I feel your sand surround me.
i feel you love all around me.
i am a part of you.
and you are a part of me.
i see your flag waving up high.
calling for people to stay alive.
to fight for it freedom.
even if it means there demise.
your the only place where i wanna be.
smell your fresh breath.
see the river Nile pass you by.
watering all the plants in its way.
reading your history is enough to make you smile.
you are the only place that makes me wild.
you make me release my inner child.
Sudan your in my mind.
i will be back to you even if i go blind.
Sudan you are my assigned home.
even if all the stars aligned.

Get up from the dust
get out of your grave
rise up high you have a mission to attain
your not over yet
you still have the time
You may be down
but you didn't loose the fight
Raise your head up
that you can reach the sky
you feel all is gone
but you have alot to prove
dont sit there and wine
dont be weak and accept your fait
be a worioer be a hero
cause thats what you are
and thats what you can become

To my cousin Rania
You coming from York was such a pleasure
You are really my rarest treasure
these days that I spend with you was special beyond measure
Your presence was like the sun lighting up the a cloudy weather
Your our blessing and may you come back soon as quick as a heart beat
Your engraved in my hearts forever
I will miss you dear Rania but hopefully you will not be gone forever.
I can't say goodbye cause it hurts more than ever.
But I will not say goodbye I will say see you another day
Love you Rania Hope to see you another day.

Your flushed down the drain
Your heart is in pain
Is it right to end it
Can I live with hurting the one I always thought she was mine
Losing my mind and becoming insane
Is this the way the go
The heart is wounded so deep that it can't be mended
Blood pooring from my veins and it's getting hard to breath
I am drowning in the deep sea and can't Seem to reach the surface.
Depression has taken over me and there is no fighting it now .

They tell you impossible
They tell you never happens
well is it possible that a man who left a school
is a man we all look up to and we mention his name when it comes to physics.
is it possible for a woman who used to serve soldiers and treat there wounds when she is just a none and to be known by nurses til this day.
is it possible that a fighter from Kentucky who was treated differently for his religion become one of the best known boxers of our time.
is it possible for a black nation to rise to freedom breaking the chains of slavery by a mans voice of freedom that is on blacks and whits tongues til this time and is celebrated for his courage.
is it possible for an Indian man to free his country from colonization and gather them to be one wall and one body against there enemy.
Now I ask you can you achieve the possible?
can you look at these greats and become the greatest.
can you look past the I can't and I will not?
Face you fears as Nike say impossible is nothing
rise up and fight life with fists of steel.
cause no one can stop you and no one will.
the only thing that can hold you down is you and God.
Achieve, fight , sweat and bleed and you will get to a thing we all want.
Not to be great but to be legends

I love her that's so insane
I love a woman with an amazing name
She thinks that I left was mearly a game
I really did love her to an extent she will never know from where it came
I gave her my heart my soul but to her it was all the same
I eat and drink and wake up every morning to the sound of her name
I want to hear that voice that disrupted my bones frame
You burnt my heart into flames
You caused me an unhealing maim
I still love you despite all the hurt and pain
Loving you and treating you like a queen is my aim

They judge of how you look
Should I look like brad Pitt or Nicolas cage
We forgot the importance of the jewel inside that make the beautiful look ugly and the ugly so pretty.
The soul is the core that we should judge not by the looks cause the looks are from God.
A woman can look ordinary but her soul is so beautiful that it shines a light that just blinds. It makes you forget her ordinary looks and see her as the most beautiful woman you have laid eyes on to.
When you judge how people look . Look at yourself in the mirror and judge what you see. Are you handsome do you look even nice , do you deserve people  love do you deserve there respect. They say don't judge a book by its cover isn't that so true but we only hear and say but we never do.
Look at people souls and you will see imaginary beauty that your eyes want believe. This world has taught us to judge the people and what they wear and how they look like and didn't tell us how pretty people are from inside.

