Im not an alcoholic
I just like to drink
Sometimes morning
Noon and night
When i remember moments
I've forgotten i think
But it's the amber
Colored cool
An essence up under
The senses
Dipping beneath wounds
Molding into
As Mr.Daniels
Shapes itself gainst ice
I've drank once before
Much
So much i doubled over...
Twice
But it moves
Shakes n shivers
Caressing heated blood
Sexing blueish veins
Im not an alcoholic
It's just
Beautiful Brandy
Coos n calls
My name
I've barely known
I've continuously shook
From dreams
Taking another hit
Brutal punch
Stroking the skin
Call me fein
No im not an alcoholic
But Brandy made me do
Yes my lips
Kissed Mr.Daniels
Brandy too
They are lovers
Of the sickest kind
Tantalizing flesh
Taking time
Glass is full
Cup runneth over
Turning corners
Lucky me
Four leaf clover
I said im not an alcoholic
Sipping elixir
What a d..n shame
I've brought champagne fame
Im not an alcoholic
Must I say it
Once again??

Murray

To convey
Words
Simple plain
Loved you once
Never again
Beauty gone
Shallow spawn
Thats all
Not attracted
Be gone....

First touch
Difficult glance
Romantic movement
Second chance
Yes night is young
Soft kiss
Sprinkled mist
Spread like butter
Yes perfect one
Forsaken once
Tried again
Adoring chuckle
Love within
Yes beyond skin
Deep ocean
Crashing waves
Broken calm
Sea sways
Yes moments here
Trembling thighs
Quivering lips
Buckling knees
Bucking hips
Yes night is young
Yes perfect one
Yes beyond our skin
Deep to souls within
Yes moments here
Palms clutching
Drawing near
Adoring chuckle
Love within
Drawn together
Sprinkled mist
Spread like butter
Sea swayed
As we kissed

Murray

Im guarded
And disrobed
Being naked
Doesn't mean I'm free
I'm shattered
And complexly put together
Glued piece by piece
Whats it like to feel
To know other emotions  
Than pain
Whats it like to be dry
As it's pouring rain
While love is my neighbor
Hate is my bestfriend
Im guarded
And disrobed
Because of him
Self respect..?
Ive lost it all
Although i stand a giant
I seem to feel so small
Continuously pushed
Out of my comfort zone
How am i suppose to believe in love
When I have no one to call my own

Murray

Always afraid to die
Today that seems as luxury
Flames surrounding us
Well on our way
Staring the devil
In the eyes
Surprised and speechless
Nothing to say
Never ran from God
SPrinted from my demons
Clutching the bible
Not many friends
In this world
A room full of rivals
Heard a blind man say
One day he'd see Jesus
Preaching to reach us
Quicker to turn away
Than listen and stay
The end is not near
Feel the fear in my heart
Heat on my face
Missing days of mercy,grace
The end is here

Murray

Pictures on the wall
You and I
Clock ticking
Time flies
Music playing
Candles lit
Pictures on the wall
Them and me
Visions of afterlife
Perfect eternity
Angels waiting
God upstairs
Pictures on the wall
Music blares
Beautiful crescendo
Lovely end
Time stops
Flames begin
Pictures on the wall
Candles by the door
Gasoline circle
Body lying on the floor

Murray

Yes we held hands
Sure we kissed
{The weekend we were in love}
Simple gazes
Moment filled bliss
{The weekend we were in love}
Soft lips turned to smile
Strong arms held me for a while
{The weekend we were in love}
Weak laughs covered
Sensitive conversations of the night
{The weekend we were in love}
Playful feet comforted icy ones
{The weekend we were in love}
Discussed serious matters
Talked about everything and nothing
{The weekend we were in love}
Never said never
Thought we'd live forever
One another is also two people put together
{Whenever you fall in love}
Murray

