Feeling empty like a car out of gas , can't even putter around anymore  , done like like a man in jail , sitting in my ****** apartment letting my mind go in a million directions , I feel as if I'm missing a pice to a puzzle , just gone , can't froget about it like your first day of school , your first kiss ,or the day I first saw you , still sitting in my hell hole of an appartment alone with nothing but memories from the past the " good ole days " to soon to say hi again , still feeling the spark so a hello and good by was the time to soon to say hi the awkward moment of silnce following , as the spark walks away for the fire to be not lit , ,I love you and I can't stop your always there , as a pitied sits on a wall i, I can't get sleep tonight eventhough I know everything will be alright .... This empty feeling *****.

why? Why are you in my dreams every night every day I can't stop thinking of you you're always there,  I opean my eyes and your'e gone I close my eyes and there you are making me the happiest person alive but then again I wake up and you're not there and it kills me , I feel lonely sad , depressed,  and confused  I don't know what to do all these thoughts in my head, these memories,  I'm just lost I miss everything about you everything we had  , it hasn't even been a week and I'm still a mess it's almost a week one day shy,  just like tomorrow's  night sky it will be beautiful I guarantee , just like you , and that's all I see , eveywhere I look I see you , I'm hypnotize like biggie smalls , and confused like jimmy Hendrix  , I don't know what to do, all I can do is think about you  , what am I going to do when your gone 2000 miles away on the west coast  , am I gonna be okay or will this keep happening, you haunting me in my dreams  , me thinking of you so that happens, why does this happen?  everyone says I can do better  , but there is no better to me you are the best , you understand me , I understand you what's better than that when we don't argue , maybe once or twice and 10 half months that's pretty solid if you ask me, no love can never be as strong as we were once meant to be , but we are different and we stuck through so much I don't understand  what happend to us , we were strong and then weak and we lost each other in less than a week , that's all it took 10 months so strong as one week to break it down so we are no longer  one.  But. Two seperate for now like the west and east, so far , but as friend we are as close as ever before , so what is to come in this journy of life ,  ... Love ? ....Happiness ?.... A new beginning  ..? Who knows except you ... You don't even know , .. time knows , but time can't speak only the people can , and that's what makes time , time is voice , not silence  and that's why you haunt my , dreams well .... So I think , how long will I be haunted ?? I guess as long as I think of it ,,, how long will that last ahhhhhhhh I hate time I wish I could just know, but I can't do for now i still love you , and that's all I can do as long as you haunt my dreams

I can't stop , can't stop thinking , about her , the feelings are real and they just don't go away , she's the greatest person alive , I mean no one is perfect but if there was a perfect she would be pretty dam close, I can't think of her leaveing , it drives me nuts , to know that soon she will be thousands of miles away , I'm in love with this girl , and my heart is slowly shattering knowing she  is leaveing , why can't I handle this ? Or can I ? I'm so confused because real feelings don't just go away , real feelings make you feel like I do , happy , sad , confused , crazy , I don't understand love its the devil , at one moment your the happiest person alive and than your the saddest  person alive , love is a game , where you try new thingshopeing to find the right one , trying to sadisfy yourself with victory , but you don't always win , love  is great , love ***** , love is always good when its real , love is real , she is real and I love her , but I'm loseing her , the days are getting shorter and the nights not getting any longer , I wish I could just go with her , but we both need to try new people we are young , but I don't wanna try new people I have feelings and they are real , and real feelings don't just go away ! , but I have no choice and no say , mabey just mabey one day we will be together again but only time will tell if we are ment to be and I know my feelings are real and real feelings don't just go away

When the wind of her breath reaches my skin I freeze , when the skin of this girl hits me I melt , when her words hit my ears its like the ocean waves crashing so calm and mellow , I can't think of anything better than her , when she leaves I feel alone , I feel empty , I love her , when I say it I mean it , I feel a spark , this spark is drifting , I'm confused , I don't want her to leave , but its what's best for her , that's all I want , is for her to be happy , even if we are both left sad for a while , being together now is what makes this love so strong , but in 40 days I'm gonna have to let go , I'm.gonna have to be alone , because that's what's best for her , I hope she dose well , I really do , and one day if its ment to be the spark will be lit and mabey one day just mabey we will be togather again , so for this last 40 days , I will make it memorbral , it will be one of the best 40 days of my life and mabey here's but all I can do.is try my best for the one I love !

I love you by my side every minute of every day without you I'm nothing I could say , you're here with me now but later you're gone, so far away almost 3,000 miles away , all I can do is pray,  just one day you'll be back with me by my side every second every day, because you're the greatest woman alive, I guess that's all I can say, no I'm not perfect and no one is, but the way you make me feel is perfect indeed, because when you're by my side nothing worries me, we have our ups and downs, but now we're strong and we always get along, even though lifes not perfect we seem to avoid the bumps and go the right way but soon the day will come where we both will go our separate ways, with you almost 3,000 miles and I hope we can make this work because you are the only girl I want in my life today

This plant is green ,
This plant is beautiful ,
This plant is trouble ,
This plant is great ,
This plant is bad ,
This plant is colorful ,
This plant is strong ,
This plant has feelings,
This plant is illegal,
This plant is amazing,
This plant is **** ,
**** taste good ,
**** smells good ,
**** makes you feel good ,
**** is helpful ,
**** is smoked ,
**** is vaped,
**** is rolled up ,
**** is great ,
But its time to stop ,
**** you will be missed ,
**** it was fun ,
**** is great ,
**** is a plant!

Her light white skin so soft , Her eyes blue like water , so  beautiful she is , so sweet ,so awesome ,
Me myself interested with the connection I feel ,
is it love ? Or is it fun .... , I think I feel Love because Love is fun , Love is real ,
with her soft white pure skin against mine , her sweet lips touch mine , her hand in mine , the touch , the spark so big like the fourth of July ,
but the bitter fear of her gone , I sulk I sink and I think , I Love this girl , close or far , here or gone ,
her voice in my head like a record on repeat , I close my eyes and there she is ,
here with me eventhough she is gone , I love HER !

Wake up to the sound of birds cherping on a tree branch, Slightly annoying at 6 in the morning ,
And no one is there , the birds so loud, you cover your head with a pillow to block the painful cherping ,
you think and think , When will these birds stop ! Just go back to sleep !
The sound falls as you quickly close your eyes to picture the one you wanted there , you dream happily and sweet ,
but than again these dam Birds don't sleep so good morning eventhough its only 6:10!