In 2016 I confess what I feel
I confess to loving everyone that I ever met or Sat beside
I met amazing people that no one can have and in which I have pride to meet
I have a new family that I love and will never ever leave their side
In 2016 I wish them all happiness and to fulfil there dreams
I wish I could help them more for the better supreme
I want them to know that they are the ones I will always love and be beside
I will always support them no matter the time
The place where I will end up does not matter as long as they are on my side
Love you all and give you my sincerest love as 2016 comes upon.

As the stars aline
and as the moon shines
you get the feeling of being alive
the rain drops
from the hill tops
Watering the crops

Admire nature through my eyes
Admire it's trees and flowers
nature rages out but always comes to peace
fire burns and tornados blow
but in the end the sun spreads its light

If you look in deep
and look for clues
you will find God's persition in every move
he made of cells that breath and feed.
A DNA that holds the key of being sick or healthy
he gave us a mind that made us think
he gave us a choice to choose what's right.
we forget to say thank you for all his gifts
and don't pray for him unless we need him

we think there are aliens in mars
while everyone in earth is an alien
some who are so plain
they curse you with no shame
they hurt you in very mysterious ways
its like you are not worth the pain
we watch aliens **** and evaporate humans
while we eat each others flesh in a way that is so inhuman
we describe anything that is viscous as inhuman
but are humans actually humans......
they can make unlivable anymore
or they can lift your spirits up for a day or two
i think the only aliens we should think about is the human and thats the main.

Do you love me
Or do you need me more
Are you gonna support me when I get poor
Are you going to open the door
Are you going to hold my hand  if I fall in the sour
Like the days I used tell you everything is cool
Even when you thought there is no way out
I worked harder to make you find a solution no doubt
I changed your ***** when you are thin and frail
When your words were goo goo gaa gaa
And you were always on my tail
You wake us up at night and we feed you and make sure everything is alright
Will you do the same if I am sick
When a tube is breathing down my neck
Or will you leave me in a hospital to die alone
Or throw me out in a old peoples home
Will you tell me that you love me as much as I love you.
Will you stay by my side and tell me I will be fine although you know I might leave and die.
Son I hope you treat me as I did when you were alive.

spread your light
push away the dark night
the flowers blooms when you are on sight
shine bright
you poor your light on the good and bad
the poor and the rich
you give but don't receive
life begins when you appear
and ends when you disappear
if we learnt from the sun anything
is to continue giving even if people don't return
sun shine upon me and give me the strength to spread your light

These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
I am done loving you
Cause all you do is hurt
I wanted to be the shield you use to protect
But you broke it with your sword
Love is a battle field that scars remain
I wished for you to hold my hand and guide me through battle
But all you did was take my shield and run
Keeping the wounded soul behind.
These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
As the battle goes on I leave all this behind and run to the bushes to forget I ever saw your face
Let the wounds bleed til I loose my last drop that you deserve.
I am wounded to an extent no medicine can heal me
Love is just a fantasy so be gone and let me live my reality.

As I am thinking all this time there is one thing on my mind
Have you ever looked and found
What our true world is really about
How the sea kisses the sand in a gentle touch
How the birds always sings even if times are ruff
How the trees are greener when it's spring
And how it becomes Brown as we the Autum comes
Have you looked at the million stars that light out the sky and how the moon sparkeles and reflects in the water
When you see the bees are so tidy and precise.
So thank the Lord when you see this beauty
Thank you God for this world we have

Open me and turn my page
Let me fantasize your reality
Let me show you love
Let me be your friend
I am addictive if you hold me
I make you wiser every time you read me
Some read me to escape reality
Each word on my page is magic
And every picture is a fantasy
Writers poor their tears on each page
Share thier happiness or sorrow
It may change your life
Although I might get replaced
I still have a place in other peoples heart
Don't be scared to read me
I will make you drown in my stories
Keep reading and you will understand what I mean

