My heart is in pain
I feel like nothing can be the same
Just be shattered to pieces
Not not even take care make the parts heal
Nobody understands what I feel
They think that my heart is made of steel
My heart says that I should build walls protect my heart from getting holes
The problem is my heart is giving and cannot be protected I give my heart to the people I think need my support
But the people just threw me out just like dirt
All they care about is someone to support them not caring about the other person what he feels or what's his pain
Sometimes I feel death is merciful than
What's the point
You tell me
Is it fair to live in pain and all you feel is despair
Ooh heart ooh heart
Sorry but this is a choice you gotta make live in pain but please who you can
Fake your laughter and show no pain I never share what you really feel.

My lie is i told i never wished your mine
I lied when i said time passes by and i dont think of you
Its hard to be true
When your sad i feel blue
It torments me not being honest to you
Its like i am a rotten fruit that you cant chew
I think my time is due
To tell you what is true
I wash my tears everytime i hurt you
If the sea was the only thing to describe my love for you
Then i choose the sky and glaxies that surrounds me and you
I wish my body would rot but my heart stays next to you
They say love is a fantasy game
Well its the oxygen for the flame
Its the water to the grain
It may cause you to cut your own vein
In order for the other heart to live instead
This all i can give before i get burried for dead

I want to be honest of my life
Cause people think of me like worthless mice
I care about people more than myself
You may say that a defiency of self
I love people and thats what I am
I was broke more than once but I am able to stand
I used expect much from people but usually get nothing back
This how life is and now I understand.
I don't like to see people suffer in pain and I feel it's my duty to make them feel entertained.
I want to help people as much as I can
Even if I feel that it interveins with my plan.
I think that Allah gave me this gift to love
Althought It wasn't easy to accept what was given from above.
I loved a girl for once in my life.
I even thought she could become my wife.
I took a decision to leave her in peace.
Although this decision is breaking me to my knees.
The pain I have I suffer alone.
Because I feel other people's problems are bigger than my own.
This the life that no one knows.
No body knows how much I care.
But this is the life I want to bare.
I am greatfull for the people I have and know.
I thank the people that I dearly love and hold.
Love you all to the highest degree.
I hope you life to be better than me.

I saw her in the hospital talking
Her looks got me so amazed
Wanted to get close but I was scared she would push me away
This is my story which is a love tale
I loved her from the first day our eyes met
The first word I heard from her was are you from Sudan I said yes and she said me too
Which dazzled me cause I didn't suspect that and that she was the dream girl I wanted to be with .
I started to joke around with her and as she laughed my heart was filled with happiness and I couldn't stop myself from smilling
I started to give her signs that I am attracted to her and wanted to see did she love me the same way.
I was scared that she may refuse me since I have fallen in love with her and all my senses are calling for her.
Everyone was telling me get engaged to her but the problem was I had nothing but my love that I can provide and I wanted the money in order to make her and I happy as never before.
We had this one fight that I thought I lost her forever .
My heart started pumping and my body started shaking
All I can see was darkness with no light in front of me .
I couldn't delete her from my life or soul.
I was so attached that I feel unhappy anymore.
I wanted to chop myself to pieces just to hear her voice again.
She talked to me after 2 days when I found nothing beautiful anymore my heart starting to fade and nothing ment anything anymore.
We made up and took me sometime to woven my wounds
In the end I decided to confess my love cause I thoought if I don't I will go insane.
I found out more and more she is the girl to be.
The woman I wish to spend my life with til the day I parish or die .
This is the story of the woman I love and never want to leave.
The woman that my soul will always be with her as long as I live.
I love you sweat heart you are all I need.

What a world I live In
A world so free
A new version of me.
The wind breeze running through the leaves of the trees.
The sun  reflecting its light on the blue sea
What a wonderful world.

