did we end it where it all started?
that place will always be memorable
me running after you in the streets,
you making sure I don’t fall,
me laughing at you for getting scared,
where you asked me to be with you,
watching the nonexistent sunset,
walking in the wind while freezing,
you putting your arm around me,
safe.
happy.
in love.

they told me to follow my heart
and the first time,
it lead me to you
that same heart got broken a few months later
that same heart that was given to you
just you
after that,
I was told to follow my head,
while my heart was still recovering
but now it has healed,
it took some time
but it’s now brand new
however, that pure innocent heart you once saw, now has barriers and walls
walls to keep it safe
walls to keep it away from pain
but those walls have failed to keep away the feelings
my heart still longs for something
i have yet to identify

I’d like to believe...
that my first love was genuine,
that it was in its purest form,

I’d like to believe...
that you loved me for who I was,
that you didn’t just want me because you wanted to experience love,

I’d like to believe...
that it could have ended it a better way,
that you could have had the guts to say it to my face,

I’d like to believe...
that you were a good person when I first met you,
that you didn’t just lie to my face and fool me with your words,

I’d like to believe...
that you really loved me once

You entered my world
And changed it completely
You’ve shown me a life I couldn’t imagine without you by my side
You told me things
Promised some things
I guess you couldn’t keep
And like that
I gave you everything
And I loved you with everything I had
But Now you’re gone
There’s a void
A space filled with memories of you
Memories of us
And how beautiful you made life seem
I once thought I could never live without you
Without having you by my side
But you see
I don’t have that choice anymore
I’m forced to go on without you
Without a reasonable explanation
Of why you left
Left me
Left this relationship
When you once said you’d fight for it
Fight for me
But what can we do
I guess people change
Everything changes
But one thing I know is that I still love you
I still love you with all my heart
But giving it to you now would be foolish
As I once gave it to you
With no barriers
No walls
Just me
And now it’s gone
Our love was genuine
My love for you was in its purest form
I loved you for you nothing else but you
I guess that wasn’t enough
I guess I wasn’t what you were looking for
And A piece of my heart will always be with you
But I’m too hurt right now to even look at you
Or even see you
Because now all I see when I look at you is the pain I feel in my heart
That you’ve left
And that’s going a lot of time to fix

Girls are quite simple you see,
Compliment me once a day
And thats worth a thousand gifts.
Hug me for no reason and I wouldn’t stop thinking about that the whole day
Call me yours,
Tell me you love me,
Now those mean the world to me
You see no one actually cares about all those fancy dates yes we do enjoy them but that’s not why we fall in love with you
It’s because of all the small things that we subconsciously want you to tell us everyday
Just as a reminder
Because we’ll never get tired of hearing those words from you

I might be uncertain about a few things
I might be worried
But whenever I look into your eyes
I know everything’s going to be alright
The feeling you give me
It’s uncomparable to anything I’ve felt before
I look into your eyes
And that’s when it hits me everytime
that
I love you
I’m in love with you
And I know I could look into those eyes forever

Do you believe in soulmates?
If someone had asked me that question 2 months ago I would have said no
But a month ago,
I met you
And you changed my world
Now I see it in a new light.
You appeared out of no where
And yet you were right in front of me all these years.
So do I believe in soulmates?
Yes I do.
Because I found mine
And he’s the one that completes me now.

How did I end up so lucky?
That’s what I’ve been wondering,
Where we are now,
It’s magical...
And I couldn’t be happier.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt as happy or as safe as when I’m in your arms.
Every time I look at you,
Even a simple glance makes my heart melt.
You honestly leave me speechless,
I try to come up with ways of expressing my feelings,
But all I can say is:
I love you
all of you
today, tomorrow and always

We walked and walked,
Talked about nothing and everything
We finally arrived,
We sat there.
It wasn’t much romantic, nor comfortable but it was perfect for me
Cause you were there
And that’s all I needed

I can still feel my head on your shoulder,
The freezing ground,
Your hands intertwined in mine,
Your kisses,
Your scent,
And in that moment I swear we were infinite

A new journey,
A new path,

Will it work?
Or
Will I burn in another fail attempt?

It’s you now,
It’s you I like.

Will you like me back?

I can’t do this again,
I can’t handle going through this again.

This time,
I’m going to support you instead,
While I hide away.

I’m going to be the supportive one this time,
I’m going to be one to stand behind you
While you chase after your feelings.

For you did it for me once,
Now it’s my turn,

We’re back in the same situation,
Chasing after the same thing
This time the roles are reversed,
I’m going to let you conquer.

Hoping you succeed
Unlike my attempt,

Even though it’ll hurt,
But I’ll be here for you,
At least that’s what I know I have to do.

It takes,
months to fall in love
seconds to hate
Years to forget

But in all this mess,
Moving on
Cannot be measured

For it could take
Hours,
Days,
Months...

All you need to do is wait

You started it
I had to end it

But how could I end something
That didn’t even exist

You have this thing,
You crave attention.

You wonder around,
Jumping with praises,

But you see,
You don’t crave that attention from everyone.

You crave it from guys.

Compliments are your drug,
Being fake is your weapon.

You want them to want you.
You trap them in your charm.

After a while,
You leave them behind.

Taking a piece of their hearts
With you.

Thinking about it now,
I don’t think I’d be satisfied
If I was with you.