Grass before flowers
Blooming in spring
Awaiting the moment
To be king
To be king
Flowers after soil
Growing in dirt
Gasping for air
As if it hurt
To be king
To be king
Kneeling before God
After slaying demons
Claiming crown
To be king
To be king
Spat up
Swallowed down
Swimming pond
Drowning man
To be king
To be king
Time and time again
Brothers betrayed
Sisters sacrificed
Went against mine own judgement
Took a queens advice
To be king
Take everything
Gave hell back
Rivers filled fire
Satanic attacks
To be king
To be king
Guest in a house
Of mine
Of mine
Whispers among friends
Woven lies
Sipped on
Like wine
Like wine
To be king
To take everything
Giving hell back
Awaiting my downfall
Upon knees i crawl
And lie
Gasping for air
If only God heard
My prayers
From a king to a king

Gallery of broken stars
Heaven starts today
Artist of moon songs
Breeze cooled from palms
Paint brushes
Filled lies
Water mixed
Making silence pour
Streams of harmless mess
Gallery of eighteen walls
Colliding in bloom
Canvas washed upon shores
Pictures without frames
Pointed fingers
Taken blame
Glorious purple gowns
Your blue meshed with my stained legs
Wobbling shaking
Hells opening
Skies breaking
Ohh a fallen star
Crawling to a gallery door
Every evening poured
To a cracked glass
Golden mixture
Stirred brush
Brought the screams
To hush
Back for another day
If i remember correct
Artist of moon and stars
Songs slow
Seductive
Meant to ******
Plans erupted
Canvas burned
Orange yellow
Harmful mixture
Running down legs
One missed equation
Me plus you
Drunken *******
Conversation forceful
He was too


Murray

Im in love....
Right?
By the light of the morning
I'll remember tonight

This is ****.....
True
Every where i touch
Myself
I think of you

How can i get better...
You
Hug me so tight
Kisses feather light
A smile placed upon a face

Will you hold me.....
Sure
As if lustful venom
Struck
Turned warm embrace
Chilly blue

I can be in like with him....
Love her too
Friend to friend
Has a ****** adventure
Come to end

Im in love...
Right?
***** straight
Forgetful of curved flashes
Abstract limbs
(I touching her)
(Her touching him)

By the light of the morning
I'll erase tonight
Scrub demanding kisses
Lipstick cheek
Cologne black

Colors help procrastinate....
True?
To busy lost in lust
Forgot the color blue


Murray

Its been awhile
Far to long
So we met
By a tree
(the one carved for you and me)
It was a promise
A pact of sorts
I was beautiful
Someone you'd court
(the date of eternity)
Yes it last forever
Yes it left to soon
Waters rushed
Monsoon
(You wept i cried)
Said you loved me
I lied
It's been awhile
Far far to long
Closed the door
On our love
Welcomed me home
In your arms i lay
Hurtful words i say
Tried to leave
(The night of eternity)
To the hall i went
You turned me
Bitten lips so
Pure
Infected with lust
You've been my cure
Yes it's been awhile
Since we've made love by the tree
(The one carved for you and me)

Murray

Hello dear
Beautiful day
Feeling free
Let's get away
Take a trip
We'll go far
Have no clue
Where you are
May 30th
Days date
Found attraction
To you
Don't now your fate
Flying through skies
See me from above?
Casting out emotions
Lust
Never conquers love
Longing to draw you near
Not seeing your face
Brings me fear
Where are you now
New place
New town
Memories haunt my dreams
Emailing you
As unattached as it seems
I feel close
Not the greatest man
Still better than most
Goodmorning baby
Long day?
Write me a letter
All the things
You can't say
Wanted to let know
Wherever you are
Im willing to go
I've waited this long
Miles up ahead
Still be waiting
Till i feel your warmth
In my bed

Murray

Point of no return
Circulating to the place
We met
Coffee date
Time late
Here with you
Self condemnation
Afflicting spirit
Your gravitational pull
Strains around me
Promise i've evolved
Feet planted
Call me concrete
Immobilized
Struck me like a match
Immature as it sounds
Muted love making
Pussyfooting
New city
Old town
Adulation
Confrontation
Not willing to face it
Sack of bones
Brought to life
By you
If im wrong
You make me right
Eyes closed
Stole my sight
Subdued lips
Put up no fight
Angel on my shoulder
Demon on my arm
You in my heart
Her in my mind
What can go wrong?