You think it's a friend but it really isn't
It blackens your heart and blackens your soul
It's burns for you to **** you even more
When it's beside you it makes people run away
It's black smoke makes you Smell like burnt grain.
It's make you feel empty without it and it makes you go insane
It's the only thing that keeps you sain
It's hard to leave and hard to get away
It's got by a chain that can never break
If it's got you it breaks you and make you feel ashamed
The only think that can beat it is the will to withstand leaving it  alone
You fight the disease that's controlling your brain.
Convince yourself that you are strong and have no fear.

Happy birthday Grand mother
You are the one that bonds us to each other
You pray for us if we deserve it or not
Without you we wouldn't be worth a grain of rice in a ***
You gave us joy
You gave us peace
We all took from your love a piece
Grandmother whatever love I send
Your love will never have an end
My words are not enough to describe your bless
But I will always love you nevertheless
Your inspiration to us all
You showed us family means to us all
We fight a lot but showed us that being one family is the law
That we should stand by each other and pull each other
And to always love one another
Your blessing can not be counted
I just want to say we can't live without you
In the end I want to say.
Happy 90th birthday and inshallah forever you stay

you feel alone
you feel betrayed
no body cares
no body feels
you do a lot
but all they think of is the mistakes that you have done
as they say you give but unfortunately you don't receive
people say you are selfish
they don't know what you are going through
they do mistakes which you give a thousand reasons for
but when it is you its all over from there.
this is what they call friendship
and this is how people think and how people react
they tell you well i tried to solve the problem but I don't want to be apart of it cause i don't want to get in trouble
well its your problem not yours
That's so funny i thought we are in together for better and for worse
its easy to accuse than it is to forgive
we forget the good and hold on to the bad
Allah knows what is in my heart and what i think
this is the only thing i want to please.
my mom, dad and sweat heart you will always be carved in my heart.
forget the others who say they care but don't.

You women are strong  you women are tuff
Don't think that women married to a man is enough
The strong women support the man and makes him rough
Women face this world fighting until they get enough
You think that women are not strong without man
Where that's were you don't understand that a man without a woman is not enough
Women are not appreciated for the stuff the do instead they are told they are weak and can't handle a world that is cruel and rough. Women stand high and don't ever think you are not strong enough.

I saw her in the hospital talking
Her looks got me so amazed
Wanted to get close but I was scared she would push me away
This is my story which is a love tale
I loved her from the first day our eyes met
The first word I heard from her was are you from Sudan I said yes and she said me too
Which dazzled me cause I didn't suspect that and that she was the dream girl I wanted to be with .
I started to joke around with her and as she laughed my heart was filled with happiness and I couldn't stop myself from smilling
I started to give her signs that I am attracted to her and wanted to see did she love me the same way.
I was scared that she may refuse me since I have fallen in love with her and all my senses are calling for her.
Everyone was telling me get engaged to her but the problem was I had nothing but my love that I can provide and I wanted the money in order to make her and I happy as never before.
We had this one fight that I thought I lost her forever .
My heart started pumping and my body started shaking
All I can see was darkness with no light in front of me .
I couldn't delete her from my life or soul.
I was so attached that I feel unhappy anymore.
I wanted to chop myself to pieces just to hear her voice again.
She talked to me after 2 days when I found nothing beautiful anymore my heart starting to fade and nothing ment anything anymore.
We made up and took me sometime to woven my wounds
In the end I decided to confess my love cause I thoought if I don't I will go insane.
I found out more and more she is the girl to be.
The woman I wish to spend my life with til the day I parish or die .
This is the story of the woman I love and never want to leave.
The woman that my soul will always be with her as long as I live.
I love you sweat heart you are all I need.