Happiness filling your heart
Feeling the life that has a start but no end
your spirit touching the other in complete passion.
Forget the pain and suffering and live your life
God created you to withstand the pain and fell the joy from within

Love for the sake of loving
Give for the sake of living
Absorb the Hate of people and turn it into flowers that bloom
When you get closer You get hit by its beautiful essence
Make me love and make my love reach each soul that need to feel free.
I love all the world as I love myself.
Spread the love.

green it is
oxygen it brings
with trees so high
and flowers so colorful
it gives so much
but we return so little
from it we are created
and to it we return
from it we eat
and to it we dissolve
supplies us with life
while we selfishly destroy it with all our might
we can not repay it for all the blessings it gave
the maximum we can do is protect it like we protect our wives
the bees travel between its flowers and produce the honey
that once tasted heals and bring sweat pleasure to your heart and soul
the sea that is a reflection of the blue sky above us
it is so pure it washes the dirt of our body
it gives us piece when we look and satisfaction when we swim in it

As your body touches the ground
And as you rot in the ground
I cover you with the sand
With my soul bleeding
My eyes crying til I became blind
I lost the one I really adored
I find myself falling down the drain
Miss the way you held me close
The way you always tell me everything is ok
Your kiss that always made me smile
You left me with no goodbyes
I suffer everyday looking at your picture that is always haunting my mind
I wish I can see your ghost or your reflection in the clear sea
Wish God could take my soul to be next to you
Tell you that I love you and my heart finds its key again
The thought of you makes me break
So as I am sitting near your grave I say
I love you and I will be waiting for the day I meet you again.

Have you seen people act
He screams at a shop keeper with words that hurts
He thinks his phone and his looks is what matters the most
His car should be fancier than most
All we look at are things that don't define who we are
If you shout are you a man or does that make people understand
If your phone is expensive that means your rich and you have fans
It's funny how people think so materialistic  now a days
To them the really thing that matters is only a haze
People who clean your street do it for a penny to earn
They deserve my respect than a man with a gold earn
Respect who are below you and know that in the end your made from sand
So if you disrespect him is more better than you
Think deep and don't be a stupid terd

There is someone that a thank you maybe not enough
A cut with a knife and making my blood flow may not sufice
She did something that no one can ever do
What she did is like Gods hand changing the sky from red to blue
She made the dead **** turn into a beautiful rose
Life is dark when you see it through my eyes
But in your eyes light grows ever so pretty
My life was all full of lies
No one i trusted showed me the pleasure of being alive
It was easier for me to die and leave the world behind
I saw the patients die in front of my eyes and wandered why cant it be me who doesnt get revived
I have always wondered why these thoughts are in my mind
Why do people love me and say i am kind
Do i deserve what i get or am i just trying to be happy and leave the world behind
I know my thoughts are crazy but i cant control my mind
I love people althought i know i am bound to be hurt
Depression Depression thats my story
I know you try to hold my hand and comfort me til the morning
But i am still fed up of fighting for glory
Maybe its time to hang the white flag above my chest
I know this is hard to hear
But i am done living in fear
I am done living in pain
Maybe it should be a start of a new year
Time to let the time pass
And through everything out in the sea
Let me become a blood bath
I should not think negative i do agree
But you once showed me the way to be free
You told me take my wings and fly away
Your words were encouraging but what you did was the key
I appreciate and remenise every single day
Now i understand the meaning of living
And how i should looked at myself in peples eyes
I should not stop givving
Even if people dont realize my size

poor children of the world die and cry in tears
they have seen the hell that you and I fear.
from **** to poverty to nothing to eat.
sleeping in the ground with no shelter or clothe to wear.
they smile even if you give them a pen to write.
he thinks that pen will change his life although he has no paper to write on.
they appreciate the simplest of things which we think is weird and strange.
when you are poor you will understand what they feel.
they drink ***** water and eat food from the trash.
they live this life just to survive.
you look at there eyes and you see hope they hold.
they think they will be able to inspire the world.
will it worked they got us admire there strength.
millions of charities are given to these children but we still see them suffer and die.
how many of these money actually reach.
i was watching the red nose day who gathered 4 billion pounds in the end to say 60% Tax and the rest is charity.
they feed us this nonsense of how they care and take our money to provide for themselves.
what devils are we dealing with in this world.
how can your soul provide you with this bravery to say it goes for children when you know a lot of that money is in the governments pocket.
Funny how people care the real people try to make a difference without the need of getting paid.
God help these children and give them the strength to battle there illness.