Murray

What is love
Simple kiss
Funky souls
Enjoying laughs
Reminisce
Vibrant shades
**** black
Brown
What is love
Thoughtful words
Vivacious sounds
Beautiful amber
Remember
What is love
Apathetic tongue
Lackadaisical licks
Sensual moments
Bliss
Whats is love
Man without owner
Claimed my heart
Long road
Cruising start
What is love
Created
Made
Shipped
Sold
Came
Stayed
Yes alluring tints
Pigmented perfection
This is love
Questions to the all knowing
Praised night
Answers
left lips
Sacrificed your name
This is us
You and i
I and you
Sat by myself
Getting close to you
No screen play
Lines be rehearsed
This is love
Sailed on sea
Ship to ship
They auctioned me
I stand proud
Turned my back to you
Turned my life around
This is love
Sent a dove to the sky
Flew beside me when you weren't by
This is love
It dwells between heaven you and I

Murray

Natures beauty
pure
An innocence is bliss
Seraphic cords
Long languid kiss
Rainbows gracing
Skies with glory
SLow melodies
Adding feeling
To words
Really nothings said
Yet everything heard
Painted canvas
Vocal remedies
Curing my pounding heart
Glances strong to begin with
Causing ****** before the start
Sun glimmering
Hallucinating green stages
Platform you stand on
Vibrations of bark to bark
Swaying ground
Underneath my gliding feet
Head on collision
Moment our bodies meet
Hush hush
Feel the beat
Silence in the midst
Cheering calls
As we pump our fist
The movements addicted to the sounds
Ticking like a clock
While the time goes down
Feel the beat
Cooled hands
Suffocating my waist
Heating my body
From a little taste
Sharp flats
Notes of a lovesong
Natures beauty
Calm sweet
Sensuality expressed through music
The cherished harmonies we keep
Just feel the beat

Murray

I knew you
You sensed me
You'd laugh
Uncontrollably  
I knew that
You'd always come back
Chewed
Spat
Lips of an angel
WIngs pearly blue
Smelled your fragrance
Wind blew
Sun lights here
Melting sweetly
Your near
I knew you
Claimed my heart
You knew that
From the start
Please tell me why
Your eyes lie
Deceived with a kiss
Judas!! Judas
Turned me to sin
YOu knew that'd
Do me in
Chewed
Spat
Lips of an angel
Demon attacks
WIngs filthy black
I knew i'd come
Crawling back

Murray

Far from my reach
Listen to me
Paradise up yonder
Don;t have to ponder
Answers up high
Far from my grasp
Speechless gasp
Paradise from afar
Heavens know
Where i
Are
Lord oh Lord
You've blessed my soul
Sent a paradise
Only i know
Lighters ready
Ready
Set
Blow
Paradise
Paradise
Melted mixture
Needle
Spoon
Paradise
Im coming
Soon
Close to my hands
Running through my veins
Paradise
Sweet home of mine
Time flies
Laying on my spine
Gardens of lilies
Daffodils
Purple valleys
Yellow pills
Paradise
Sounding surrender
Lovely vice
Shooting stars
Paradise
Where
I
Becomes
Our
Glorious place
To meet again
Paradise
You are sin

Murray

Closed heart
Closeted mind
Apart as one
Closely fine
Stitched seams
Loosely tight
Everything's great
And not alright
Fighting internally
External bruises inflicted
Carrying burdens
Heavy
Even oxen
Wont
Bear
Spooky night
Haunting chills
Souls taken
Upon thrills
Oh closeted heart
Closed eyes
Gouged
A sight
To devious to view
Do you think of me.
For i dream of you
A love
So lustful
Sexually taunting
Welcome sensual spirit
Goodbye wanting
Shoveling fears
6ft under
Lightening
Shocks of thunder
Pul me down
Closely fine
TO far from  me
Near being mine
To hell i go
For i truly know
Demons stich me down
Loosely tight
Moments right
Shoveling fear
Laying burdens
Hard to care
The end is here