Is it dark
Is it worth to live
All I see is darkness and nothing seems to let me grin
I feel sadness runing through my blood
I cut myself to see if it hurts or not
I feel no pleasure I have no pain
All I see is a life with no gain
Nothing I want and nothing to attain
I wanted to burn myself till nothing remains
Or maybe try to be squished by a train
This is my life it is so plane filled with darkness and shame.
I enjoy seeing my blood drop and make a stain
I want to find pleasure in tourchering every part of my humain
I know I am sick I know I have no brain
But it is better to die this way
Nothing can cure this disease I attain
No force on earth can help me through the pain.
I think after all this I became insane
Nothing to love or obtain
Only death can make me saine.

i feel confused
i feel the thoughts running like a great wave
i see things that nobody can see
my brain consumes my body
like the tiger consumes its pray
its hunting me down and making my life hell
i am hearing voices that pierces my ears
makes me fall in a dark alley that i can't even scream
get out of my head stop controlling my thought.
i need a cipralex medicine to calm me down
although that maybe no use when my imaginary demon
cuts me limb from limb
through me to the sharks and make me wimp
this dark room i am in has no light within
i will keep fading in its darkness til the bitter end
nothing can save me nothing ever will
not even a psychiatrist with the greatest skill

I want to be honest of my life
Cause people think of me like worthless mice
I care about people more than myself
You may say that a defiency of self
I love people and thats what I am
I was broke more than once but I am able to stand
I used expect much from people but usually get nothing back
This how life is and now I understand.
I don't like to see people suffer in pain and I feel it's my duty to make them feel entertained.
I want to help people as much as I can
Even if I feel that it interveins with my plan.
I think that Allah gave me this gift to love
Althought It wasn't easy to accept what was given from above.
I loved a girl for once in my life.
I even thought she could become my wife.
I took a decision to leave her in peace.
Although this decision is breaking me to my knees.
The pain I have I suffer alone.
Because I feel other people's problems are bigger than my own.
This the life that no one knows.
No body knows how much I care.
But this is the life I want to bare.
I am greatfull for the people I have and know.
I thank the people that I dearly love and hold.
Love you all to the highest degree.
I hope you life to be better than me.

Devils eat your soul
Your mind gets cracked
Everything that makes you is dark
You breath the world's evil intentions
And you create your own demon
You take your pen and draw every lie that has been told and every person you would love to hurt
The sun covered with the clouds
Tears of joy turned into tears of pain
There is no more me anymore there is just the desire to make people bleed and suffer
I want to burn every part of my body and feel how it makes me feel
The monster in me is strong enough to devour any good in the world and turn it to the most hedious place in the world

You think you need her for happiness
security guard is thought that it is what defines you.
spread your wings and fly
and reach the sky
look up in the mirror
can you see what I see
you are an angel send from the sky above
spreading your love as you go
you taught me what it means to live
you made me feel how lovely it is to love
you stole the hearts of big and small
your a pearl that is waiting to be found
your Gods gift of blessing
Sawan is your name
and cuteness is your charm
you showed me a video of you singing.
your voice lightened the demons heart.
you removed a knife from a broken heart.
its a loss seeing you leave
but as long as it brings you peace it brings a smile to my face
the wind blows but it will never let us part
be happy my friend and i will see you soon

As the stars aline
and as the moon shines
you get the feeling of being alive
the rain drops
from the hill tops
Watering the crops

Admire nature through my eyes
Admire it's trees and flowers
nature rages out but always comes to peace
fire burns and tornados blow
but in the end the sun spreads its light

If you look in deep
and look for clues
you will find God's persition in every move
he made of cells that breath and feed.
A DNA that holds the key of being sick or healthy
he gave us a mind that made us think
he gave us a choice to choose what's right.
we forget to say thank you for all his gifts
and don't pray for him unless we need him

As I follow the path of destruction
and see the dead bodies in my path
women running and children killed
sick world we live in
where no one forgives
all there is **** and **** some more
old men are bullied and tortured to death
it an animal kingdom where the strongest wins
where is the peace and where is the mercy
shouldn't we only attack the people who attack us and leave the others with mercy
shouldn't we respect all living things from animals and plants
war is no more spears and swords
its a cowardly game where a bomb is thrown from faraway and kills who ever it kills weather they are involved or not.
people started to have their souls ripped fro them
they became with black hearts with nothing else than to destroy and concur.
all they think about is their precious seats and the money they posses.
not caring about the peoples lives that goes in veins and parish in the grounds with their family crying til their eyes bleed.
I wish this war would end and we would all live in peace as one units.
we are all part of this big planet called earth and we should all be treated the same.

