Zen inside the water
Peacefulness at night
Although I'm awake for most of it..
I never had friends
with overextended strings
I always had words
sharp as daggers they sting
Anger in the trees
Their siblings are chopped down
They gave us air to breath
Never seen as profound
We always take advantage
Use abuse and destroy
Everything that loves us
Like children with their toys

Some brothers step on other siblings to survive
Morals fall to dirt like the raindrops from the skys
Unseen and left unfelt they sit and rot with hate and vengeance
Longing for the day they gain revenge with their ascendance
Peace is never felt when family leaves family in pieces
Strongest of the strong crippled as money is their weakness
What if someone stepped on the faces of those you eat with
Would you draw your blade?
Would you slice away until their soul is slain and caved?
Would you jump for joy as a mother has lost their child?
Returning home with blood on your body from actions vile..

Not a good look
Staring at the clouds
Demons in the shade
Evade in smokey shroud
I see them all the time
They don't attack out loud
Their tactics soaked in grime
They make their brothers proud
The speed is not sublime
He could've saw it coming
Too focused on his needs
Blades soaked in blood
Brothers possessed by greed..

The way you put me in just to pull me out..i was like your katana.

In a situation where the troll under the bridge is armed, the riddle being difficult as a bomb to disarm. You wonder why your journey has lead you here to this place. Why do we exist who created the human race? No one has the answer, i really need to get by.

The troll accepts no money..he has a lazy eye. His beard hairs shaggy green..his eye looks at the sky. The other very focused..it stares me in the face. His frown is very mean..i feel so out of place. His blade tight in his hand..his eye still looks at space. I offered him a joint..He let me leave this place.

Im walking from the bridge, into the dragons lair. If i take its head at home a hero I'm declared. Brave the flames for honor, Brave the flames for money. I died to please my brothers, If only they had loved me.

I embody an eclipse since the day i lost the ability to kiss your lips. You were my shining sun, I played the roll of moon. You helped me glisten bright..until we reached our doom.

I used to have a god, His shoulders always freezing. I heard that they were warm and in your life they were appeasing. Iv never heard him speak, iv never felt his presence. Iv never seen his face, you say you'v felt his grace? so wonderfully described. I heard that with his essence people feel way more alive.

Jumping in the churches, Running round in circles. Confidence emerges when good fortune comes through worship..Or so it seems, luckily serene. Nothing there to pester you no demons wolves or fiends. God is watching over you from heavens you are seen. You give his building money so they have the funds to feed..a god fearing mind all the ******* that it needs.

I was raised a christian, told that id find joy if i had given god submission.
They said that if i prayed enough my holy dad would listen.. Right..
Sitting in the night, Hands together tight. I hope that you respond, maybe this time he might. Maybe ill see a sign, or my mind receive an answer. Time is passing by..my faith for you is cancer.

I see things clearly now, the rain has passed me by. I meditate alone, awaken my third eye. Become one with myself, no god inside my soul. The rain has passed me by..it drenched me in the cold.

Dreams become reality through blood and tears that gradually, overwhelm your sanity. Dreams overtake Humanity.

Life is butthead.

Flowers growing in my heart..Bees will make love to their faces. Empty spaces in my chest iv yet to find  replacements...Something in your aura, foreshadowing adjacency from blazing loves euphoria.

The birds would sing about her, The trees were always watching, I often dreamed about her, until my blood was splotching..

A dagger in my liver
your lips are out my mind
The vibe is very bitter
your love i cannot find
I searched far and wide
Elongated my stride
You deficated on me while my eyes were open wide..

People make me sad
Everyone wants love but
No one wants to love

In death the hungry are in equilibrium with the rich, yet blood has yet to spill. In theory more deprivation would induce clarity..But how could one think on an empty stomach?

When there is nothing there was something there before. When someone comes and goes it leaves you longing something more. People die inside each others hearts quite often. You died in mine, why is love so hard to find?

You open up your heart While your other looks inside, She tells you what she likes and all the traits that you should hide. Butterflies oozing..out of my throat , Fire dancing..out of my eyes. Sorrow stretching like blue in the skys..I once was unsure but iv opened my eyes.

My heart is mine to cherish. My heart is no one else's. My heart is mine to hold..Love feels far too old, I'm growing tired of it. Detaching all my strings..like the birds one day my heart may sing. If only you would wrap around my finger like a ring.

My days go by so slowly, when I'm far from you. But your never here and my time is mine to lose. Id spend it all on you..if only you would let me. I throw it all away until my soul is dry and empty.

The rain will lecture so, It speaks of how when falling you should just go with the flow. When the ground is felt you will open up your eyes, Realizing each mistake that you had made when you were high.

Slowly coming to, My brain is growing rapidly i owe it all to you. My heart is bleeding rapidly i owe it all to you. The winds will sometimes laugh at me I'm laughing at them too. My face traversing journeys that would leave it far from blue. Im very far from you.

What if everything was already broken, words from our minds that should not have been spoken. Longing for feelings of your skin on mine, Longing for someone to find me divine.

Delirious from fending the wolves from the sheep, a lamb will live to see another dawn. If you do not allow yourself to grow, you will die early on.

Fall for me like the water..falls into itself. Love me like the sun loves to flex his brilliant shine, When kisses spark addiction and excitement leaves you blind. Until she feels confliction, between her flesh and soul. Unsure if your the one that was suppose to make her whole.