Decided we where
We where savages til he came
He had the peace that we lack
He made the world bow to one Allah
You made history and made us love you
You have been through a lot of pain yet your forgiveness still shined through
You showed us that victory is more than fighting with a sword it's more about compassion and forgiveness.
You taught is what a human really means.
You fed us from your light and made the world become the world of light .
I wish the haters who talk about you can meet you and know what you are all about.
Your people has let you down but belive me we will rise and make you proud.
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) you are the greatest man in history no doubt and no one will ever take your place as the greatest man whoever lived.

Get up from the dust
get out of your grave
rise up high you have a mission to attain
your not over yet
you still have the time
You may be down
but you didn't loose the fight
Raise your head up
that you can reach the sky
you feel all is gone
but you have alot to prove
dont sit there and wine
dont be weak and accept your fait
be a worioer be a hero
cause thats what you are
and thats what you can become

You think it's a friend but it really isn't
It blackens your heart and blackens your soul
It's burns for you to **** you even more
When it's beside you it makes people run away
It's black smoke makes you Smell like burnt grain.
It's make you feel empty without it and it makes you go insane
It's the only thing that keeps you sain
It's hard to leave and hard to get away
It's got by a chain that can never break
If it's got you it breaks you and make you feel ashamed
The only think that can beat it is the will to withstand leaving it  alone
You fight the disease that's controlling your brain.
Convince yourself that you are strong and have no fear.

They judge of how you look
Should I look like brad Pitt or Nicolas cage
We forgot the importance of the jewel inside that make the beautiful look ugly and the ugly so pretty.
The soul is the core that we should judge not by the looks cause the looks are from God.
A woman can look ordinary but her soul is so beautiful that it shines a light that just blinds. It makes you forget her ordinary looks and see her as the most beautiful woman you have laid eyes on to.
When you judge how people look . Look at yourself in the mirror and judge what you see. Are you handsome do you look even nice , do you deserve people  love do you deserve there respect. They say don't judge a book by its cover isn't that so true but we only hear and say but we never do.
Look at people souls and you will see imaginary beauty that your eyes want believe. This world has taught us to judge the people and what they wear and how they look like and didn't tell us how pretty people are from inside.

A security who I am
That's all I am they say
something came my way
A woman that blew me away
I confessed my love and asked for her hand.
She felt my love but looked at me with the tears in her eyes.
I can't marry you as long as you are a security guard.
although I felt the hurt of the words.
I felt these words cut me like a knife.
My dreams started to flow.
A world that me and you live in and nobody knows.
Where nothing matters but two souls that are intertwined with each other.
A world where love has no limits.
I feel my soul getting ****** in your eyes.
I am lost every time I look at you.
The pain of moving on is eating me inside.
You face is engraved in my heart.
The way you talk carry's me away in a fairy tale road
Before I say goodbye I want to say.
If I was breathing my last breath
I would dedicate to you.
As  I leave you now
I want you to remember that what ever happens our love will never break.
so dry those tears and let my love fill  you soul.
Love you nino till the day My soul travels to space and until then my soul will still be a part of you.

I wish that I can see inside
The the good in people's mind
Have an xray vision to see their souls
To understand why people act like this for
I wish I could devour people's pain and spit out love and joy.
I want to hold the kids of the world
And pull them out from the grave and cold
I hope we would understand that we should love each other and be one hand.
Cause we are humans that need each other
Because we can not succed without one another.
War and war that's all that's there but no one of us even cares
It became something like gossip that we listen and throw away.
Like a paper bag floating in the  sky
I hope we realize that every one that dies was a light in our lives.