Your flushed down the drain
Your heart is in pain
Is it right to end it
Can I live with hurting the one I always thought she was mine
Losing my mind and becoming insane
Is this the way the go
The heart is wounded so deep that it can't be mended
Blood pooring from my veins and it's getting hard to breath
I am drowning in the deep sea and can't Seem to reach the surface.
Depression has taken over me and there is no fighting it now .

i feel confused
i feel the thoughts running like a great wave
i see things that nobody can see
my brain consumes my body
like the tiger consumes its pray
its hunting me down and making my life hell
i am hearing voices that pierces my ears
makes me fall in a dark alley that i can't even scream
get out of my head stop controlling my thought.
i need a cipralex medicine to calm me down
although that maybe no use when my imaginary demon
cuts me limb from limb
through me to the sharks and make me wimp
this dark room i am in has no light within
i will keep fading in its darkness til the bitter end
nothing can save me nothing ever will
not even a psychiatrist with the greatest skill

Be that person that you desire
A worior that everyone would admire
You don't need to change for peoples pleasure
Be yourself that's the leisure
The Girl of your dreams will be soon yours
Just don't let her break you as I suppose
Be a dreamer and dream big
Cause life is more than worthless pigs
You have great qualities that many desire
You take care of your family with a passionate fire.
You hold you brothers hand like he is your son
And he looks up to you like you are his brightest sun
Don't be scared where the wind will blow
Cause we will always be there inside your soul.
Be happy where ever you are
Cause you will always be our brightest star.
Good luck my friend and follow your dreams
And we will be waiting for you on the other side of the stream

I wanna leave die with a sword going through my neck
There is nothing more painful that living this life filled with daemons
No worth for kind hearted souls
Great souls never live they suffer til there is no more
You do everything you can to help and love but all you get is pain and misery.
My heart beats no more and painted in black full with hate.
Emotions no more flows as the source became stone.
Just rip my heart out and make me bleed.
All thats left is to think of the time of my own dimies.
Nothing matters to me anymore and being bad is no more an option it's a choice that has to be taken.
cold blood gets you through the pain and fills the hole that people through at you with their evil and hate.

I am running away
something is trying to hunt me like a pray
she sunk her claw deep into my heart
pulled it out and ate it as her treat
I turn cold and watch her eat while my heart beats
I beg for Mercy but she continues killing softly.
As my soul leaves my body I watch from a distance
a woman that i once know turn into a beast.
Scratch marks covering me head to toe.
My Body and soul becomes numb
The pain of your love is cutting me deeper that the pain over my body.
the blood in my veins engrave  your name  on the floor.
I rewind my mind about each moment that you said I love you
The moment were your thought is stuck in the corners of my mind.
Your like a ghost haunting my brain.
I become a puppet in your hands.
As I sink deep in the darkness, I look into your eyes.
I cry tears and realize that the love that I emptied on you has gone with no return.
You look at me with those cold eyes and laugh me off.
I ask myself how can my love warm the heart of the beast.
A loving kiss that touches you lips in all passion  rushes through your body like a boomerang.
She wakes up from the darkness to see the light.
but its too late as my corps lies there with the wounds all open.
My spirit fly's to the sky with the hope to have soften the beats heart more earlier.
If no boundaries were surrounding their love.
If she would allow me to love her unconditionally.
But it is too late.
as i ascend to meet my creator I say to you I love you a love that flows with no end.
I hope you move on with someone that can continue loving you with a stronger frequency than I do.

as i breath my last breath
as my soul leaves my chest
I stare and wonder is this the end
I remember the life I lived
with all the memories flashing back at me
I remember my mom telling me about this day
about how you should do good and please your God
before there comes a day when there is no coming back
I used to laugh at her and think that she was crazy
but now I realize what she was blabbering about
but now its too late
my body is cold and unable to move
my heart is stopping and my brain is shutting off
The angel of death is calling your time is up
as my soul leaves my body and I get buried in the deep ground
I see my wife's eyes crying and my son staring at me in fear
I try to talk to them but no one could hear
I want to tell my son goodbye and kiss my wife's lips one last time.
I am done and I am gone with no way of coming back.
Death has no mercy as it comes all of sudden knocking on your door.
Make sure you do good before that time apprehends.
Pray to your God to have mercy on  you and forgive you for your sins.
My soul now is floating to the sky to meet its creator and to be decided where my fate would be.

