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Natasha Smith Jun 2013
I go outside
Out for a walk
It starts to pour
Then I hear the thunder roar
I head home as fast as I can
And I think to myself ****
I see some lightning ahead
It gets closer and closer
It hits me
I'm dead
Natasha Smith Jun 2013
Not a smile every day person
Always trying to look on the brightside even if there isn't one
Turning my pain into words
A lot of hatred toward my biological family
Shy
Helpful with my family and friends
Angry at the world
Natasha Smith Jun 2013
You don't know me
Past my curly hair and tan skin
Because you don't know the pain that I'm in

In this big game of called life
I can never win
People tell me why do you complain
But they don't know about my pain

I always get to choose
How my life turns out
But no matter how I try
I always loose

My world is filled with nothing but distress
But when I die I can finally rest
Natasha Smith Jun 2013
Love it dose not exist
Happiness dose not exist
Pain exists
Maybe death is my wish
Than to live in my hell hole
Like this
Natasha Smith Jun 2013
I'm coughing up blood
So I swallow
Im crying tears of sorrow
So I swallow
My face is bleeding
I think why do I feel so hollow
There's a knock at my door
So I swallow
Death has come for me
And with relief
I follow
And this angel of death
leads me to an abyss and pushes me in
And in the end I get swallowed
Natasha Smith Jun 2013
Life *****
I'll tell you that much

For a while its great
Then it begins to disintegrate

It used to be so easy when we were little
Who knew life could be so brittle

Like the bones in our body
There so easy to break
And no one forgives us for making mistakes

So hey do you want to switch
But I'm warning you my life's a *****
Natasha Smith Jun 2013
My whole life
All ive ever known is pain
It is making me insane
It will be the only thing
That I search for
This is not my life it's torture
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