You wait while she decides, pray that you are chosen. You aren't the lucky one, The walls are all now frozen.

A feeling from a crevice that you didn't know existed, the seed i planted resonated grew and then up lifted. It hungered so i watered it, quenched its thirst for food. You were the blazing sun that gave it light. I am soothed by your sight. Your love for me was crude, i exude no more fight. For the loss of your love meant the loss of my might...Sike^.^

Have you ever had so much to let out, that it left you gaping when it expelled?

You let me go like my lungs allow the smoke to float away. The sun didn't shine on any days you strayed away from me. For me, Our love could conquer everything. Fear in your heart left us dropping dirt on everything.

Eating well anticipated now i long for anything, anything you'd give me would so soothe me from this hemorrhaging. Nothing you will tell me will convince me of your reasoning, The love you let me have was like cold chicken no seasoning.

I learned to fly alone, you used to be my wings it stings cuz thoughts of you hit home. I grew my own alone and found a land where none discovered. I basked in Joy no love no ploy can take me from my brothers.

Some flowers dance while some wilt and die, some dogs eat other dogs to survive. Success will hide from you like a spider that escaped. Clarity's legs open wide no restraint.

When your finally inside, success within your grasp because theres no place left to hide. Hands in the sky hold your pride for all to see, Success is in my grasp in the dark it called to me.

Swords swing with words, you feel it in the breeze. Penetrate your armor make you buckle at the knees. My heart was yours to please, you let it die with ease. Sword swung with words, i felt it in the breeze.

My days have gotten brighter, My skin has gotten stronger, My back has gotten lighter. My eyes have gotten wider. I see you over yonder, i want you by my side but the eyes never met on your heart and your mind.

Some slip away, if you try to grip them. implying that you shouldn't have or else they wouldn't slip in..a world without you. Todays another day, Another day for sorrow. Let it full your lungs, exhale when your in pain. Breathe in when you are over and encumbered by the strain. Sorrow is the light that may lead you to the day, when you are motivated to rise and not let yourself decay.

Longing for the touch of the wind and the leaves, hearing all the woes of the birds and the trees. The wind speaks wisdom...all across the lands,Those who'v never heard it...would not ever understand.

Id like to take your hand, show you that the grass is just as green in other lands. Flowers only grow if sunlight radiates in air, Sunlight only radiates if clouds will let him by. The wind will intervene and the let the rays flow through the sky.

Delicate as you were our love was cast away like wilson. I ate the fruit and basked in joy as ploys were set to feel some, kind of arbitrary. The way we rose to crash and fall was quite unnecessary.  Your soul infests me barely.

It used to make me whole, Used to sooth my mind. Used to to pay no tolls, Used to have you here. Used to have no fear, I used to love you endlessly and now the end is here.

Never thought we'd die. My mind was always lost because your presence got me high, My shine was always tossed because id rather be in yours. I loved you like iv never loved anyone before.

Can i merge your soul with mine?
Your lips look so soft.
Your touch is so divine.

Nobody knows the stupidity Ive seen, Brothers follow each other into ponds and drown in stream. Try to pull them out and they will ask why  won't you join them. I let go of their hands and watch stupidity destroy them.

Try to calm down, i always feel the drops of rain my back they slide down. Richer men placing fences round the high ground, taxing you for passing through exposing lies found.

No one is amazed, at least where i reside we often see right through the haze. Poison in the dirt where the dumber cattle graze, the shepherds ill intention working through his mental maze.

Wool over your eyes, some pull it off some choke some die. Watch your brothers struggle till they fumble and they fall, nobody wants to help unless they have a gain involved. Unless your soul is bright, if so i bet ill see it through the darkest of the night. illuminate the skys with your joy like the sun. Brothers unenlightened far from clarity they run.

When pain becomes an ocean my brain becomes a boat, i brave the waves that attempt to sink my ship then cope. Sirens sing in foreign places which i cannot see, im lost at sea. Now the cold has frosted me.

I found the voice that vocalized its seering pain by will, for some to find while others grind behind with lacking skill. She spoke with me her words of hearty wisdom helped me rise. I left my ship and ocean to became one with the skys.

Hatred lust and anxiousness so we meet again, hatred saying nothing while my lust moves with the wind. Only after post disaster does my anxiousness attack, finding blades with finer points deep inside my back. I see the sun when time to run in fields with pens of sheep. Where wolves will hide in smaller prides to eat their flesh in sleep. All the love i had malformed to hate, inside my heart does ache, outside the spark is fate.

My friends are always here, cold or hot shoulder. His love was like the burden of a boulder on a cup holder.

Love too much? how does one do that? How did i love you so much that our enchantment flew back? how did I who wanted us high like the sky watch us die while you ascended without me i watch you fly.

My friends, mal or bueno you are here and i love you, you stayed without fear.

Its hard to love an Enigma who was never there for you. When your soul is often starving but you can't forage for food your left alone. Faith is believing in hocus pocus for the self deceiving comfort that someone's watching you breathing.

No ones watching you **** air in despair, in your soul is everything meaning everything's there. Why feel alone, your alive here to thrive. synthesized uniquely with your own shuck and jive.

Allow your mind to be the fortress that you want it to be, from the top you look for demons who are longing to see. The inner workings of your masterpiece they'll want you to flee, as they tear the insides down as fee for hiding from the.

Even in your weaker moments, try to draw your blade, sharpen it and hone it. **** your demons with it you'll feel better than before, free from mental tyranny But FED screams never more.