I want to die and end my life
I wish I had a knife
I am Gods mistake on earth
Whatever i touch leaves me to waste
I welcome death with open arms
Darkness is the only place i belong
Depression is my friend and happiness is my enemy
I love to help people no matter what
But me who cares I am just a mistake
I took more hurt than i can take
I am surprised how my heart still beats
I don't know till when I should stay alive when I am a mistake
I don't fit this world I never will
Its easy for people to step on me and throw me to waste
If I need anything right now is take me away because thats what I need and believe

The demons are haunting my mind with evil things that I even can't describe. They want me to hurt the people I hate just to get satisfied. I am blinded from the truth and the path of good.  All I want to do is make close people decide. It became my passion to make people couincide with my evil thoughts and the pass of destruction I designed. I want to a doctor that can prescribe a drug to **** the devil inside. The only way to be free is make good and evil collide and hope that my demons will be realesed outside of my body and soul. This light seems far to achieve but I am not going to loose my grip. I will fight to the bitter end til my heat turns white. God relieve this pain and take me to the heavens of delight.

Is it dark
Is it worth to live
All I see is darkness and nothing seems to let me grin
I feel sadness runing through my blood
I cut myself to see if it hurts or not
I feel no pleasure I have no pain
All I see is a life with no gain
Nothing I want and nothing to attain
I wanted to burn myself till nothing remains
Or maybe try to be squished by a train
This is my life it is so plane filled with darkness and shame.
I enjoy seeing my blood drop and make a stain
I want to find pleasure in tourchering every part of my humain
I know I am sick I know I have no brain
But it is better to die this way
Nothing can cure this disease I attain
No force on earth can help me through the pain.
I think after all this I became insane
Nothing to love or obtain
Only death can make me saine.

Let me burn
I want to parish
Nothing worse than living
Take my life and end my suffering
Living in a dark hole
Cant sleep and cant react
Death for me is pleasure
I love the touch of a knife stabbing my heart to bleed.
Black is my new color
Darkness is my new plessure
Depression we live together
Nothing can seperate us
Nobody understands us
Hello death
Goodbye life

I close my eyes and begin to dream
Of a world that includes you and me
You sing to the birds with beautiful symphony. That gets my heart mad.
I hold your hands that are soft and warm.
I kissed your lips and made me freeze cold
I looked in your eyes and I was mesmorized from a beauty that only angels posses
You touched my heart and I couldn't be more alive .
Feeling your love that got me hepnatized
We hug each other all night.
I whispered I love you and I always will.
You are like the sheath that covers my heart
That holds it right and protects it from harm.
Her beauty made the roses sway and her soul lightens up the sky.
This moment was a moment I wanted to keep til I die.
Her love is so amazing that our hearts are beating at the same time.
Love I always want you to be mine and nothing to keep us apart even if my soul leaves my body and my body is burned to ashes.
My soul will keep loving you and waiting to see your pretty face.

Family is power
Family is all that remains
we all say that
but we never do what we say
think about the struggles that your family does
all for your happiness and comfort
not asking for anything in return
your father works everyday to get you the food you need and the education you obtain
He never rests uneye til he sees you safe
mothers what can I say
they westand the pain to bring you life
they sit next to you and never sleep when your sick and tired
They give you all the love that nkbody could give
they love you no matter how much you did wrong
these are just simple thing from major sacrifices they have done
how do we repay them
some of us hit them withno mercy or thought
we shout out them and treat them like devils who have nothing to do but torcher us
they try to give us a hand and we just shut them up
when they become old we through them in nursing home to not deal with there problems at all.
although they cared for us when we scream and shout.
they never told us to go somewhere to not bother them and never to be heard again
they pray for us everyday but have we done the same.
everybody hold your hands up high and thank God for the family we have.
it is a blessing and a gift to have a loving parent in this dark cool place.
hug your mother and your father everyday and thank them for everything they made.
to make you the man or woman you are today .
pray for them everyday to protect them and to have mercy on them when they pass away.