Family is power
Family is all that remains
we all say that
but we never do what we say
think about the struggles that your family does
all for your happiness and comfort
not asking for anything in return
your father works everyday to get you the food you need and the education you obtain
He never rests uneye til he sees you safe
mothers what can I say
they westand the pain to bring you life
they sit next to you and never sleep when your sick and tired
They give you all the love that nkbody could give
they love you no matter how much you did wrong
these are just simple thing from major sacrifices they have done
how do we repay them
some of us hit them withno mercy or thought
we shout out them and treat them like devils who have nothing to do but torcher us
they try to give us a hand and we just shut them up
when they become old we through them in nursing home to not deal with there problems at all.
although they cared for us when we scream and shout.
they never told us to go somewhere to not bother them and never to be heard again
they pray for us everyday but have we done the same.
everybody hold your hands up high and thank God for the family we have.
it is a blessing and a gift to have a loving parent in this dark cool place.
hug your mother and your father everyday and thank them for everything they made.
to make you the man or woman you are today .
pray for them everyday to protect them and to have mercy on them when they pass away.

women shout out your names so loud
the world need those voices to be heard
you are not objects to be played or abused
they sing about how you look and what junk you hold
aren't you all about brains and a soul that you behold
aren't you a gift from God that is not made just to treat like something with no heart or brain just an animal to feed and have pleasure with
All I see is singers singing about what a girls body looks like and how she should shake her ****.
Don't they think that it may generate thoughts of abusing her or get ing ***** or shot.
Behind the melodys and the rhymes is words that hurt women and make them feel dead more than alive
Women are a diamond that we should hold on too and protect with hour lives.
We talk about women that way not knowing that they will take over the world someday .
I hope of the world to treat women as equal and as a human with a heart and soul.

from the fire hells i burn
i arise anew human
i care no more about my body and soul
no more pain in my eyes
my blood has clotted and it no more flows
i am a new being which no one can console
i am a new form of the devil that no one can stand
i have surrendered myself to the dark-side
there is no turning back
they say life is filled with light
will i see it as a black world made for people to fight
people eat each others flesh even if that was there own brother
is this the life that should be about love and respect
we breath money and we become selfish
we don't have the humanity to think of others right
let them burn we say when they gave us there heart and trust
this is a cruel world that we all live in
so why don't i make the devil my friend and wait till the world would end.
leave my body to rot in the dirt and surrender all i have got to the other life that i want most.

we think there are aliens in mars
while everyone in earth is an alien
some who are so plain
they curse you with no shame
they hurt you in very mysterious ways
its like you are not worth the pain
we watch aliens **** and evaporate humans
while we eat each others flesh in a way that is so inhuman
we describe anything that is viscous as inhuman
but are humans actually humans......
they can make unlivable anymore
or they can lift your spirits up for a day or two
i think the only aliens we should think about is the human and thats the main.

I wanna leave die with a sword going through my neck
There is nothing more painful that living this life filled with daemons
No worth for kind hearted souls
Great souls never live they suffer til there is no more
You do everything you can to help and love but all you get is pain and misery.
My heart beats no more and painted in black full with hate.
Emotions no more flows as the source became stone.
Just rip my heart out and make me bleed.
All thats left is to think of the time of my own dimies.
Nothing matters to me anymore and being bad is no more an option it's a choice that has to be taken.
cold blood gets you through the pain and fills the hole that people through at you with their evil and hate.

