I stare deeply inside the fire
But if I touch it
It could be dire
It sizzles and sparks
But if I touch it
It can leave a mark
It can light up the night
With it's burning light
But if it dies out
We can't live without
We start to fear
That the end is near

I can feel my heart ready to burst
I'm  not a morbid person on the outside
I can't show no remorse
And on the inside my soul is black
Like the sky without stars
Nothing twinkles for me
No candle lights my flame of hope
Is this a disease
Of everlasting dispaire
It makes me so mad
I want to pull out my hair
Will my suffering ever stop
Or will I grow depressed until the day that I drop