Feeling is an illusionistic place
You convince yourself with things that aren’t in place
It can **** you or boost you to a higher place
It is difficult to describe what feeling is in place
Some times you might develop them in the wrong time or place
You might feel happy for no reason in place
Or you might feel sad and it fits correctly into place
There are feeling that are even beyond time and place
If you want to know how it feels to be emotionless then maybe death is your place
Life without feelings is a tasteless place

I feel everything is closing down
I feel my life is ending
Is it over
Is all I have done gone forever
I am losing hope to gain what I hoped for
Am I fading and burning up in flames
I don't think so I will battle this killing desire to serinder.
My love is waiting for me with open arms and I can not let her down
I love her that I think of her even when I put my head down
She is the only one I fight for
She is the jewel that I need
I fall many times but I get up til the last breath
Waves are drowning me but my head above the water still breathing and holding on pulling myself from drowning.
I can't stop now cause all I want from this life is feeling free with a girl that gave her love and heart to my drowning soul.
God heal my wounds and sorrow and get me through this darkness to the light that I despretly need to reach.

you feel alone
you feel betrayed
no body cares
no body feels
you do a lot
but all they think of is the mistakes that you have done
as they say you give but unfortunately you don't receive
people say you are selfish
they don't know what you are going through
they do mistakes which you give a thousand reasons for
but when it is you its all over from there.
this is what they call friendship
and this is how people think and how people react
they tell you well i tried to solve the problem but I don't want to be apart of it cause i don't want to get in trouble
well its your problem not yours
That's so funny i thought we are in together for better and for worse
its easy to accuse than it is to forgive
we forget the good and hold on to the bad
Allah knows what is in my heart and what i think
this is the only thing i want to please.
my mom, dad and sweat heart you will always be carved in my heart.
forget the others who say they care but don't.

As my heart turns to stone
As the darkness fill my soul
I try to blow the demons away
because that the thing that is pulling me away
the blood in my veins clots
my eyes swell
the feel of darkness raps my chest in black
may I get back to the track of light
the flowers parish when exposed to my chest
not even the sun can burn through my soul
life is a dark cloud that keeps on pulling you deeper to the burning core
people look at you through black eyes
this is a dream that waking up could be impossible
parish the darkness
may the birds sing again
may blood flow to my heart as aggressive as before
let me smell the fresh breathe
let me reach the light with the tips of my hand
I know the angels and demons **** for taking over your body and soul
but the only winner is the one you choose
May god rip my heart out and blow his light on it
hearts are weak but strength comes from him and only him
I suppose i have to wait for Gods power to take over me

from the fire hells i burn
i arise anew human
i care no more about my body and soul
no more pain in my eyes
my blood has clotted and it no more flows
i am a new being which no one can console
i am a new form of the devil that no one can stand
i have surrendered myself to the dark-side
there is no turning back
they say life is filled with light
will i see it as a black world made for people to fight
people eat each others flesh even if that was there own brother
is this the life that should be about love and respect
we breath money and we become selfish
we don't have the humanity to think of others right
let them burn we say when they gave us there heart and trust
this is a cruel world that we all live in
so why don't i make the devil my friend and wait till the world would end.
leave my body to rot in the dirt and surrender all i have got to the other life that i want most.

This is the end
I am done playing pretend
I will lay this out so you understand that you caused me a dent.
I wanted to support you til the end
I gave you my heart with no strings attached
All you did is take my heart and rip it to pieces
You shout at me as if I am another man who is worthless as hell
You put other people above me although you tell me you are my best friend
I am done believing a story that you tell but never prove it at the end
You told me something that no one has ever said you said you would never change  even if it ment I leave
Have you thought once what that means
Do I mean anything or am I just some one to use as a mop to clean
Anyways Olga this is something I say to you as a goodbye to you
I wanted you like the flower needs the water to live
You used my love to break me down
As I see you for the last time I want to say I wanted you to be with me for the rest of my life.
But now I feel we should part away and live our seprate ways.
As you will never change and I wouldn't bare getting hurt again

