Sometimes I wanna cry
For the lost love
I'm sure has died

Drunk again, this stupud grudge
H as pushrd me to the end
My hwart is fried
Eecipher my wirds
Just give it a try

I'm sur you'll find
That I
Am not the bird
That's w orth
The
Fy cking wirds
.
I'm sure you heard
I'm a loser
Becaude I don't hook up
Don't comr between a couple

I have a rule
It goes like this
Dont loik fir gild
among the rubble

If she can't love you
Toss yer with thr othrrs


Motherfuckrr.

I will never die
I will only transform
I will never cry
I will only smile
I will never hate
I will only love
I will never surrender
I will give up my humanity
and become a Demon once again
to keep away those vile disgusting weak things
known as humans
that only admire themselves
and make up stories of God and the Devil
to scare others into thinking like them

I will rise
I will rise
I will rise

When a man
is powerful
Not with riches
But with Wisdom
and Integrity
In Death
he becomes
a...

God

Let us diverge
You & I
For what was once there
has long died
Maybe the right term
is half-dead
because it lives on in me
keeping me awake at night in bed

So,
let us diverge
Me & You
Our love is too explosive
and burns out too soon
Maybe the right term
is caustic
I don't know about you
but it drives me psychotic

*******
all of it
A bunch of *******
The greatest poet
had it right
this world is chaos
meaningless
with small windows
of meaning
ideas of
love
emotion
the real
                                                                                                                                    too bad
                                                                                                                                    we're saturated in
                                                                                                                                    the materialistic
                                                                                                                                    the fake
                                                                                                                                    the cattle

Why do I do what I do?
Because I love you.
It's as simple as that.
I want you to be happy.
That is all.
Because that is love to me.
I love you enough to let you free.
To make your own decisions,
to make your own life.
Maybe I'll be in it,
Maybe not,
and I accept that.
That is love.
Acceptance.
That you are in control of one thing.
Your own life.
If you want me in your life,
If you ever need me,
You know where to find me.
I'll always be here,
For my first love.
The most prominent,
The very best,
but please, experience,
before you give up.
That's all I ask.

I could tell what you were thinking
******* me with
Lust-filled eyes

Drowning me with naughty thoughts
and an animalistic desire
as you crept closer,
licking your lips seductively
like a lioness moving in
for the ****

                                                                                     I don't think you realized how bad I wanted you too.

The little whimpers and whines of want
you would secretly secrete in my vicinity
made my heart maniacal
because I knew I would not
have you that night.