You want to run away, I want to save your day. He hurt you and you've lost trust, this boys a bust.  Come home I will keep you safe, take you here we'll get a place. Helping each other mentally, working on it financially. I'll be your family! You're home sick because the depression cloud is contagious. Being with his toxic *** is dangerous. We can get a place together, I'll help you get better. You don't need a boyfriend, I'll be your one and only best friend. Friends don't lie, I can't wait for you to tell him good bye. Saw you smile for the first time and that was a blessing. Then you went home to a fight I wished he got the message. You need to come home, **** that ***** for ******* around on your phone. "I need you here with me"
I will be sure you'll stay happy.
Like home you'll be with me like Sam and Dean. We'll fight the world till our lives are clean. We both will enjoy life together. Plus my family will watch over you better. We can even write my grandma a letter. Like home why don't you come back, let that ******* lose everything he never once had.

He sips from a bottle
Drinks his emotions that he bottles
He struggles with his looks
Judges his self to feel better
He even wrote a pros and cons letter
He's drinking too much
With his family and friends he's no longer keep in touch
Drank them by a dozen
Drunk calling a cousin
Trying to find comfort but found nothing
He lost everyone's trust
By drunk dialing too much
I don't think he gave a **** any more
He's lost and don't want to be found with the heart he tore
Hes silently sobbing while he struggles to stay sober
Pillahots round after round till there isn't any more
**** the world tell him something that's a new flaw that he already doesn't know
Put his *** back on that ghost mode

I stay close to my daddy
He knew how to fix happy
The struggle I see in his eyes though
Makes me want to search for his hope
He's a single father
Watching for the youngest but it's no bother
That's his daughter
The **** I'd do
The things I've gone through
Daddy I'm sorry for being a ***
But I'll always have your back
You've fixed me, now I gotta help you
Wish I could run your world to pay it back
Hell I'll start so set me up I'm a run this track
Sprint to your heart
Pray and hope you won't fall apart
I remember watching tears form but they didn't pour
That type of a struggle is something I wouldn't want to see anymore
Mama walked out on me too
I know what's it like to lose
But God forbid I let any ****** hurt you again
Ask that ******* that tried to say your name In vain, but was supposed a joke?
I'd a smashed his brain
Call me insane but it's the wealth that's broke
Daddy taught me about being rich by personality
I just pray that one day I'll be able to see you happy

Chain smoking
Laughs because we're joking
Cans and bottles on that tailgate
Singing songs we know to keep the night awake
Blowing smoke
Making a joke
But deep down we're avoiding reality
Moments like these make me happy
I've got marb reds
Avoiding the thoughts that run through my head
Leaving others on read
Time for a great memory
Blowing smoke with a drink to keep me happy
Not a alcoholic
Just trying to avoid the toxic
Blowing smoke about to walk by the fire
Just wanted to sing s'more

Someone grab me a hero I can't speak
I'm isolating under my sheet
Bug bad wolf is after a sheep
Illuminate the Darkside so they can't creep
Screaming but can't be heard
Thought I hear mocking but it's just a bird
Paranoia hits to close to home
But panic is my comfort zone
Who has lived a peaceful life without overthinking?

My heart was sitting on a fence
Couldn't pick a side so I had to learn self defense
Like trouble I'd like a time out
Trying to improve anyone ready to take me out
Here's a chance, but I'm for once generally happy
Aside from daydreaming of a settle
Hopefully one day I'll have my own cute family, but until then I'm okay with where I'm at
Not to skinny, not too fat
Just a decent man waiting for someone to see that
Loyalty is my specialty
The past is the past and I'm on a new journey

Posting things for a future wanted dream
But can't even take a second to appreciate it all because of a screen
Selfies with everything thing
I've notice a nice ceiling out of it
Screen ready to go in the back of the pocket
What's a vacation?
I think I'll ask unemployment
Globally falling apart
Oh wait that's my world
Sorry about that, I write to avoid a anxiety attack
I hear everyone's struggle, but it's a double faced trouble
Ghostface, a struggle wave
But I'm not about to surf unnecessary drama
Just trying to keep a mental picture in a safer frame