Words draw a fantasy word
It can make blood look like a drink you would savour and enjoy
It turns a flower into a source of love and light.
It can make a knife cut through your heart without making you bleed.
Words can hurt without touching you and can lift you up in a breeze
If only we knew what words to say we can control the world with no effort to display.
Words led worriors into battle words made hero's and champions.
May words draw my life into fulfilment and make death look like an enjoyment
Hold the brush and start drawing each word with all focous and intension and make the word feel you inner thoughts and feeling.

They cry blood
We see them getting buried in the mud
You see them die with bullets thudding to thier chest
And rockets fired in the mist
Houses becoming broken down into dust
Women running to find a shed but getting killed with merciless blood.
They flee to the borders and they get treated with no just.
Mothers and children with no heart as if it is a must.
It pains to see how a man can turn a country to nothing more than a land of dust.
Kills like a vampire craving for blood.
Talking lies and deshonesty to gain people's trust with no soul that cares about them or us.
Isn't it enough how Much you killed for a seat that isn't worth much
A country that has nothing but missery every part you touch
May my heart be yours
May it be enough to get you off this suffering you all feel.
Syria may you always be free.
You are strong standing against the wave of blood and slaughter.
Love you Syria the land of the free.

I feel sad
I feel lonely
I never thought that it would be easy
I never thought you would just leave me
My life is empty
When the only thing I loved left me
She forgot about me
My mind is echoing your name
And my heart is bleeding with pain
Is it that easy to not even say goodbye
I loved you more than anything in the world
I remember every word and every situation you had
I will love you till the end of time
It's very hard to get you out of my mind

Trees stand up to the wind
They cry leaves when the sky tears
The smile green when the clouds clear
It makes oxygen for us to breath.
It cools our bodies when it is hot to the highest degrees
The birds live on it to breed
And the insects eat its leaves
Some animals climb it while others play and feel free.
Beautiful you are tree
It's a blessing for you and me
We cut it down with no mercy although it feeds us for free
All it needs it our care and we choose to burn it down or cut it down with no remorse
The tree is the highest example that gives and doesn't recieve.
Learn from trees the patience and giving we receive.
Thank it a lot for its blessing for providing what we need

If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
If I make a mistake with you well you still love me
If I couldn't get you what you want will you still want me more
Will you always support me
Will you always be with me
Will you die for me
Do I mean everything
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
Will you ever need me
Will you always tell me you love me
Will you show me what it means to me
Will we always each other's hand and look at each other's eyes like it's been the first time to be in love
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
Tell me you want me
Tell me that you will always pray for me
Tell me that my soul is all you want from me
Tell me will you love me unconditionaly
Is my love enough for you or do you even more
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same

My heart started beating in a speeding rush
Some force made my brain shut
Made everything around me feel just perfect in a world filled with lust.
A wind breeze brought my soul back to life.
She took me to a world of heavens and filled with angels dust of love and away from a life based on mistrust. She has a jewel that no one can have or adjust. She stole my heart and she became my drug. She made me love her to an extent that my heart canct pump without her being by my side and giving me a loving ******. I will love you forever til I die and turn into dust. You are the only one I will ever love and trust.

They ask me if she broke you heart does it hurt?
Well I say it hurts you so deep that your heart has a scar that will never heal.
You feel the wounds are closing but as they are closing you heart changes from being soft to be emotionless as a rock.
Your feeling is stripped from you.
You are no more a human you are an object that doesn't have emotions or passion.