You women are strong  you women are tuff
Don't think that women married to a man is enough
The strong women support the man and makes him rough
Women face this world fighting until they get enough
You think that women are not strong without man
Where that's were you don't understand that a man without a woman is not enough
Women are not appreciated for the stuff the do instead they are told they are weak and can't handle a world that is cruel and rough. Women stand high and don't ever think you are not strong enough.

I feel your sand surround me.
i feel you love all around me.
i am a part of you.
and you are a part of me.
i see your flag waving up high.
calling for people to stay alive.
to fight for it freedom.
even if it means there demise.
your the only place where i wanna be.
smell your fresh breath.
see the river Nile pass you by.
watering all the plants in its way.
reading your history is enough to make you smile.
you are the only place that makes me wild.
you make me release my inner child.
Sudan your in my mind.
i will be back to you even if i go blind.
Sudan you are my assigned home.
even if all the stars aligned.

Let your veins bleed
Let your heart stop to beat
Its like you are freed
You have admitted defeat
People cry deep
For a person who has just pressed delete
Your loved ones have nothing but to weep
They are not sure how you can leave them incomplete
Your wife and kids lost their concrete
Just because life brought you down to your feet
Its easy to become obscelete
Buts its difficult to be elite
Preventing you loved ones to fall a sleep
Not everything in life is nice and neat
You have to heal from every bash of heat
Life will never be complete
Get up and stand on your feet
Remmeber all the great people you meet
Try to think of life as being sweet
There is no problem you can’t treat

They cry blood
We see them getting buried in the mud
You see them die with bullets thudding to thier chest
And rockets fired in the mist
Houses becoming broken down into dust
Women running to find a shed but getting killed with merciless blood.
They flee to the borders and they get treated with no just.
Mothers and children with no heart as if it is a must.
It pains to see how a man can turn a country to nothing more than a land of dust.
Kills like a vampire craving for blood.
Talking lies and deshonesty to gain people's trust with no soul that cares about them or us.
Isn't it enough how Much you killed for a seat that isn't worth much
A country that has nothing but missery every part you touch
May my heart be yours
May it be enough to get you off this suffering you all feel.
Syria may you always be free.
You are strong standing against the wave of blood and slaughter.
Love you Syria the land of the free.

I am in a bottle
Surrounded by glass
It shakes and rattles
Not in a stable state
The bottle gets kicked but never breaks
Gives satisfaction but from how much it gives its empty
They throw me like I am *****
They took what's in me
To break and shatter my glass.

some people are greedy
devoured by hate and being greedy
all they care about is the money they earn
they don't care about how the work is performed
they **** to smell the fresh smell of money and glory
but is glory money
is money the key
money is just a way for happiness but never will it be the key
helping people and saving lives making others happy makes you happy
praying to God everyday and strengthening your connection with him is being happy
hugging your wife and children everyday and telling them how much you love them is happiness.
think of the good things in life and think on the positive things
don't let the demon take over your brain and make you his slave
be the person you want to be and not what people force you to be
be happy with yourself and what you have got cause that's all you need
people say life is hard well yes it is but you can choose to live it happy if you hold on to what's dear in your life .
prsying to God and making conections with him is being happy

You started as an innocent child
Your father died but you still kept your smile
You worked long and hard waiting for things to get better
Til your legs got sore and you felt life was bitter.
Your eyes sparkeled with hope in life
But came a cloud that stormed away your delight.
You felt that God was not improving your way
Instead he's making you suffer in shame
It madeyou think that God is no more
And heaven and hell is nothing but a dream
Open your eyes and see how do you want God to belive in you if you don't belive in your dream
God is with you that you should believe
He means well but you choose to ignore his existence
As you thought that drinking and partying is the medicine of all pain
You will wrong because the wounds still remain.
Once I came to take your hand
You trusted me although I wasn't your plan
You had friend whom trust you can not attain
Except me who you choose to buy me for fame
I was innocent but I loved you truly
I didn't understand why you would be shy to include me
You would say that I am your friend
While I wanted to be your lover instead
You pushed me away like the wind brushing the leaves
Where all I wanted to have your head rest in my knees.
I haven't thought of any ****** desire.
But your glorious soul was the one I require.
I wanted to say I love you but my tongue just stops me
Although my heart pounds for you so softly
I wanted to show that there is hope on the line
And the God is always by your side
Believe in him and he will help you
Embrace your pain and you will be successful
No one is pain free its part of life
It's just like been stabbed with a knife
The strong learns and moves on which makes him happier as he goes on.
Life is with thorns but I will turn to roses in which you belong.
I hope you appreciate the words I speak
As I say to Helga I love you to the last beat.
This is hard for me to confess my love.
But I said to say it to you before my soul runs out.
As you are struggling through the pain I will hold you hand and guide you to a pleasurable place.
I might not live forever but as long as I live am yours as your shield and if you need anything I dilever.
You are strong woman that's what you are but I will still be there wherever you are.

