I think too much
About everything
That is why I do not care
I am too scared

I have a distorted mind
I cannot control it
It makes me shiver
Even on the sunniest day

I want to do nice things
and be good
but everything does not matter
in my distorted mind

I am no good for anyone
You cannot see it right now
but it will come

You should just not know me

I slip into these weird
moods every now and
then.

I want to be in my own
little world and mind
alone.

But I do not want to miss
out on anything that happens
outside.

You and I
It felt right
At a point
But really
It could not work
We are the same
We are very much alike
You just can't see it
Can you?
Not at all
We are both contorted
I have a twisted mind
I am twisted in every way
Too twisted for you to handle it
I understand that
At least you could give me a shot
Just one
And I will show you
Show you how I can be
Show you the real me

Be with me
I crave you
I waNt you
JuSt you and me
Together
We cAn satisfy each other
in ways others will Not understand
We can become one
One body
WrIte To me
Hear me
I crave You

Her gaze upon you is
empty
Her fingers are no longer
playing
Her face has no expression
anymore

Enter the woods

Her white lips are sealed
shut
Her skin ages and dries
in
Her brown vivid eyes grows
distant

Enter the woods

Enter the woods

Her flesh rots off of her
skeleton
Her eyeballs pops out of her
skull
Her bony gaze is
fixated

Enter the woods

Enter the woods

Enter the **woods

Areolas rise
It is no surprise
She will not acknowledge
Oh this I have to demolish
Normally I feel numb
But she hits my inner drum

She went into the forest
The darkness soaked her up
Into the forest she went.

The deer
It has no fear
She went into the forest.

The fox
to thee it talks
Into the forest she went.

The crow
thy anxiety will grow
She went into the forest.

Death shall occur
What will thee prefer?
She went into the forest.
Into the forest she went.

I see her everyday
and she always gets away
when I try to go
near her.

I don't understand why
Ugh, she makes me cry.
This sensation inside of me
won't go away.

I can't seem to forget her.
What did concur?
Maybe I love her.

She is an elegant lady.
She lives in a world,  oh so shady.
Her eyes are so bright.
She enters this world with dazzling light.
Her moves are so smooth
And she leaves me all so confused.

******* isn't cool
Boys isn't cool either
No one is cool

Those who are cool
Are dead
And we want them back

I just cannot.

I cannot hold it in my body anymore.
I need to scream it out like a mad
man calling out for his salvation.

I am not immortal nor mortal.

The small voices in my fictional
world tells me what to feel and
what to do.

Someday I will love you and you
will love me.