We all give up hope and think that fairy tale love only exists in the movies but this time round its different I didn't just find that fairy tale love I found that love that we see in our grand parents when they are 80 years old and still look at each other like they did that first day I know I am not the best looking guy I don't have great skin I have pimples I don't have a perfect body but I have what other guys don't I have the heart to deal with pain n betrayal and still be faithful to one girl I know who I am now because of you and I know whatever I am going to do n become is because of us. No matter what happens I'll always look at u like I did the first time and I will always hold you where I promised and that is the right side of my chest and the reason im alive everyday that's your home and no one can take your place

Why am I waiting for you ?
why am I waiting for you to see my love?
why am I waiting and suffering ?, why do I sit and allow tears holding a thousands words fall in vein ?, why cant you love me the way I love you? , why is it you and those before you found joy im my pain? , is this some game ?, am I the joker of the castle? , is my duty to entertain you and be thrown aside?, why am I waiting for you? , why cant I just let you go and tell you leave?, why are you my weakness? ,why is there no answers to all my questions just empty cold darkness

as I look into the mirror , I see not only my reflection , along with my reflection is my dark side my demon that I will soon loose control of. I'm dying ,my soul is broken along with my heart and the demons patience soon will be paid of when it finally has control. People will soon see the repercussions of their doings to me they will meet the person ive been trying to conceal, the person who follows me in my shadow , the deap dark merciless fool who lives and feasts on the pain of others. I give up on fighting against him , lately it seams his stronger then I am , strong enough to fight the world and dark enough to destroy the people who try to break me.

There are things in this world we will never understand , love , hatred and jealousy is a few examples of those things. I don't understand something and thats why I love you half as much as I do , even though we are apart when I close my eyes and put my hand out it feels as if your holding it. In this crazy world we learn to build up walls some people break it, some never build it and others never let anyone in , you were never ment to come behind my wall but you did and how I have no clue, but since you're here you've become my life. Forgive me my weakness but I cant see you go I wont see you walk away , I'll fight and fight till my last and even when im gone ill still come back and I'll keep coming back till we spend forever together, this heart beats for one and thats you , your my life support my reason to wake up in the morning, when I feel like giving up I close my eyes and think of you and I keep going for you.

As I look up at the moon tonight I just cant but help myself and think of you , times have been tough the roads been bumpy and I lost my love , I once thought I loved someone else but the thing that kept my heart true to you was the three words 8 letters n u can say it in over 40 languages but in our case I say it once and it has more meaning to you then it will ever have on anyone else. You're my guiding light , my guardian angel your not just my companion  your my best friend my everything and you make a world worth living so no matter how many times I. Say it , 1 time 7 times 99 times it doesn't matter because its just words but when you hold me close , or close your eyes and think of me I know it will have more effect because my love for you isn't in the world its in my heart and my soul which ive given up to you along time ago so to you I say I love you

The hardest goodbyes are the ones where we know are needed and the ones we know are real and the last words you'll ever tell that person, we dont want to Say goodbye but we must , we don't know how to tell the person why we are leaving only knowing its for a good cause , but goodbyes are more painful then daggers through the chest coz we know we never gonna see them again and in that moment of departure a tear will fall a tear with words hidden in It words to painful to say and to complicated to understand so we tell them with a tear drop and we walk away with the goodbye of never coming back