The river flows
With bodies and souls
The river is where our burdens are thrown
It frees the soul from what it holds
It reflects the truth that you might not know
The creatures that live finds paradise in its holes
And when its cold the river becomes ice cold
To protect the lives that it holds
It turns to vapor to rain on our souls
To treat the thirst that kills the living so very slow
It sacrifices all it has for the great of the whole
But what we do is darken it souls
We polute its waters with the paloutes we throw
How selfish we think and how murderus we grow
We **** the things that help us grow
We forget the things that the river has shown
Until one day the river howls
It consumes each man and drowns him cold
It creates thease waves that galops people souls
Detroys the citese that human helped grow
So think of others the way you think of your own

I wish to be the best
I want to be the best
But is talk is all that's left
Am I going to leave everything to rest
Or should I work and pass the test
Well will I leave the net
That's holding me back from being the best
I know the road is long but I am ready for the test
I pray to God because without him I would never achieve
I wouldn't be ever recive the gifts  that I already have
I want to get out of my chest that I would never accomplish anything and that I would never be the best.
I am stuck in a black hole where I believe nothing is going my way and as much as I fight I find out I fall even deeper.
I never gave up but as I go my emotions play it's game
I feel down a lot and sometimes it gets to a point where I feel insane
I question myself wether I will ever reach my goal
Will I be the best doctor the world has ever known
Or will I still fall back to the unknown.
Am I a good person or am I hurting people's souls
These questions I ask everyday I wake up and when I go home
I wish I had no worries I even fear being alone
I hope I can deal with this pressure and move on but only God will help me get out of this dome.

As I walk in path filled with roses
I look at you and you are the woman to be
I walk down the ile wishing my dream would come true
I hold your hand that feels so smooth
I raise your vail and look deep in your eyes
I see myself in your eyes and the happiness I have inside
I put the ring in your hand as you put the ring in mine
and I feel we are bounded by a bond that will never end
we are the best couple that anyone would imagine or comprehend.
After we get married and our lips meet I feel arush of blood flowing to my heart
this the first true love kiss that I wish it would never end
I never want to leave your side even if death lets us part
your the one who I want to spend my whole life with
I want to wake up every morning to your pretty face and tell you I love you no matter what.
our lives will be filled with happiness and love
and I will love you even if my life would end

the rooms of my brain are full of thoughts that if I spit them out I will suffer and die. thoughts that are so major it makes people bleed and cry.
but there is only this one thought that is occupying the corners of my mind.
so precious and so exhilarating it is making me blind from the truth.
thinking of it employs my heart with joy and making me feel like a little boy.
it is this thought that makes the world have no meaning.
it is this though that makes life more demeaning.
i try to stop it but it is so powerful that i have no control over it.
this thought is the thing that me and you need in our lives.
it is the thing that is keeping us a live.
its is the only thing making us humans not some crazy shenanigans.
love is the thought that brings us together through rough and joy times.
its the power of love that makes us survive the bumps of life.
i give my love to all who hurt me because he made me rise
i give my love to my parents for making me a man
i give my love to people who love me for giving me your support even if i don't deserve it.
i give my love to Allah who is always here to pick me up when i fall and watches over me.
and to you my love who you know who you are for being my special a dearest rock that knows my naked soul and thoughts and is patient with my mistakes.
love you my love always and forever even if my heart stops pumping and the angels take my last breath away.
you are the only thought in my mind and you are the love that I will never have.

