i'm different. i won't treat you like he did*
but the thing is you didn't treat me like he did
you hurt me worse
you told me all these things that made me fall for you
you told me you love me
but in the end you just left

i'm not lost
i'm just on a path with no destination

all that time-
it ended so quickly
one day i had the whole world
and i watched it disintegrate from my own hands

it was fun while it lasted* you said
it so funny how you thought it was just some game
and i was just another doll

you used to mean the world to me
no, the universe
but now you're just a stranger

my head hurts with confusion
i'm stumbling over my words
trying to find the right ones to say
i'm trying not to break down and cry
but it's tumbling down on me
i wish i can tell you that i love you
but the thing is you can't even look me in the eyes

you wanted thunder but i only brought rain
you wanted the world and i was just an island
you wanted love but i only brought sadness