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  Dec 2014 Natasha Lea
Crushing Love
you had a lot of fun
When you were together
you'll never forget
you'll always remember

The laughs that you shared
The dreams that you had
But those dreams changed
And they left you sad

you know he's moved on
And found someone new
But you have to admit
he probably still wishes for you

This isn't healthy for you
you really need to stop
When you think about your past
your heart wants to pop

So as  say your last goodbye
I want you to know
That  you must
learn to just let go
Natasha Lea Dec 2014
Maybe I'm not meant for serious.
Maybe I'm just here for fun,
Being used while using,
People think I'm dumb.
Because I fall so easily and never get caught,
I give it up so easily because they want nothing more.
Maybe I'm not relationship material,
Maybe I'm just the milk without cereal.
Natasha Lea Sep 2014
You say you don't want to be serious,
But I need more than this.
You seem to be oblivious,
Even when we kiss.

I get that you had your heart broken,
And need sometime to heal.
I'm here if you need me,
But when is this going to be real?
Natasha Lea Sep 2014
I thought I'd finally given you up,
I thought I'd moved on.
But all of a sudden you're back,
I need you to let me go.

You have a new life,
I have a new love.
Why can't you leave me alone,
I need you to let me go.

You seem fine with this,
But i'm not that sort of person.
I don't think I can do it,
So I need you to let me go.

It's like you're a drug,
I can't seem to get enough.
I can't carry on like this,
Let me go.

You need to do whats right,
For me and for you.
I don't want to hurt anymore,
YOU need to let me go.
Natasha Lea Sep 2014
I want you to love me,
Love me like you should.
I did everything for you,
Everything you never knew I could.

So what would you do,
What would you say.
If I told you I loved you,
If I left this very day.

Would you be sorry,
For the things you had done.
Or would you not even worry,
Would you think you had won.

Cause i'll tell you the truth,
I never thought you were mine.
You were there every now and then,
So you would have thought i'd be fine.

But I let myself fall,
And I fell hard.
I fell deep into your soul,
I fell deep into your heart.

You didn't care,
I wasn't number one.
Our love was never fair,
Now its over and done.

Now that we're finished,
I have a chance at a new start.
But i'll always be searching,
And this time i'll be smart.
Natasha Lea Aug 2014
If you shoot me now,
No one will know.
They'll be no evidence,
It'll all just flow.

The day of my funeral,
You'll sit in the pew.
And the thing that's brutal,
Is no one ever knew.

You can push away the guilt,
Act all innocent.
But when the truth comes out,
It'll be over in an instant.

You'll be the one with the blame,
I'll be the one in the coffin.
And when it comes down too it,
You'll no longer be laughing.

Because you thought no one saw,
You thought you got off easy.
But how could you have been caught,
If no one had seen it.

That's the thing with murderers,
They don't think then do.
They do then think,
And end up like you.

Now it's my turn to laugh,
Because that fact is true.
You didn't think when you killed me,
You got caught and now your practically dead too.

— The End —