Its crazy that love is a silent killer.
it eats up your soul for dinner.
you become consumed with its essence.
you can't think rationally when love is in presence.
when you heart breaks.
your whole body shakes
you feel there is no more light.
Darkness is the only thing on sight.
you think about her and about her beautiful delight.
your tears flow like a wave that will never stop.
you think did she love me right.
Did I deserve to go through all of this pain and sacrifice.
Nothing will make her come back no mater the price.
hope you have a great life and enjoy the love that made me lose my life

I was sitting in the dark
While the dog started to bark
But I was so lost in my mind
That not even the dog interupted my mind
I thought of how my life is about
I thought of my country and it's where abouts
I though of my people who suffer for food
And how I am hopeless to to lift off the load
I wanted to give them hope
But I could not lie to make them feel good
The world have no mercy
Not even a human life is considered worthy
Hate is the new fashion and selfish is our passion
Give your heart and you are weak be kind and you are stupid and people let you weep
You know it's hard to live like this
But I hope you and I can change this
It is difficult to accept change but it's the only way to make people live safe.
To love each other even if it's the only way
Cause in the end we are all the same
We are made from the same sand and mud
We should love each other and in God we should trust

They ask me if she broke you heart does it hurt?
Well I say it hurts you so deep that your heart has a scar that will never heal.
You feel the wounds are closing but as they are closing you heart changes from being soft to be emotionless as a rock.
Your feeling is stripped from you.
You are no more a human you are an object that doesn't have emotions or passion.

They tell you impossible
They tell you never happens
well is it possible that a man who left a school
is a man we all look up to and we mention his name when it comes to physics.
is it possible for a woman who used to serve soldiers and treat there wounds when she is just a none and to be known by nurses til this day.
is it possible that a fighter from Kentucky who was treated differently for his religion become one of the best known boxers of our time.
is it possible for a black nation to rise to freedom breaking the chains of slavery by a mans voice of freedom that is on blacks and whits tongues til this time and is celebrated for his courage.
is it possible for an Indian man to free his country from colonization and gather them to be one wall and one body against there enemy.
Now I ask you can you achieve the possible?
can you look at these greats and become the greatest.
can you look past the I can't and I will not?
Face you fears as Nike say impossible is nothing
rise up and fight life with fists of steel.
cause no one can stop you and no one will.
the only thing that can hold you down is you and God.
Achieve, fight , sweat and bleed and you will get to a thing we all want.
Not to be great but to be legends

As the ink of my pen flows
Thoughts in my brain begin to blow
Expressing the emotions that I desire
Despare, comfort and love is more than I require
Feeling humble and kind is my admire
I write what I feel like a small squire
I write about doubt on the love we desire
How love is no more til someone expires
No it's about the bodies touching each other with the greatest fire
Its no more about the gold from within the soul of the girl  you desire
I write about how war became more fun than the peace we require
Killing people has became a hobbies for every murderer
Killing women and children with the coldest blood and spreading their pictures on Facebook like fire
Hell is more peaceful than this earth we occupy and desire.

You say you know me
Better than I know myself
You judge me cause you think it is easy
It is bever easy to walk in my shoes
It is not the thing that I wanted to choose
You think of me so little
Yet I am full of news
I am a riddle that you can never solve
Step into my body and figure out how my cells beat
Figure out how every brain cell speaks
Show me what my eyes can see
And what my limbs seek
Don't think I am weak
I show compasion because i have reached the peek
When you slap me I turn the other cheek
I am born to love
Not to push and shove
Respect who I am and don't throw me under the bus
My heart is whiter than a feather of a dove
Respect my humanity that is a gift from above
My brother what you see is not the image that it appears to be
The real image is hidden in a mist that the other will not reveal to me
So don't look at him and you think you have figuered out the key
You will need to be closer to him to understand what is he
He might be somone who you never thought he could be
He might be the devil hidding in an angels rougue
And pulls out his sowrd
And stab you in the heart
And as you fall down and bleed in pain
You will understand that judging people is a shame
The mirror reflects the human that we see
But doest it reflect the bones and muscles lying inside of me
We are humans and thats the easiet we could be
But we got to evolve to be the best that people thought we can only be