Murray

Beyond recall
Shaky knees
I fall
Judgement surrounds
My God
His son
Tears cruise
Drowning ships at sea
This battle i've lost
Fornication
Lust
Conquered me
Wooed my existence
Addressed my mind
Betrothed this body
Took me down
Laid me cross
Nails in his side
My God
Your son
They've laughed at me
Picked fun
Bruised lips
Quivering hands
Jesus please
Cocked gun
Alone
Captured by demons
Devil at the door
Quickly sprinting
Hospital floor
Room 342
I stared at you
Kissed your lips
Last breath you drew
They cant accept this
Me inside you
Farewell to goodbyes
Hello to hell
You've been slain
My heat has died

Murray

Finally
Award moments passed
Bound in the future
Free of the past
Illiterate
Unable to read minds
Tell what your thinking
Crossed lines
Thin
Translucent
Visions crystal clear
Clawing out
Drawing near
Closets open
Step through
Experience
Passion
Pleasure
Emotions of your soul
I wont tell
No one knows
Friendly flirtation
Sticky situations
Tip of your tongue
Searching for explanations
Just having fun
Put in a box
Categories aren't me
Touch my heart
Little black sheep
Big lion roar
Spread your wings
Soar
Air breezing round
Sulking cross town
Tell that you feel
Kiss sof
Unreal
Dreaming up a lifetime
Seems laying here
Smell of ammonia
White everywhere
Your my lifeline
Broken pieces beating as one
They wont accept our love


Murray

Finally
Award moments passed
Bound in the future
Free of the past
Illiterate
Unable to read minds
Tell what your thinking
Crossed lines
Thin
Translucent
Visions crystal clear
Clawing out
Drawing near
Closets open
Step through
Experience
Passion
Pleasure
Emotions of your soul
I wont tell
No one knows
Friendly flirtation
Sticky situations
Tip of your tongue
Searching for explanations
Just having fun
Put in a box
Categories aren't me
Touch my heart
Little black sheep
Big lion roar
Spread your wings
Soar
Air breezing round
Sulking cross town
Tell that you feel
Kiss sof
Unreal
Dreaming up a lifetime
Seems laying here
Smell of ammonia
White everywhere
Your my lifeline
Broken pieces beating as one
They wont accept our love


Murray

Dark eyed demons
Frenzied metaphors afloat
Sinking ships
Oceans tide quickened like breaths
Hey lady
Dead man
Drowned at sea
Pirate in true
Davy Jones
Took hold of him
Let you be
Insanely in control
Controversy seeps around
Who took the heart
His soul found new body
Hey lady
New man
Always searching
Never being found
Crazily comforted
With pain
Skies weeps
When it rains
Bobbing along
Shores of sea
Lost yourself
Trying to get free
The clothes brought you down
Sinking to the bottom
Refusing to drown
Hey lady
New time
Clocks Ticking
Hours tocking by
Rivers lead to streams
They crowd your eyes
Crowned with shame
You fell into the trap
Moment i came
Flooded your thoughts
Conquered your dreams
Frenzied metaphors afloat
Do you know what all this means

Murray

Lied awake
Staring into nothingness
Cried in your arms
Tears falling
To a black abyss
Killing me
We don't exist
It's you and I
Felt safe moments
Hours fly
Your chest expands
To let air in
Ive stolen your breath away
Thief of all sorts
Heart,body,mind
NO backbone to stand up for us
Skeleton without spine
Let time move forth
As memory rewinds
For a love
Sparking gold
Without a shine
Gleaming bright
In darkness
Fight  
No backbone to stand up for us
Skelton without spine
Let time move forth
As memory rewinds

Sick *******
Full of grace
***** and beer
Big mistake
Hatred filled stares
Coming from the bar
Love looking at license plates
Creeping car
Sick *******
Slap my face
Bite my lip
Running in haste
Silly woman
Dumb *****
Keep your threats
I hear no more
You've won the fight
I'll even the score
Sick *******
Evil as can be
Satan can't hold me
Laughing screams
Silence of the lamb
Rip!!..Goes the seams
Got my gun
Got my knife
Love how she puts up a fight
Sick *******
What i call myself
Denial's not good for my health
Doctor by day
Death angel by night
Let you go
Impossible
Couldn't resist you
Even with all my might