Maybe it was just the thought of having you
That drove me crazy,

Maybe it was all in the chase,

That want,
That feeling,
Has vanished.

It’s gone.

Thinking about it now,
I’m glad
I’ve moved on.

You throw words around
Like confetti
Or should I say bullets

Like someone.
Stalk them on social media.
Start talking to them.
Try to flirt with them.
Think about them for a while.
Re-text them.
Continue talking for some more time.
Imagine scenarios in your head.
Come back to reality.
Give up after a while.
Before even confessing.
End up all heartbroken on a relationship that never happened.
Think of them from time to time.
Try to convince yourself it would have never happened.
Add them to your list of crushes that never worked out.

Why are humans like this?
I’m like this.

No wonder half the people are single.
That’s because we’re such cowards that we don’t even try.

Betrayed.
I think that’s what I did to you today.
And I’m so sorry.

I’m so sorry that you had to go through that.

My heart is crying.
That pain I feel.
Guilt it has invaded my mind

Unable to reach you,
I cry in my bed.

I don’t want you to be mad.

I’m sorry again.

One word.
That’s all it takes.

You changed me.
I am different.
I see the world in a different way,
My perspective has changed.
It’s funny,
How you have such an impact on me.
You make me wonder,
Make me think.

One word.
That’s all it took.

How do you move on?
The trick isn’t in forgetting.
Not at all,
The key is to engage with that person,
Even after having confessed your feelings.
You see,
Moving on is not easy,
It’s so ******* hard.
It’s so ******* hard to pretend your feelings don’t exist,
To pretend you don’t want to hug that person so tight and never let go.
To pretend you don’t get excited every time you here their name in a conversation.
To pretend you don’t jealous every time another girl mentions their name.
Behind all of this,
You feel that pain.
You try to hide it.
You try to pretend it doesn’t exist.
But you can’t,
And you know why?
Because we’re human.

When I move on,
You’ll know it.

But for now,
I still like you.

Such a shame,
With no excuse.
Why do people hurt us with no use.

How sad would it be,
When...
Your family,
Your friend,
Blames you,
Discourages you,
Tries to make you go down.

What do we do?
We build up a wall.
A wall so high...
A wall so strong...
Shamelessly they continue.
Day by day,
Brick by brick,
They finally tear it apart.

Waiting at the front,
To hurt you once more.

Stay away,
Don’t interact,
These people will go away
And leave you at last.

Have hope,
For peace will return,

Stay strong my friend,
Happiness will return.

February,
The month of love,
The month of romance.

Why is it so special?
Why are we so keen to celebrate?

February,
When all we see are
hearts,
Flowers,
And chocolate.

We put all our problems away,
And throw on a new face.

For February has come,
The time to celebrate that love.

But when it ends,
Will you be there to pick up the pieces all over again?

Little girls,
Growing up dreamers.
Dreaming of becoming a princess.
Not because of the ball gowns,
Nor the gigantic castle.

You see,
Little girls dream of,
a happily ever after,
Prince Charming,
And true love.

All these fantasies,
All these stories,
Create that feeling of longing,
That longing to have someone.
To find their Prince Charming.

Little girls,
All grown up now.
Their personality,
Their perspective,
And their dreams,
They all have changed.

But you see,
That fantasy,
That dream,
Remains.
No matter what they become
Or who they become.

Girls will always have that dream with in them.

Oh little girl,
You’re prince will come.
Bringing you’re happily ever after.

Little girl,
Don’t give up.
He’s out there.
He’s on his way.

On his way to find you.
His true love.

A Pisces...
Helps without expecting something in return.
Loves silence and being alone but not for too long.
Imagines scenarios 5-7 hours a day.
Loves love.
Wants to share their life with someone.
Overthinks
Deep and emotional.
Great listeners.
******* talented in a form of art.
Knows exactly how to give advice
Puts other people’s problems before their own.
Trustworthy and a great secret keeper.
Clueless at times.
Big heart.
Always wishing the best for everyone.

For you might never know what Love is until you’ve been loved by a Pisces.

Sometimes we get so caught up,
We get so caught up with chasing someone.
Trying to make that someone like you.
That we change.
We change ourselves.
When in fact,
There’s someone else chasing after you.
Trying to make you like them back.
Did you ever think about that?
Yes there’s this person chasing after you,
Trying to sightly hint that she likes you.
But we get so caught up on trying to impress that someone.
We get so blinded by that someone.
That we don’t realize what’s happening behind us.
And after a while,
When all is said and done,
We stay heart broken,
Thinking about that someone.

Now close your eyes.
And clear your mind.
Think about who that someone who’s trying to give you hints,
Is trying to impress you,
Is trying to tell you something indirectly.
Do you know that person?
Do you like that person back?
If yes, stop chasing that person,
Who doesn’t care about you.
Go after the one,
Who actually likes you back.

Bob,
Bob had a boat,
He was here today,
In class,
We laughed,
I laughed too,
Because that’s what I needed to do.
He destroyed Bob.
Bob is gone now.
I felt hurt,
I broke a pencil,
I was mad.
He was gone.
Now I’m at peace,
Realizing Bob was all the mad feelings,
Bob was all my worries,
Bob was just a piece a paper.
And now with Bob gone.
I’m relaxed,
I’m free.
I know what to do.
So goodbye Bob.
I’m free now.