To my cousin Rania
You coming from York was such a pleasure
You are really my rarest treasure
these days that I spend with you was special beyond measure
Your presence was like the sun lighting up the a cloudy weather
Your our blessing and may you come back soon as quick as a heart beat
Your engraved in my hearts forever
I will miss you dear Rania but hopefully you will not be gone forever.
I can't say goodbye cause it hurts more than ever.
But I will not say goodbye I will say see you another day
Love you Rania Hope to see you another day.

I found love that can't be compared
A family that is closer to my heart
They make me smile every time we meet
Without them I feel empty insisde
They mean more than money can buy
I give them my body on my soul to help or satisfy them
I have mothers that have thought me and showed me the way
They gave me the light and threw away the darkness.
When I feel down I count on them to lift me up.
Although we work in a hospital but we are attached more than just work
We have a bond that not even a wave can break
Love them with everything I have.
I can't bear to see a tear or a drop of sadness show in their face.
If they would measure my love to them no value can be obtained .
My love them flows like the sea that never ends.
Kuwaiti hospital doctors and staff love you more than anyone can imagine.
Thank you for making me feel at home

I want to share a pain that everyone thinks I have passed away.
All these love poems are for a girl that makes me feel insane.
I confessed my love to her many years ago.
We loved each other for a year or so
Everyday was like a blessing but pleasing her was with no gain.
After I have left her
Her memories still remain
She haunts me all these days although I know what I did was the best decision I made.
I am unable to love another woman because she took over my heart and veins.
There is no blood pumping I am just flesh a bones all the same.
Nothing to feed my body since my heart is taken away.
I remember the time I read her stories about how we will always love each other no matter what the case.
I left her for one reason the she wouldn't sacrifice herself for me.
I travelled to get a job and make her happy and even wanted to do what's needed from me.
But she never understood the struggle I went through.
She said she would stand beside me but she never did.
If should would have supported me we would still be together.
Cause for me she is perfect and we are ment to back each other.
I love her and I still do.
These poems I write are all just about you.
I write them cause I say it will make me feel better.
Well instead it brings me more pain to know that you are gone.
I hope one day this poem would reach you.
To know how much I love you.
You will always stay in my heart.
Your an angel and don't let anyone convince you that you are not.

You think you need her for happiness
security guard is thought that it is what defines you.
spread your wings and fly
and reach the sky
look up in the mirror
can you see what I see
you are an angel send from the sky above
spreading your love as you go
you taught me what it means to live
you made me feel how lovely it is to love
you stole the hearts of big and small
your a pearl that is waiting to be found
your Gods gift of blessing
Sawan is your name
and cuteness is your charm
you showed me a video of you singing.
your voice lightened the demons heart.
you removed a knife from a broken heart.
its a loss seeing you leave
but as long as it brings you peace it brings a smile to my face
the wind blows but it will never let us part
be happy my friend and i will see you soon

Welcome to my thoughts
Welcome to world that's dark with no lights
It's a path if you get in you may never go out
Filled with souls I used to love and others that I still adore
As you rewind the tape you find the person I used to be and how I became what I am today
I had devils consume me but I found ways to defiet them although sometimes I appear weak and they feed on me
The biggest Thought that consumes my mind is to love but not to be loved back .
Is this love you are getting a true one or is it just a TV show for everyone one to watch and entertain.
As you are lost in my mind wondering how to find your way out I give you this only thought no matter how many disappointments you get you will rise and become Mr Great

Trees stand up to the wind
They cry leaves when the sky tears
The smile green when the clouds clear
It makes oxygen for us to breath.
It cools our bodies when it is hot to the highest degrees
The birds live on it to breed
And the insects eat its leaves
Some animals climb it while others play and feel free.
Beautiful you are tree
It's a blessing for you and me
We cut it down with no mercy although it feeds us for free
All it needs it our care and we choose to burn it down or cut it down with no remorse
The tree is the highest example that gives and doesn't recieve.
Learn from trees the patience and giving we receive.
Thank it a lot for its blessing for providing what we need