Murray

Crooked road
Dragging down
Satanic dimensions
Twirling
Spinning
Unfocused camera
Snap shot
Tapping nails
Scraping walls
Harlot in the corner
Creeping out
Freaky ways
Strapped
Tapped
White room
Yellow bed
Bleeding limbs
Chambers
Of horror
Demonic town
Take away
Death around
***
Kills the body
Helas the mind
Treated
Insane
Cured
Refrain
Cuts on hand
Bit a man
NIce jacket
I go
Little house on the prairie
Hell no
Crooked road
Haunted down
Satanic dimensions
Twirling
Demonic town
Creeping out
Freaky ways
White room
Where i stay

Murray

No please stop!
We must not make a habit of this
It was a one in a lifetime shot
Don't do that
Move away from there
No rules in this game
Can't say your playing unfair
Just move
Let go be free
You have another
There's no need for me
They cannnot find out

Over the rainbow
Under the sea
Out on a limb
How you left me
Wishing for heaven
Lost in hell
Wondering how
What is it
What it was
Fell
Evenings of joy
Nights of pain
Left in the sun
To be over shadowed by rain
Honey sweet kisses
Always with a slap
Please forgive me
Right before the mishap
***** looks
Nasty words
Was all said or heard
Lying *******
Stupid b!...
Doors left open
Teeth kicked in
Passionate love making
Mourning till then
Broken like glass
Shattered (my dreams)
My addiction came to free me
Over the rainbow
Under the sea
Im lost inside you
You're beaten out of me
Sun to moon
Moon to sun
Life to death
Both begun

Murray

In the bedroom our love comes down
My screams can be heard from all around
In the bedroom you hold me so tight
I never dream or consider
One day i might leave you
In the bedroom bad things occur
I breakout in cold sweats just thinking of you and her
In the bedroom the fight begins
The screams don't stop till someone wins
In the bedroom bloods on the floor
You look at your feet awaiting your fate
In the bedroom there i was
My breathing is no more
In the bedroom your love went away screams can be heard to this day

Murray

Creamy purple
Red
Steamy bed
Silver hugs your bones
Lungs blackened
Triple blue tones
**** yellow green
Legs wrapped
Inbetween
Canvas lain down
Work of art
Abstract
Wood carved
Circles
Amber brown
Luscious lips
Painted frown
Orange ***
Tastes of grey
This is art
Hushed cries
You came
Creamy purple red
Whitish mixture
Stained bed...
This is art

Murray

Peter!
Peter!
What about the light
**** crows
Peter!
Peter!
Trembling hands squeeze
Whipped beaten
Son they took
From HE
Peter!
Peter!
Youve spoken to
The all knowing
Peter!
Peter!
What does he say
Stepping up the hill
To be shamed
Peter!
Peter!
Hold his hand
Poisened kiss
A simple man
His body took it all
Nails in his side
A head falls
Peter!
Peter!
What a sight
Darkness turned
True sunlight
Knees weak
Kneeled to watch
Him speak
Three days grace
Man whom bled
For every tortured face
Peter!
Peter!
Write it down
Tell of the man
Who truly wears the crown


Murray

Fancy clothes
Tight to touch
Red lipstick
Kisses
Blush
Innocence there
Romantic movies
Scenes playing through the night
Memories of holding you
Loosing physical fight
If my body touched yours
Tried to keep it playful
Pure
Oh you wont let me free
How your scent
Engulfed me
I swear to keep my promises
I promise not to swear
Had you struggling
Grasping air
Tween teeth
Opened mouth
Let your lips breathe
They're wet just for me
You shivered
How cold can we get
Hot lustful air
Enough to make rain
Wet
Sensing us going to far
Bodies glistening
Shining stars
Baby we've been together
Lived apart
As you get closer
You've stopped
A beating heart
Come on it's time
Clenched around my love
Sweet divine
Loosing physical fight
How my body touched yours
Kept the innocence tonight
Let your hands grasp  mine
Fell asleep
Had a hell of a time
Twas a dream
Within a dream
How private thoughts
Can be cruel and mean