You say you know me
Better than I know myself
You judge me cause you think it is easy
It is bever easy to walk in my shoes
It is not the thing that I wanted to choose
You think of me so little
Yet I am full of news
I am a riddle that you can never solve
Step into my body and figure out how my cells beat
Figure out how every brain cell speaks
Show me what my eyes can see
And what my limbs seek
Don't think I am weak
I show compasion because i have reached the peek
When you slap me I turn the other cheek
I am born to love
Not to push and shove
Respect who I am and don't throw me under the bus
My heart is whiter than a feather of a dove
Respect my humanity that is a gift from above
My brother what you see is not the image that it appears to be
The real image is hidden in a mist that the other will not reveal to me
So don't look at him and you think you have figuered out the key
You will need to be closer to him to understand what is he
He might be somone who you never thought he could be
He might be the devil hidding in an angels rougue
And pulls out his sowrd
And stab you in the heart
And as you fall down and bleed in pain
You will understand that judging people is a shame
The mirror reflects the human that we see
But doest it reflect the bones and muscles lying inside of me
We are humans and thats the easiet we could be
But we got to evolve to be the best that people thought we can only be

Have you seen people act
He screams at a shop keeper with words that hurts
He thinks his phone and his looks is what matters the most
His car should be fancier than most
All we look at are things that don't define who we are
If you shout are you a man or does that make people understand
If your phone is expensive that means your rich and you have fans
It's funny how people think so materialistic  now a days
To them the really thing that matters is only a haze
People who clean your street do it for a penny to earn
They deserve my respect than a man with a gold earn
Respect who are below you and know that in the end your made from sand
So if you disrespect him is more better than you
Think deep and don't be a stupid terd

I wish that I can see inside
The the good in people's mind
Have an xray vision to see their souls
To understand why people act like this for
I wish I could devour people's pain and spit out love and joy.
I want to hold the kids of the world
And pull them out from the grave and cold
I hope we would understand that we should love each other and be one hand.
Cause we are humans that need each other
Because we can not succed without one another.
War and war that's all that's there but no one of us even cares
It became something like gossip that we listen and throw away.
Like a paper bag floating in the  sky
I hope we realize that every one that dies was a light in our lives.

Legends are not made of swords and wars
Legends are people who free the world
Weather it is a man denying to be abused
Or a women who got rapped refuses to be accused.
They fight for there freedom by hands or tongue
Even if they get killed or hung
They refuse to live a life where they are slaves to government scums
Legends are made and not born from none
when the world is against them they stand their ground

What a world I live In
A world so free
A new version of me.
The wind breeze running through the leaves of the trees.
The sun  reflecting its light on the blue sea
What a wonderful world.

Happiness filling your heart
Feeling the life that has a start but no end
your spirit touching the other in complete passion.
Forget the pain and suffering and live your life
God created you to withstand the pain and fell the joy from within

Love for the sake of loving
Give for the sake of living
Absorb the Hate of people and turn it into flowers that bloom
When you get closer You get hit by its beautiful essence
Make me love and make my love reach each soul that need to feel free.
I love all the world as I love myself.
Spread the love.

The demons are haunting my mind with evil things that I even can't describe. They want me to hurt the people I hate just to get satisfied. I am blinded from the truth and the path of good.  All I want to do is make close people decide. It became my passion to make people couincide with my evil thoughts and the pass of destruction I designed. I want to a doctor that can prescribe a drug to **** the devil inside. The only way to be free is make good and evil collide and hope that my demons will be realesed outside of my body and soul. This light seems far to achieve but I am not going to loose my grip. I will fight to the bitter end til my heat turns white. God relieve this pain and take me to the heavens of delight.

Do you love me
Or do you need me more
Are you gonna support me when I get poor
Are you going to open the door
Are you going to hold my hand  if I fall in the sour
Like the days I used tell you everything is cool
Even when you thought there is no way out
I worked harder to make you find a solution no doubt
I changed your ***** when you are thin and frail
When your words were goo goo gaa gaa
And you were always on my tail
You wake us up at night and we feed you and make sure everything is alright
Will you do the same if I am sick
When a tube is breathing down my neck
Or will you leave me in a hospital to die alone
Or throw me out in a old peoples home
Will you tell me that you love me as much as I love you.
Will you stay by my side and tell me I will be fine although you know I might leave and die.
Son I hope you treat me as I did when you were alive.