Lots of people see me
But not everyone can read me
I have so many scars
But no one will believe me
I hide a tear cause i am used to being lonely
I love unconditionaly
But it is easy to hurt me
I am the sun that has been covered by the clouds
I am a wave that washes people clean
And takes in the dirt
I make the earth ever so green
Sometime I help people who I know may stop my dream
I wish everyone you know that I have a white heart
I love to help people more than myself
This led people that I love drift apart
Because they dont understand what I am about
I love to give more than recieve
I never asked someone for anything more than to believe
Believe in the love i have
And i have no plans to harm
Dig into my soul and you will know
That I bow to people I love and adore
I dive my life from head to toe
I want everyone who treat me differently to know
Whatever i have done i didnt mean to make you hurt
I may joke or try to make you smile cause i know what it means to be hurt
I push and I stand by you to prevent you from the worst
Because if i dont I stay in bed full of guilt
I hide an amount of hills that no one knows
Because i believe peoples troubles are more than my own
I get misjudged and thats what hurts
It even made me sink to the dark
Some very close people I lost
Although all i have done is become better than they have already become
Everyone that left me i hope you know
I still love you and leaving me is hurting my soul
Even if we dont talk anymore i want you to know I will still love you forever and more
I apologize if you understood me in a wrong way
This is my way of explaining who I am and what you all are to me
I dont expect you to understand
There is one wish that i may ask just hope you smile to life as life is short and learn to forgive
Because having hurt will make you suffer all day

As I write these words of mine
As I pass throughout time
I wish I wasn't blind
Of the love we left behind
Of all the sweet words you said
If I leave you I would rather be dead
Cause you are the person I want to be with til the end
You make the solid tree bend
With the love and affiction that you send
I hope our wounds would mend
And get back to the love we used to spend
And live our loves happy til the end
Without making it all just pretend

A funny thing called life
We say life is difficult
It is because we want it to be
Animals live in peace
While we sufffer
Humans make the world dark
While Allah made it full of delight
We **** each other for money
While others lie to get some honey
We hurt each other and have pleasure doing so
So how can the world 've dark and we are the missery behind it.
Peace is the answer.
Be happy when you are in pain
Be happy with no complain
You will feel life changed in front of you
Animals die and get killed everyday
Do you see them complain.
We should enjoy the thought that we are able to breath
Which many people had it taken away .
Life is lovely if you want to be
And he'll if you thought about it in that way.
Enjoy life and make it worth your while.

As I follow the path of destruction
and see the dead bodies in my path
women running and children killed
sick world we live in
where no one forgives
all there is **** and **** some more
old men are bullied and tortured to death
it an animal kingdom where the strongest wins
where is the peace and where is the mercy
shouldn't we only attack the people who attack us and leave the others with mercy
shouldn't we respect all living things from animals and plants
war is no more spears and swords
its a cowardly game where a bomb is thrown from faraway and kills who ever it kills weather they are involved or not.
people started to have their souls ripped fro them
they became with black hearts with nothing else than to destroy and concur.
all they think about is their precious seats and the money they posses.
not caring about the peoples lives that goes in veins and parish in the grounds with their family crying til their eyes bleed.
I wish this war would end and we would all live in peace as one units.
we are all part of this big planet called earth and we should all be treated the same.

They say I can't
They say I will not
I am a bamboo tree that resist the howling wind breeze
I am a cactus that survives the hot desert degrees
Can't crack my soul that is hard as steel
All the hateful words trying to break my knees
I feed of hate and to reach the glory I need
You can't break a man who has been beaten down to the highest degree
Rocky Balboa once said that life is not sunshine and roses.
it will beat you down to your knees.
the strongest man will get up and fight to the end time.
I heard this quote more than once till it became a part of me.
The wave will drown anyone who stands in the way of my dreams.
Fight me if you can and i will get my glory even if it means my demise.
I own the elements of surviving failure in order to succeed.
This is me and this is who I am.
Never give up til the day I die.
I have a dead heart that doesn't pump or allow to breath.
Hate me world i will be waiting for the sting of the bees.

