Yours was the sweetest touch
I broken upon your grace
Never had I ever seen such beauty
As my eyes lain upon the sweetness of your face
You got me exactly where I was weak
So open to me
You shared your pain and secrets
I saw you for what you were
And I wanted more
I gave you myself
No holds barred
You kept lightly touching me
When we first met
Sending vibrations through my all
I kept telling myself
It was an accident
Even though your intentions were obvious
Our first kiss
Made me forget all others before
I remember it every time I think of you
Yours was the sweetest touch
You got me where I was weak
Unlike any other
I fully submit to you
Your touch broke down my walls
You stole my heart in the middle of the night
Feeling your lips touch mine
That first time
The memory still causes me to pause
And I still catch myself holding my breath
Lost in that moment
Yours was the sweetest touch
You got me where I was weak

Sobriety was easy
When I was broke
When I had money
It became a joke

Fighting my own battles
Living my own personal hell
All the while trying not to hit the bottom
By hitting the bottle
Every sip and drink became a punishment
For all past wrongs wronged
Self forgiveness is for what I longed

The sadness and loneliness was quite unbearable at times
How many wake-up calls would I get?
How many wake ups did I have left?
The best had yet to come and I was squandering it

Drinking my sorrows away at the bottle of a bottle
Was doing nothing but creating more problems
I couldn't fight it

What was done is done
I was no longer forever young
It was time to make things right
This is why I write