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Nellie 55 Jan 2021
Problems like a puzzle
Missing pieces
Here's a corner maybe I'll solve love
But the center is not complete
I'm starting to lose feeling so I get back on my feet
I feel like each corner is the easy part
Because time out I need to isolate
I'm a sporadically all over
But this puzzle cause me to lose focus
I'm thinking too hard
Pieces all over but I'm determined to finish I cross my heart
Nellie 55 Jan 2021
Not like I can pull in for the drive
This is the only highlight
The beer I've consumed
The music I've got on iTunes
Dead end, lost a good friend
Seems to be the new trend
One second we're out and about
Next we separate with out reaching out
A dead end can be either for worse or the best
But doesn't stop me feeling upset
Same kind of drama
Depression giving people a reason to put life in a coma
Head in the clouds they say
But I struggle with **** everyday
I put my boots on and work til 2am
With no one to turn to
Sometimes I'll just drive
All that to watch the sun rise
Tell me something for you to not to take my advice
So I don't have to replay I told you so in the back of my mind
**** happens all the time
Here's a question I've got to ask myself....
Is this my dead end or is it yours?
Nellie 55 Jan 2021
I didn't work another double
All just to watch a bigger struggle
Now I'm trying to snuggle
But apparently I'm nothing special
Is it me, or my my personality
Either way I don't know anything about happiness
Just fluent in loneliness
Now I'm working overtime
But I'll be lucky to have a dollar and hardly see a dime
I've ****** up and lost control
What a way to tell me I have a ugly soul
Grab a time sheet and punch me out
Like a upper cut I'm knocked out
But I got back up ready to punch back in
I refuse to let the haters win
I'm just trying to find myself again
I saw a flyer and would love to begin
Nellie 55 Jan 2021
Star light
Star bright
Can I please get peace tonight
Been a struggle times are tough
I've just about had enough
Everything is just so rough
I wish upon a smile
Wouldn't want a burden on anyone
I know it's been awhile
Gaze upon something that should've been done
So star light, star so bright can I please get a peaceful sleep tonight?
Nellie 55 Jan 2021
Shovel is a unique tool
Burried myself because I was a **** fool
One day I was to learn
But I'd rather light a fire and burn
Souls supposed to light up but it's getting dark
Illuminated moments captured a glimpse of her heart
But I'm not a noose meaning I'm not hung up
Just happier to be away to search for my own love
Even if it's just me finding myself
A fallen angel but found the devil
6 foot deep for the 666 traditional sleep grab a black shovel
Any prayers lead to a ritual
About to be a darker spiritual
On a low level
Going to decay while people stomping on my grave
I tell the darker temptations to behave
Shovel had me Burried and I dig it
Nellie 55 Jan 2021
Stood up
Fell down
Sat up
Lied down
Got the spins
Stood up again
Why is this happening?
Nellie 55 Jan 2021
What streaks?
What another daily blank selfie?
How about something different for a change?
I am guilty of being boring but the daily got old and I attempted something new
I get boring responses from you
Nice forehead, that will be my head against that blank wall
I look up to the ceiling and boredom hit me til next fall
I guess main events will be the same
Tik toks and radio snaps for about a hour long
I like the person don't get me wrong
Just would prefer something different
People I don't hear from leaving me on read
Then a hospital selfie as they lay in bed
I'm trying to figure out why the pity *****?
Like poor me? I need the get well soon for comfort but it was just a check up....
Now I got heart ache drama but then I get left on read to check up?
I'm a just do me, if it's blank selfie I'll spam you with mockery.
Ask my buddy Kory 🤣
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