Murray

If the moon
Was our son
Could the stars
Be our baby girl
If tonight
Was your last
Id pick up the Earth
To give you the world
Pray a prayer
Of innocence
That sin leaves us alone
Dropping seeds in my garden
To find a way back home
Mixing black
With white
Energizing spurts
Gray
Holding tight
Calming sea
Swayed
Please tell me
The moon is our son
As we consume our baby girl
Blood sweet to taste
Sticky as we touch
Sin is pleasure
In our world

Murray

Gather my soul
Lay it down
Find my heart
Slain around
Battlefield kisses
Bullets hug intestines
Powerful
Strong
Have i been teased
Dragged about
All along
I swear on my life
You cursed my spirit man
Now i struggle
Knowing you have the upper hand
Gather my thoughts
Played mind
Broken clocks
Times on my side
Armor flushed skin
Hiding an animal
Deep within
I promise your soul
To the one up under
Hell yes!!
He knows
Your distrust of me
Rebuked and made clean
White as snow
You said
Battlefield
Lies spread
Disease on the brain
Conscience deafened
Never heard again
Start the party
Praise the war
Darkness is what im waiting for

Murray

You are my love
There when no one is around
You're  always ready for me
Always come prepared
Silence the cries
Put fear in eyes
Thought that we'd go to far
You are my love
Under my bed
In my pillow
In my mattress
Anywhere you may hide
Bring peace to my  mind
On my body
I wear marks of pride
We have a date tonight
Destiny only we decide
Were on a mission
Love we make pure bliss
Cuts so deep
Only one thought i think
Suicide


Murray

Hello hope
I'm love
Hello faith
I'm time
Time for the clock to rewind
Let's go back
To
the day we met
A day we never forget
Hello boy
I'm girl
The words the brought
Hope,faith,love,and time
Into our world
Hope for the future
Brought a love from
The past
Met with time apart
Faith that our love
Would last

Murray

Soft as cotton
Hard as rocks
Sweet  honey
Prowling fox
Tight  clothes
Messy  hair
A game played unfair
Biting like bats
Bruising like fights
Cold days for the warm nights
Cursing sailors
Your boat in my sea
Crazy things
Behind closed doors
Just you and me


Murray

So close
To far away
Not heading tomorrow
Not leaving today
Always going to be around
Never there when you call
Left in the spring
Missed out in the fall
Never big enough
Always to tall
Had to let you know
I'd always pick you up
If ever you were to fall


Murray

Stolen kiss
A chance to be mine
Back and forth
Side to side
Lovers wheel
Spinning heals
Feel the pain
Once again
Second glance
Accidents enhanced
Time to change moods
Flailing for passionate ***
Razor moves
Can't mistake
What happened next
Arms shaking
Hard to flex
Itching for more
If this love survived
I'd live forever to adore
Cherished laughs we shared
Lovers wheel
Spinnig heals
Bruises inflicted
True to purpose
Ashes that arose
Burning books
451
Death kills
Love weighs a ton
Lovers wheel
Spinning out of control
No one ask
Therefor everyone knows

Murray

Virtual clock ticking
Physical mind booming
Past time
Future space
Taken on my couch
By the warmth of you
Sun shining
Around the moon
Tides pushing across concrete
Keeping solid ground
Lost my mind
Psychotic town
Steps stepped on to drag along
Truthfully I'm honest
Lying to myself when i hear our song
City bells ringing
Lasting forever
Your name in my ears
As if your touch
Didn't already
Caress my fears
Kissed my gloom
Lovers in the spring
Flowers bloomed
Winter came crushed red and brown
Orange and yellow
If my feet never touched ground
Could you have come
To meet me in the sky
Virtual clock ticking
Physical mind booming
Im assuming she's got the warmth of you
If only i saw a falling star


Murray

Darkness surrounds
Slowly creeping
Speaking radiant sounds
Hiding in tonight
Another sparkle
Gleaming
Beaming into blue
Who's the blanketed boy
Pretending to be
A man
Such as you
Speaking gibberish noise
Little women of poise
Beaming ***** whom posses hue
Splattered paint
Walls grey
Saddend cheeks stained red
Blanketed boy
Have you heard all i said
Promises to catch every tear i shed
Together we cry
Living life as if a lie
Blanketed boy
Who are you
What am i
Walls grey
Shivering hands stained red
Darkness surrounds
feet finally touch ground
I look just to say
Blanketed boy
Your the man that
Took my love away