Legends are not made of swords and wars
Legends are people who free the world
Weather it is a man denying to be abused
Or a women who got rapped refuses to be accused.
They fight for there freedom by hands or tongue
Even if they get killed or hung
They refuse to live a life where they are slaves to government scums
Legends are made and not born from none
when the world is against them they stand their ground

If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
If I make a mistake with you well you still love me
If I couldn't get you what you want will you still want me more
Will you always support me
Will you always be with me
Will you die for me
Do I mean everything
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
Will you ever need me
Will you always tell me you love me
Will you show me what it means to me
Will we always each other's hand and look at each other's eyes like it's been the first time to be in love
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
Tell me you want me
Tell me that you will always pray for me
Tell me that my soul is all you want from me
Tell me will you love me unconditionaly
Is my love enough for you or do you even more
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same

My heart started beating in a speeding rush
Some force made my brain shut
Made everything around me feel just perfect in a world filled with lust.
A wind breeze brought my soul back to life.
She took me to a world of heavens and filled with angels dust of love and away from a life based on mistrust. She has a jewel that no one can have or adjust. She stole my heart and she became my drug. She made me love her to an extent that my heart canct pump without her being by my side and giving me a loving ******. I will love you forever til I die and turn into dust. You are the only one I will ever love and trust.

I feel sad
I feel lonely
I never thought that it would be easy
I never thought you would just leave me
My life is empty
When the only thing I loved left me
She forgot about me
My mind is echoing your name
And my heart is bleeding with pain
Is it that easy to not even say goodbye
I loved you more than anything in the world
I remember every word and every situation you had
I will love you till the end of time
It's very hard to get you out of my mind

are you there? do you love me? or are you better of without me?
i asked these questions every time me and you combine. as the sea hits the beach shore that how much i want to hug you and tell you i love you. are you the wave that will take me away or are you steady leaving me standing in shame.
your eyes glow as your  heart spreads the light to your soul.
capture my heart as an angel separates the soul from its flesh.
my eyes bleed to your heavenly face and my heart stops to the trace of your touch.
you spread your wings and blow the oxygen i breathe.
you made me get lost in the world underneath your feet.
your love keeps me safe from the demons that try to brake me.
your the reason i am still alive you the reason my life didn't get a dive.
touch me love and make me feel the mercy of your love and take me where no one has ever been.
my last prayer is you and my last dream is all you.
my brain is drained with the though of you that my brain cells can never be the same with out you presence shining upon them.
cut me deep and feed me my blood that screams with love to the woman i will always and forever love.
cut me to drink every last drop of memories and passion i have for you.
i am crazy and drunk just screaming your name out in the dark.
i always tell you i love you like the sea but that is just a piece of what i feel.
i love you til the world and space collide. i love you til God destroys the world from inside.
i love you to the degree that this will be the last word i would say before i die.
i love you my love til the end of time

come and hold my hand
I want to shout out to the living
to show them that i am in love
surround yourself with roses
and shatter them high
it is a start of a new beginning
you close the hole in my soul
and let me breath your essence
I see the fairies are jealous from the beauty they are facing
your eyes shine through my soul
and your love is heaven
I pray to God that you stay forever
and never die alone
your kisses are my passion
and your hugs are my souls delight
you feed me your love and my heart starts pumping
my blood becomes your blood and our hearts beats as one.
God blessed me with your presence and to that I thank
I hold you tight and paint your picture with my blood
your love is running through my veins and making me feel right
your the one and the only women that i will ever have.
your the eternity i wish to be in.
love you with all the tears in my eyes
and my soul never wants to leave your side

touch the sky and make it rain
touch the moon and brighten up its light
your beauty is the greatest that God ever made
your lips gives my soul life
I don't know whether to stand or bow to your beauty.
flowers boom to the touch of your skin
saying I love you is not enough.
I thrive for you heart.
You are my only Aim.
Seeing you takes away all my pain
your kiss makes me insane.
I have fallen deep in the ocean of love and can't seem to swim to shore
I am caught and can't seem to breath.
what are you doing to me.
as much as my pen flows I can't seem to describe you.
beauty is beneath you.
you stole the heart of an innocent man who is learning how to love.
I want our souls to touch and never separate.
love you my love you are the only woman that I want and need

