My life has changed me from the
Ups and downs,
It feels like I was searching for something,
All year long.
It feels like my sadness is in knots ,
Every time I got hurt another was made.
I never stopped panicking ,
I cried,
Felt emotionless ,
Felt like the world turned against me.
Sometimes I felt completely opposite,
Sometimes I felt like Somebody was punching me and kicking me to finish the end line of the race,
Sometimes it felt like the person wasn’t hurting me but,
Cheering for me to move forward.
It wanted me to be happy.
And I never stopped questioning.
I wondered
What was wrong with me ?
Who do I want to be ?
That if life is a pile jumbled up strings of sadness ,
Then I should be the one to open the strings and never think about what happened.