I love her that's so insane
I love a woman with an amazing name
She thinks that I left was mearly a game
I really did love her to an extent she will never know from where it came
I gave her my heart my soul but to her it was all the same
I eat and drink and wake up every morning to the sound of her name
I want to hear that voice that disrupted my bones frame
You burnt my heart into flames
You caused me an unhealing maim
I still love you despite all the hurt and pain
Loving you and treating you like a queen is my aim

women shout out your names so loud
the world need those voices to be heard
you are not objects to be played or abused
they sing about how you look and what junk you hold
aren't you all about brains and a soul that you behold
aren't you a gift from God that is not made just to treat like something with no heart or brain just an animal to feed and have pleasure with
All I see is singers singing about what a girls body looks like and how she should shake her ****.
Don't they think that it may generate thoughts of abusing her or get ing ***** or shot.
Behind the melodys and the rhymes is words that hurt women and make them feel dead more than alive
Women are a diamond that we should hold on too and protect with hour lives.
We talk about women that way not knowing that they will take over the world someday .
I hope of the world to treat women as equal and as a human with a heart and soul.

Words draw a fantasy word
It can make blood look like a drink you would savour and enjoy
It turns a flower into a source of love and light.
It can make a knife cut through your heart without making you bleed.
Words can hurt without touching you and can lift you up in a breeze
If only we knew what words to say we can control the world with no effort to display.
Words led worriors into battle words made hero's and champions.
May words draw my life into fulfilment and make death look like an enjoyment
Hold the brush and start drawing each word with all focous and intension and make the word feel you inner thoughts and feeling.

lock up your doors
shut your windows
its the time to tremble
everyone get ready to die
the angels are coming to take our souls
the world is ending near and there is no sacrifice
the earth is cracking and the volcanoes are flooding
this is the end of the world and fear is all upon us
the mother forgets her daughter and the husband forgets his wife
as we approach our God with our goods and sins
we walk the long path to heaven and hell
you see the crawling people and the people who are falling
lets do good and pray before the dooms day approaches
when there is no savior but the goods you have done and the goods within
hold on tight to the rope that God gave you
to pull you out from the devil and his words of sin

They told me love was easy

But you don't understand is my soul was ripped out of my body

Is this humane to let a man soul and throw his remains

You may think that this is the way I wanted our love to end

My heart got shattered and my wounds bleed a river that your words will never stop

Love is not the way you thought it would be

I put my heart out and all I got was suffering and pain

You say that I hurt you although I always cut my tongue if I ever tried to hurt your soul.

You swung your sword and went through me and made me a man with no feelings or soul.

You tell me I love you. 

Do you think that I will ever think about you the same

I never asked from you anything and never wanted to change the person you are.

What did you do

You asked me to change how I look and how I dress just to please everything you want your dream man to be.

It wasn't ******* you as much as it was harder on me to set you free.

You got all my love and emotions drained.

All I hope from this is to tell you good luck and all that remains remains

I wish for you a happy life and a happy husband that you deserve.

I am fading and the peaces of my body are turning to ashes.
The only part that's beating is your heart into mine.
So take my ashes and spread it in the sand
And keep my heart close. Your esence and your spirit live a into mine. I can't bare the sight of losing you as I see the complection of me into you. I stare at the water and all I see is your face lighten up the blue sky. If I called you with any beautiful name I could find in would never be close to describing a quarter of you. My passion is to draw your face and tattoo it to my heart so that whenever I feel lonely you are imprinted in my heart. You dim the lights of the stars and the moon with your presence. You make the sun shy away from your smile.
I tremble to hear your name I kneel to the sound of it. I pray to see your face one more time to say these words that my soul has been meaning to say.
I love you forever and till the end of my time