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202 · Apr 2019
state of mind
Natt Apr 2019
they told me to follow my heart
and the first time,
it lead me to you
that same heart got broken a few months later
that same heart that was given to you
just you
after that,
I was told to follow my head,
while my heart was still recovering
but now it has healed,
it took some time
but it’s now brand new
however, that pure innocent heart you once saw, now has barriers and walls
walls to keep it safe
walls to keep it away from pain
but those walls have failed to keep away the feelings
my heart still longs for something
i have yet to identify
202 · May 2018
confetti
Natt May 2018
You throw words around
Like confetti
Or should I say bullets
201 · Jan 2018
Song
Natt Jan 2018
Expressing your emotions.
Living life to its fullest.

Showing you what you feel in another way.
Making you feel things through it.

Giving your story a meaning.
Showing people what your story really is.

Entertaining a bunch of strangers.
Making connections with new people.

That's what a song really is.
196 · Feb 2019
to all boyfriends out there
Natt Feb 2019
Girls are quite simple you see,
Compliment me once a day
And thats worth a thousand gifts.
Hug me for no reason and I wouldn’t stop thinking about that the whole day
Call me yours,
Tell me you love me,
Now those mean the world to me
You see no one actually cares about all those fancy dates yes we do enjoy them but that’s not why we fall in love with you
It’s because of all the small things that we subconsciously want you to tell us everyday
Just as a reminder
Because we’ll never get tired of hearing those words from you
190 · Jan 2018
Gone
Natt Jan 2018
Bob,
Bob had a boat,
He was here today,
In class,
We laughed,
I laughed too,
Because that’s what I needed to do.
He destroyed Bob.
Bob is gone now.
I felt hurt,
I broke a pencil,
I was mad.
He was gone.
Now I’m at peace,
Realizing Bob was all the mad feelings,
Bob was all my worries,
Bob was just a piece a paper.
And now with Bob gone.
I’m relaxed,
I’m free.
I know what to do.
So goodbye Bob.
I’m free now.
Today for the first time, I felt hurt so I put these feelings in Bob. And I got used to being hurt today, but at the end of the day, Bob was destroyed and with it all these feelings, leaving me at peace, and free.
189 · Mar 2018
I’m sorry
Natt Mar 2018
Betrayed.
I think that’s what I did to you today.
And I’m so sorry.

I’m so sorry that you had to go through that.

My heart is crying.
That pain I feel.
Guilt it has invaded my mind

Unable to reach you,
I cry in my bed.

I don’t want you to be mad.

I’m sorry again.
188 · Jan 2018
Betrayed
Natt Jan 2018
I feel so **** betrayed
It’s just you know,
There are times you internally claim this person to be yours,
And it’s really hard when someone steals that person away from you.
Like **** no,
That was mine.
Mine.
But you just had to take that person away from me.
And now I’m only left with the ashes
Of our past conversations.
180 · Feb 2019
excitement
Natt Feb 2019
make your heart skip a beat
...
thats what i want to be able to do
166 · Nov 2018
decisions
Natt Nov 2018
I’ve been confused about a lot of things lately
It’s kind of annoying not knowing exactly what you want
But no matter how confused I get
Or how uncertain I become about some of my choices
The only thing I’m sure will never change is you
how I feel for you
And my love for you
163 · Jan 2019
missing piece
Natt Jan 2019
I admire you
There’s something in you that I love
Not that I don’t love all of you
But you have this spontaneity in life
You love new experiences
You always have this urge for change
You always want to be kept on your feet
And I honestly love that in you
You see things in different ways
You see them in a way i never thought they could be
You complete me in a way I never knew I needed
153 · Aug 2018
the beginning
Natt Aug 2018
A new journey,
A new path,

Will it work?
Or
Will I burn in another fail attempt?

It’s you now,
It’s you I like.

Will you like me back?

— The End —