i know that you have to leave soon
that maybe all the time we spent together meant nothing
to me, it meant something
you always tell me we'll make the most of it
and the thing is i hate you for that
now everywhere i go, i will see your face in the crowded room
your smell will linger everywhere
and the thing is you won't be here anymore
my mind will always run back to one thing,
you

my biggest fear is not you leaving
it's the thought you just stop loving me
someday, you might wake up and see me
and you'll notice all my flaws
every imperfection and you'll realize
why do i love her?
you'll learn that you don't love me anymore and that adrenaline
is gone
soon enough, you'll be gone too

i want to see you in your deepest and darkest moments
so i can be the light to guide you

there's comes a point in your life where you choose to keep and let some people go
how someone used to be so important to you but the next day you can't even give them a second glance
it's not like they did something wrong or you did
it just happens in life. sometimes you got to let them go for you to be happy

you hurt the people that love you
and you love the ones that don't

let me drown in your ocean and bathe me in the light of your sunshine.

new year, same tears