I don't know how I loved you
I don't know if I want to
Everything about you just makes me want you.
The way you laugh and lighten up the day.
Your face smiles at me and I feel so free
Your Angel that hugged me with your wings.
I can't stay here without you
You are the one I look up to
Your voice rings in my heart
Like a voice of a mermaid swimming in the sea
Your eyes and my soul can challenge the world
Let's love each other til the end of the world.
Your my reflection and the light of my soul
Your the one that I sacrifice my life for
Let's live our fantasy forever  And more
Cause everything without you means nothing anymore
Your the moon and I am the stars feeding from your light so far
Without the moon the stars are not as bright anymore
Yes I love you defiently I do but is your love like mine or more

As time runs by
As the sun begins to rise
Flashbacks haunt my mind
Thoughts of the way I look
If I will ever be mislooked
If what I say is being mistook
Am I doing what I should
Its a constant battle which no winner is pronounced
Being me is a constant hastle
I felt the mean of hurt
To the extent my body begins to fade
When I love I love to no limits
That my whole body is a puppet to control
Your happiness is my light and your pain is my demies.
My personality is other people to like and for me to suffer.
It's like a buffer for others and it kills me from inside.

How did we get here?
People living in fear
People die without shedding a single tear
I think the end of the world is near
It's like death is a normal thing to hear
Some people tend to forget and drink beer
Blood blood that's all we see
It's more normal than a person's ***
Wake up world we are precious
Why do you allow killings to be so easy
Don't you have hearts that see
Graves great there dead every second
Governments became greedy
Taking over other lands rather than support their need
Technology advance but people are getting worse.
We live in an artificial world that made us forget who we really are.
Friends who hug you and make sure you are ok
Changed into listening to your music to relieve your mood.
Religion no more matters and we think that science is our belief.
We made our short sites mind better than God that created us.
People get back to what we really ment to each other.
World peace is far of reach.
Its like you stretch your hand to reach the stars.
Hope we recognize the importance of each other and know what is really important in our lives

they say your big
they say your huge
when in fact you are small
you say what you can do
but you can't do it
you feel low
you say what you say to make people bow to you
you are surrounded by in fact you are alone
you dress to impress but not to express
express what you really feel
not taking off the mask to show that you are real
you are a mirror that reflects what people need to see
when will that mirror crack and reveal the true you
are you the doll that every one can control
how sad to see you drop and feel alone
not having someone to realize what you truly are about
no one to hug and kiss you and show you how much you mean
no one to sit next you so that you can lean

The light that  gave me power parished
The breeze that made me smile vanished
Where oh where are you my love
Are you close or are you looking at me from a far.
I feel that you essence is fading and my heart is weaking
I wish the sun would rise again and the clouds would disappear.
Your eyes have captured your beauty
And your smile captured my heart
You became a fantasy that I need to have to survive.
You love is going through my veins and supplying ny heart with the force to pump
Your beauty is indescribable and you love is unreachable.
You are the combiniation between life's fantasy and reality.
The angles envy the jewel that makes my world tick.
Your name keeps on repeating in my head like I am a crazy man addicted to crack
I remember your every detail from what you wear to the way you stare at life with glowing eyes.
Mai you are the only girl I want in my life
I miss you so much that nothing can suffice
Without seeing your pretty face close to my heart and soul.
Nothing seems worth it without you in my crazy delusional life.