As your body touches the ground
And as you rot in the ground
I cover you with the sand
With my soul bleeding
My eyes crying til I became blind
I lost the one I really adored
I find myself falling down the drain
Miss the way you held me close
The way you always tell me everything is ok
Your kiss that always made me smile
You left me with no goodbyes
I suffer everyday looking at your picture that is always haunting my mind
I wish I can see your ghost or your reflection in the clear sea
Wish God could take my soul to be next to you
Tell you that I love you and my heart finds its key again
The thought of you makes me break
So as I am sitting near your grave I say
I love you and I will be waiting for the day I meet you again.

Be that person that you desire
A worior that everyone would admire
You don't need to change for peoples pleasure
Be yourself that's the leisure
The Girl of your dreams will be soon yours
Just don't let her break you as I suppose
Be a dreamer and dream big
Cause life is more than worthless pigs
You have great qualities that many desire
You take care of your family with a passionate fire.
You hold you brothers hand like he is your son
And he looks up to you like you are his brightest sun
Don't be scared where the wind will blow
Cause we will always be there inside your soul.
Be happy where ever you are
Cause you will always be our brightest star.
Good luck my friend and follow your dreams
And we will be waiting for you on the other side of the stream

Its crazy that love is a silent killer.
it eats up your soul for dinner.
you become consumed with its essence.
you can't think rationally when love is in presence.
when you heart breaks.
your whole body shakes
you feel there is no more light.
Darkness is the only thing on sight.
you think about her and about her beautiful delight.
your tears flow like a wave that will never stop.
you think did she love me right.
Did I deserve to go through all of this pain and sacrifice.
Nothing will make her come back no mater the price.
hope you have a great life and enjoy the love that made me lose my life

They told me love was easy

But you don't understand is my soul was ripped out of my body

Is this humane to let a man soul and throw his remains

You may think that this is the way I wanted our love to end

My heart got shattered and my wounds bleed a river that your words will never stop

Love is not the way you thought it would be

I put my heart out and all I got was suffering and pain

You say that I hurt you although I always cut my tongue if I ever tried to hurt your soul.

You swung your sword and went through me and made me a man with no feelings or soul.

You tell me I love you. 

Do you think that I will ever think about you the same

I never asked from you anything and never wanted to change the person you are.

What did you do

You asked me to change how I look and how I dress just to please everything you want your dream man to be.

It wasn't ******* you as much as it was harder on me to set you free.

You got all my love and emotions drained.

All I hope from this is to tell you good luck and all that remains remains

I wish for you a happy life and a happy husband that you deserve.

A funny thing called life
We say life is difficult
It is because we want it to be
Animals live in peace
While we sufffer
Humans make the world dark
While Allah made it full of delight
We **** each other for money
While others lie to get some honey
We hurt each other and have pleasure doing so
So how can the world 've dark and we are the missery behind it.
Peace is the answer.
Be happy when you are in pain
Be happy with no complain
You will feel life changed in front of you
Animals die and get killed everyday
Do you see them complain.
We should enjoy the thought that we are able to breath
Which many people had it taken away .
Life is lovely if you want to be
And he'll if you thought about it in that way.
Enjoy life and make it worth your while.

How did we get here?
People living in fear
People die without shedding a single tear
I think the end of the world is near
It's like death is a normal thing to hear
Some people tend to forget and drink beer
Blood blood that's all we see
It's more normal than a person's ***
Wake up world we are precious
Why do you allow killings to be so easy
Don't you have hearts that see
Graves great there dead every second
Governments became greedy
Taking over other lands rather than support their need
Technology advance but people are getting worse.
We live in an artificial world that made us forget who we really are.
Friends who hug you and make sure you are ok
Changed into listening to your music to relieve your mood.
Religion no more matters and we think that science is our belief.
We made our short sites mind better than God that created us.
People get back to what we really ment to each other.
World peace is far of reach.
Its like you stretch your hand to reach the stars.
Hope we recognize the importance of each other and know what is really important in our lives

