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Always Second Dec 2021
this pillow was once red
it was then used and abused
after each sentence was said
now it's purple and bruised

it's tough on the outside
and soft and fragile on the inside
even with its durable case
stitches can't keep it in place

all of its fillings slowly falls to the ground
as if it was meant to be there
to be stepped on all around
like nobody cared

it belongs in the trash
where it was left open
no one will remember
that this pillow is broken
12/11/2021 11:00pm
Always Second Dec 2021
if i were to lose my sense of smell,
i'd miss the honey goodness
that radiates out of your body.

if my taste buds decides to stop working,
i'd miss the taste of your kiss
and the taste of classic milk tea
that makes me think of you
and the taste of every meal
we've every shared.

if i lost the chance to see,
i'd miss your eyes
and the way you look at me.
your smile
and the pleasure of looking at your beauty.
the sunrise for it gives me hope for "someday"

if my hearing goes away,
i'd miss your voice
and the joy it brings when you sing to me.
i'd miss the sound of music
and how it emphasizes my emotions and love for you.

if i can no longer feel,
i'd miss the way you embrace me
after 3 days of not seeing each other.
i'd miss the way you touch the back of my head
while you look at me with your longing eyes.
i'd miss your love language
and the way it makes me feel invincible.

if i were to lose all of my senses,
i'd miss you the most.
12/11/2021 9:50am
Always Second Dec 2021
To write about love is so hard to mold
Almost every description of what you feel
When you're happy has all been told
How do you recreate an emotion so vivid
That hasn't already been said
But the affection that you show me
Is something I'll never forget
You leave my heart racing
Pounding out of my chest as I'm exhaling
Reading words that you express
A smile on my face with every text
I envision our future together
Embracing you every night as we lay to rest
Looking deeply into your eyes
While my neck you caress
The chemistry we share never denies
The yearning love that we hide inside
I won't be the one to let you go ever
I love you times a million is a certainty
In my heart you remain forever
Let's be each other's for eternity
12/1/2021 1:38am
Always Second Dec 2021
This morning I welcomed my demons
Because it's light and bright outside
I'm thinking I'm strong enough to face them
Or I'd rather face them in the light
Like a coward, I'm too weak for darkness
It's almost like a band aid
Preventing it from bleeding out
11/23/2021 11:40am
Always Second Dec 2021
Days are getting harder
Nights are getting harsher
How can I go on like this
When all I want is your kiss
Your love, your hugs
Gosh this *****
Idk why I'm do needy
I was so happy
What's wrong with me?
Why am I so dark?
All I need is a spark
A change of perspective
And remember the objective
To take a step back
And be selective
Which emotions to unpack
Remembering to be reflective
And not overthink
Don't overthink
The darkness doesn't blink
So wash the thoughts in your mind
In your kitchen sink
11/22/2021 11:07pm
Always Second Dec 2021
I simmer in the sorrow I put myself through
As I take this extended release tablet I call pain
I swallow it willingly due to the love that I have for you
Because loving you is all my heart can contain

Day to day, I am constantly reminded of fear
Fear of the day you go back to him
Fear of the moment you disappear
Fear that our hopes and dreams are dimmed

But I continue to fight in this war
Because when I say "I love you more"
I don't mean more than you do
I love you more than the troubles we go through
11/19/2021 1:16am
Always Second Dec 2021
You kiss me good morning
You hug me goodnight
I smile all day
Why does your love feel so right?

I crave for your presence
I need your attention
Almost all days everyday
Without fail you present them

I'm so addicted to you
To your love oh so genuine
I'm so addicted to you
All this time, where've you been?

You showed me how to care
You taught me to accept love
Now I'm in the air
Flying with all the doves

Thank you for loving me
And proving that this is real
Thank you for loving me
Oh your love so sincere
11/16/2021 1:35am
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