Your love was the most painful. You love could ****. You made my heart beat to hard where it hurt. You gave me butterflies that had blades as wings... You didn't care all though you act like you did. You said you loved me. That was a lie. You are a lie. I wish my heart would stop beating for you, I wish the butterflies would leave. Since you hurt me why not just **** me?
Why should i care? You sat there and let me hurt. You didnt do anything. You treat me like ****. Obviously. You have never cared. And still. You act like your a friend? Well your not loyal. Even though i still have some of feelings for you. I don't want anything to do with you...
I'm a young girl who is kept from sight Constantly I'm crying in the middle of the night I'm a girl who lives in constant fear From the torment I have to endure and hear I'm a girl who lives in a world full of pain and shame As others say that I am hurt and alone as I was to blame I am a girl who is longing for acceptance and happiness But it seems like no one really understand and cares I am a girl who lives in a broken home. I am a girl who still holds her painful childhood memories Mum used to beat, slap, and thrown me around every day As dad watched. I am a girl with a heart that is constantly breaking As mum is always tormenting me with her anger and painful words I am a broken girl who lost her innocence at a very young age From a mum who hurts me with her deliberate unreasonable rage I am a girl who is so lonely and sad As I have no friends and would hide myself away I'm a girl who was hurt from the people I used to trust My friends became the bullies who would beat and torment me each day I used to be the girl who would have tried to **** myself many times But I was saved by what was the most precious in my mind I used to be the girl who would bottle up all the emotions and fears But I could no longer hold on and broke down into tears I used to be the girl who hurt herself in every way possible From trying to cut to breaking bones I am now the girl who is still trying to hold on But on the inside I am on the verge of breakdown I am the girl who now smiles and makes eye contact But truthfully I still want to fade away I am the girl filled with the painful emotional and physical scars I am a girl who now wishes to run away I am now a girl who is trying to pray for everything to be better I am the girl who still cries each night I am the girl whose heart would be hard to fixed I am the girl who now does not easily trust I am now the girl who is still afraid I am now the girl who regrets having to live life this way.
Gay and ***. I cant help who i like. Love is love.? isn't it?? ****** and Emo. Cant you see words hurt me? Stupid and *******. I cant help my mental issues. Its to bad words hurt. Bullies don't know because they are too busy making fun of other peoples' life, and not paying attention to people calling them names.
Are you okay? "Yes, I'm fine" How you Doing? "Good" How was your Day? "Fine" How are you at home? "Cool, I guess" Hows your love life? "I don't know"
Guesswhat! I'm not fine when i say i'm fine! I'm not doing good when i say i am! My day was not fine when i say it was! When i say i'm good at home i'm not! And my love life is ******* terrible! There is the Real Answers!
I love you. No matter if your, Lesbian, Gay, Transgender, Pansexual, Heterosexual, Mentally Ill, Physically Ill, There are so many things i don't care. But it don't matter I Love you! Bullies are stupid. Your BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!