more happier that we met.