You light up the skies
You suffer when I misbehave
You smile in my face even if you are in during pain
You tell me I am worth something where all the world turned their backs at me
You stand by me when I am sick even if you know you might get sick too
You tell me that I will survive although you know I might die
You swipe a tear of my face when you feel I am hurt inside
How can I repay a mother who would do the extreme to just see a smile on my face
No thanks or money envolved.
What she gives she doesn't want anything in return
Mom I am sorry if I ever was bad or caused you pain.
I am sorry if I made you feel that I don't love you
You are the reason I am living and fighting my way to pursue my dreams.
As long as you are with me nothing is impossible and no fear can overcome me.
I love you mom you are a gift from God that I can never repay.
Thank you for the days you stood by me and make sure mom I will do the same.
I love you mom more than anything the world will have to offer or bring

This to a person that I carry so heavy
we fight a lot hate each other that we wanna smash our heads
you are my flesh and blood
we hate each other but yet we get back and love each other
no matter the fights we have nothing can break us apart
we are a rock that stand against the wind and gust
we make a tight band that never budge
I would love if you would sometimes respect what I want you to get rid off
I would love if you would calling me names and say that I am selfish and a fool.
lost of things I do or I sacrifice it is just for you.
I defend you a lot but all you see is the flaws I make
I love you my brother we are more than just flesh and blood
we are more than two people born from the same mother
we are two souls brought to this world to hold each others hand when the time gets rough
we are here to comfort and push each other to the limits that non of us thought we could recover.
I hope brother these words hits you and you can discover
how much you mean to me and that i care about no other
these words I say to you with all my heart and my soul.
and I pray to God may you see what I see and we never drift away
we come a bamboo tree that sways with the wind and never breaks just bends

I always said I can live without love
Its because you are the only one I would ever love
Every time your name is said I can't stop but to think of the woman I really wanted to spent my love with
It's something I can't get over with
You took my heart and made it yours
I can't even get it back without being hurt or worse
I love you even if you loved me in reverse .
I want to disperece my body into ashes to see you up close .
You think after the love I had for you for all these years I would turn my back and say goodbye forever.
I left you but that was because I never felt I would be the one you want without a job or even worse.
I never felt you loved what I am and how I looked to you at all.
Although I saw you the prettiest woman in the universe.
I wrote a lot of poems but all of them is because you are the one the drive the pen and the mind to write.
All that my ink spells is your name and the love I wanted to have with you .
I hope you are happy and living a beautiful life and found a guy who loves you more than I do.
By the way I still have you number because forgetting you is almost insane.
You are the addiction that no doctor or pharmacist can treat.
I love you forever you know who you are and I hope you think of me the same

Devils eat your soul
Your mind gets cracked
Everything that makes you is dark
You breath the world's evil intentions
And you create your own demon
You take your pen and draw every lie that has been told and every person you would love to hurt
The sun covered with the clouds
Tears of joy turned into tears of pain
There is no more me anymore there is just the desire to make people bleed and suffer
I want to burn every part of my body and feel how it makes me feel
The monster in me is strong enough to devour any good in the world and turn it to the most hedious place in the world

Happy birthday Grand mother
You are the one that bonds us to each other
You pray for us if we deserve it or not
Without you we wouldn't be worth a grain of rice in a ***
You gave us joy
You gave us peace
We all took from your love a piece
Grandmother whatever love I send
Your love will never have an end
My words are not enough to describe your bless
But I will always love you nevertheless
Your inspiration to us all
You showed us family means to us all
We fight a lot but showed us that being one family is the law
That we should stand by each other and pull each other
And to always love one another
Your blessing can not be counted
I just want to say we can't live without you
In the end I want to say.
Happy 90th birthday and inshallah forever you stay

I tried to come closer
But my soul is getting creapier
I don't feel like touching you and preferring to be a dreamer
Every time you get closer
I brush you away from my shoulder
I don't want be the loser of a love that makes my mind and heart more clearer
It's like I am becoming colder.
Don't give up on me til I become sober.
I want to be yours as you are always mine
I am fading in the darkness and starting to decline.
Your love is the only sign I need to become benign
Your the star I need to find my way back to my own self
Don't give up on me and fight for me cause you the only one that's keeping me alive.