Murray

If tomorrow be Satan's morning
Let the sun not rise
If the next day
Hells flames catches skies
Let my eyes not shed a tear
If tomorrow be the day
Three sixes awake and stay
Let this soul be long gone
If there was a day that your voice left
Me right were i laid
Let my hearts pain
Shrivel and fade
If tomorrow dark angels carved heads
As x's and o's to a lovers tree
Let that be the day Jesus came for me
If tomorrow the stars shined there light
By the morning sun
Your body free falling
Six floors down
Screaming I'm no longer the one
Let that be the day i look from Heaven above and say
Lord have mercy for those that pray

We imagine one another in the ****
Naked as can be
Exploring each others mind
Without caressing the body
We comfort each others soul
Our destination neither of us know
Our hands tremble
Our hearts beat weak
I listen as you speak
Come to me you say
You stand as i sway
We listen as our lips connect
Your scared this is
Something i know
I detect
But I'm not running now
There's something in your eye
Approach me sweet divine
Don't be shy
Please dont fear
Tonight my  moans are the only thing
You'll hear
Your mind is clouded
Came
Made it clear
See my love
Start line Far away
Ohh ahh
All the way
Beg me
Plead to have it all
Gave you a portion
It's your call
Handle it
Let's go slow
*** on fire
Ohh i know
We imagine one another in the ****
Naked you and me
Can you handle it
Feel with your eyes
Can you see
All i have in store
For you and me

How you held me
Kissed demanding
but gentle
(the days and weeks)
Yes you swooned me
Spooned me
as we splayed across
(the days and weeks)
Sure we liked
As if in love
Felt drip drops
Thought of rain
Blackened dove
(the days and weeks)
Thought of you
Your spirit rang true
Bells singing
Distance
(the days and weeks)
If your mind
Ever wanders
My heart will surely find it
Tell your feet to stay still
My body moves
Astounded
(the days and weeks)
Made me listen
As your hands speak
Forcing me to reality
(the days and weeks)
Spent in a room
Feeling of doom
Whenever your around
(the days and weeks)
Saddened
Blackened eyes
Maddened
How you held me
Kiss demanding
Taking all away
(the days and weeks)
Came
You never stayed


Murray

You,me, and I
I,me and you
Perfect pair
Triplets in two
Combined for one
A hell
For a son of a gun
Shot of suicide
Downed on ice
Me
Compared to you and I
Slap to the face
You left me
I came crawling back
You laughed
Fearful heart attack
I stand on my knees
Listen to me plead
Oh baby please
What happened to you
Did I not do
Everything you asked me to
I,me where the hell were you
I guess ones company
Two's a few
Hard to remember
An I without you
Think of me
Staring at you
Hoping I am
Who you choose to do
Oh
Me,you and I
Grazing angels in the sky
Unfortunately for you
I and me left
Leaving you right
Where the three of us
Merged into two


Murray

Yes Sandi is my name
Im the player in her game
Chess is
Checkers times two
Had fun toying
With you
My friend
My friend
Mandi mentioned you
As I laid
Fingers splayed
Teasing her sin
Sandi
She moaned
Playful lusted tone
He's a great young man
Thoughts of you
Interrupted
She begged
Grabbing hands
Mandi
Mandi
What a woman you are
Kept a young man falling
Free like comets
From stars
Oh Mandi
You knew
That you had a lover
Who looked just like you
Mandi I assumed you didn't lie
Notice shock
Looking up
On you
Going down
On that guy
Sandi
Baby you called out
What the hell was that about
Mandi i thought you cared
Somehow the exhausting
******* we shared
Couldn't satisfy you
Mandi go to hell
Take your man
Downtown with you

