Lost in my thoughts oh, very destructive thoughts
All consuming all destructive they never leave
I don't think i want them too
They are my invisible saviors, my little secret
Where no one else can take them away
Broken and scarred lost in my deep and dark thoughts

I don't want to die
But if i was in a life or death situation
I wouldn't choose life
I'm sorry i'm so difficult
So i'm going to save you all the heartache
And go peacefully

Anxiety
Over food
Over people
Over everything
Everyone
Myself
Can't get away
From the crippling anxiety
Over my life

So many memories
When i think of you
We laughed
We cried and celebrated
So many more
You got my life started
Began my story of bliss with you
Now that you're gone
All i have is memories
Where i started my journey of life
With you

Want to feel numb
Don't want to feel pain
Need to cut
Need to feel nothing
So scared, so scared
Help me blade
I can count on you
When the others are far away

No one understands me
That's why i love people
Who are the same species
Been lost and lonely for so long
I just want to be with people
Who understand
My way of coping
With this crazy world

Did i say you wanted your opinion?
No, leave me alone
You know my name
Not my story

You're nothing
I hope you know
You're not worth my words
As you killed me
With yours
You don't deserve
My words
Just look at my body

Love, a simple word
A word that we often don't understand
We all want to be loved and accepted
It's difficult to find your way in this world
When this world is so big
So many people telling you what to do
and how to do them
Finding your path in this world
Is challenging
You will get on the path
And get knocked off
But eventually
You will find your way in this world