she tried to stop her wild thoughts
that kept shouting inside her head
endlessly
she believes those was the evil whispers
she tried so hard to shut them up
evertime
but they were too strong
as if they were unstoppable
she's that kind of nearly perfect woman
we always knew
she's smart,
classy
with an
attitude,
also her skin is
like
a
glass
there is only one thing she missed;
she didn't know that
she is
the evil
she always talked about.

I said “I’m so lucky to have you”,
He replied “Baby I’m so blessed to have you”

One day, he took me to a place
It was such an enchanting place
And so I fell in love with that place ever since he brought me.

When he had to leave the town,
I decided to go to that place by myself,
but the place isn’t as beautiful as it was
And then I realized it’s not about the place
Yet it’s about the person that makes every spot in the room becoming more pleasant

Starting on this day I promise to leave all of my past behind and focusing only on what's in front of me. Because I knew God has something bigger than all of my cancelled plans, He planned it perfectly and I believe that beautiful bright day will come and these sadness shall be pass. Amen

Mati sudah hati dan segenap perasaanku kau bunuh
Mati semua pengharapanku kau regas
Mati rupa dan baikmu dalam ingatanku kau rampas habis
Lalu dengan mudah kau bilang maaf
Sertamerta lantang kau bersumpah serapah mampu menghidupkan yg mati
Tidak.
Kau bukan Tuhan, kau bajingan
Biar aku yg bersaksi bahwa kau pantas dikubur sedalam-dalamnya sebisa semauku
Mati, mati
Kau buat kamu menjadi mati.

Dia habiskan beberapa malam untuk menangis
Sendiri ditemani kesedihannya yang tak mau pergi
Mengutuk diri karena lemah hati
Hangatnya hilang lantaran yang dirasa hanya dingin
Jatuh seribu kali, bangun seribu satu kali
Dia bantu dirinya sendiri untuk berdiri
Sudah tugasnya menjadi selalu terlihat gigih
Kesepian sudah menjadi teman baik
Hampa seakan sudah memiliki tempat khusus dalam diri
Tidak apa-apa menjadi lemah malam hari
Asal kembali tertawa besok pagi
Dan seterusnya begitu lagi
Tidak sabar menanti rasa yang akan mati