i dont think
ill find the love i need
this one im searching for
please forgive me
ive tried
you know ive tried
ive tried
as hard as it may be
you know
you should be with me
even though it seems
its all lies
i still believe
you should be with me

regard-fully yours

cutis anserina

i speak of you

cutis anserina

regard-fully yours

looking.
wanting.
waiting.
staring.
not sharing.
once a pair.
no longer a pair.

staring in shadows and glare.
one would say he is out of his mind.
lost, side tracked, sinister, oblivious to life itself.
looking for direction but not understanding what it is he is seeking.
a ****** poisoned by stimulant.
the worse feeling but also the kindest.
lost.
faded.
breathing slow and irregular.
so sad from life.
sad are his decisions.
sick, tired, no drive.
his eyes are welling with salt.
bitterness, emotion taunts the hours.
only sets him in not a rage but sulk.

staring in shadows and glare. one would say he is out of his mind. lost, side tracked, sinister, oblivious to life itself. looking for direction but not understanding what it is he is seeking; like a ****** poisoned by a stimulant. the worse feeling but also the kindest. lost. faded. breathing slow and irregular. so sad from life. sad from his decisions. sick and tired but no drive. his eyes are welling with salt. bitterness, emotional taunts throughout the hours only sets him in not a rage but sulk.