My poem
Murray

I knew
I guess i knew from the start
That i could love you
With my whole heart
You gave no clue
You had a lover
And they looked just like you
I find it hard to believe
How you could be such a tease
Your so go
It's like you send me with ease
Please say it's not true
You couldn't have a lover
Who looks just like you
Mandi i want you to understand
Whatever you do
It's better with a man
Let me help you conceive
You wouldn't have to make believe
Mandi why can't you see
All that you need
You have with me
Girl i'm just a fool
You have what you want
And they look just like you
Mandi what else can i say
Your having fun
Going downtown your way

My Fathers Poem

December days
November nights
How i held on
October times
Harmful crimes
Committed gainst
This broken body
September saves
God bless
A peaceful rest
Storms rage
Caressing clouds
Tender tears fall
August leaves
Touch ground
Go away
Brown red mixture
Blood stains
Just to stay
July oh why
Pops round my head
Embrace left lost
Sparks flying
Newly weds
June bloomed
Loomed through town
May raised me up
Rain bled down
Storms rage
Pain fades
Deteriorate melt
Repeatedly stabbing
Every wound
Felt
April clown
Fooled with a kiss
Kissed a fool
Marched out the door
Remember me as i was
For i am no more
February valentine
Wished a heart
Was truly mine
Black roses
Maggots ate
January brought about new fate
Began a year
With much gloom
Knew a spell cast
Would end soon

Murray

Hit at dusk
Awaiting dawn
New moon approaching
To you I'm drawn
Lit cigarettes
Smoke stained teeth
Remembering moments
When you remembered me
Goodmorning darling
Watched you sleeping
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently weeping
Crying about the light
Images from the night
We made love till afternoon
Afterwards got dressed
Left soon
Closed eyes
Facade of a peaceful rest
Outside your window
Throwing words like pebbles
Spewings spits
Of i knew you best
THen the sun rises
I hush the lies
Quiet my spirit
Free from the moon and stars
Apologize for a tortured soul
Because everyone realizes
You truly know
Your grass
Beneath my soles
The breeze
Drifting my love away
Tide to my sea
I'll love you everyday
Hit at dusk
Awaiting mid day
Full moon creeps upon us
Your mouth opens just to say
We made love till midnight
When everyone realized
You already knew
Treated my tortured soul
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently sleeping
Remembering moments
In dreams
Crazy feelings
To you in drawn
Sinking teeth in
Just first bite
Imagined it all
Happening
This twilight

Murray

Hit at dusk
Awaiting dawn
New moon approaching
To you I'm drawn
Lit cigarettes
Smoke stained teeth
Remembering moments
When you remembered me
Goodmorning darling
Watched you sleeping
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently weeping
Crying about the light
Images from the night
We made love till afternoon
Afterwards got dressed
Left soon
Closed eyes
Facade of a peaceful rest
Outside your window
Throwing words like pebbles
Spewings spits
Of i knew you best
THen the sun rises
I hush the lies
Quiet my spirit
Free from the moon and stars
Apologize for a tortured soul
Because everyone realizes
You truly know
Your grass
Beneath my soles
The breeze
Drifting my love away
Tide to my sea
I'll love you everyday
Hit at dusk
Awaiting mid day
Full moon creeps upon us
Your mouth opens just to say
We made love till midnight
When everyone realized
You already knew
Treated my tortured soul
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently sleeping
Remembering moments
In dreams
Crazy feelings
To you in drawn
Sinking teeth in
Just first bite
Imagined it all
Happening
This twilight

Murray

Positively negative
Innocently devilish
Living on edge
Far away
Yet way to close
Dont approach
Fear for my walls shatter
Guard collapsed
Malignant thorns appear
Defense mechanism breached
Negatively positive
Innocence burned
Bridges turn to ash
To far to approach
Fear to be turned down
Falling first love
Standing strong man
Taking offense
MInd my manners
Rude gestures  awake inside
If i said id never fall in love
Then i surely must've lied
Lying down my pride
Gasping at nails in his side
My lord you've seen it all
Saw a good man rise
After the devil
Commanded him to fall
Cheeks pressed
Gainst erratic beating heart
Breath on *****
Love mother
Love child
Said you'd come back
You left awhile


Murray