They say I can't
They say I will not
I am a bamboo tree that resist the howling wind breeze
I am a cactus that survives the hot desert degrees
Can't crack my soul that is hard as steel
All the hateful words trying to break my knees
I feed of hate and to reach the glory I need
You can't break a man who has been beaten down to the highest degree
Rocky Balboa once said that life is not sunshine and roses.
it will beat you down to your knees.
the strongest man will get up and fight to the end time.
I heard this quote more than once till it became a part of me.
The wave will drown anyone who stands in the way of my dreams.
Fight me if you can and i will get my glory even if it means my demise.
I own the elements of surviving failure in order to succeed.
This is me and this is who I am.
Never give up til the day I die.
I have a dead heart that doesn't pump or allow to breath.
Hate me world i will be waiting for the sting of the bees.

I always said I can live without love
Its because you are the only one I would ever love
Every time your name is said I can't stop but to think of the woman I really wanted to spent my love with
It's something I can't get over with
You took my heart and made it yours
I can't even get it back without being hurt or worse
I love you even if you loved me in reverse .
I want to disperece my body into ashes to see you up close .
You think after the love I had for you for all these years I would turn my back and say goodbye forever.
I left you but that was because I never felt I would be the one you want without a job or even worse.
I never felt you loved what I am and how I looked to you at all.
Although I saw you the prettiest woman in the universe.
I wrote a lot of poems but all of them is because you are the one the drive the pen and the mind to write.
All that my ink spells is your name and the love I wanted to have with you .
I hope you are happy and living a beautiful life and found a guy who loves you more than I do.
By the way I still have you number because forgetting you is almost insane.
You are the addiction that no doctor or pharmacist can treat.
I love you forever you know who you are and I hope you think of me the same

spread your light
push away the dark night
the flowers blooms when you are on sight
shine bright
you poor your light on the good and bad
the poor and the rich
you give but don't receive
life begins when you appear
and ends when you disappear
if we learnt from the sun anything
is to continue giving even if people don't return
sun shine upon me and give me the strength to spread your light

You started as an innocent child
Your father died but you still kept your smile
You worked long and hard waiting for things to get better
Til your legs got sore and you felt life was bitter.
Your eyes sparkeled with hope in life
But came a cloud that stormed away your delight.
You felt that God was not improving your way
Instead he's making you suffer in shame
It madeyou think that God is no more
And heaven and hell is nothing but a dream
Open your eyes and see how do you want God to belive in you if you don't belive in your dream
God is with you that you should believe
He means well but you choose to ignore his existence
As you thought that drinking and partying is the medicine of all pain
You will wrong because the wounds still remain.
Once I came to take your hand
You trusted me although I wasn't your plan
You had friend whom trust you can not attain
Except me who you choose to buy me for fame
I was innocent but I loved you truly
I didn't understand why you would be shy to include me
You would say that I am your friend
While I wanted to be your lover instead
You pushed me away like the wind brushing the leaves
Where all I wanted to have your head rest in my knees.
I haven't thought of any ****** desire.
But your glorious soul was the one I require.
I wanted to say I love you but my tongue just stops me
Although my heart pounds for you so softly
I wanted to show that there is hope on the line
And the God is always by your side
Believe in him and he will help you
Embrace your pain and you will be successful
No one is pain free its part of life
It's just like been stabbed with a knife
The strong learns and moves on which makes him happier as he goes on.
Life is with thorns but I will turn to roses in which you belong.
I hope you appreciate the words I speak
As I say to Helga I love you to the last beat.
This is hard for me to confess my love.
But I said to say it to you before my soul runs out.
As you are struggling through the pain I will hold you hand and guide you to a pleasurable place.
I might not live forever but as long as I live am yours as your shield and if you need anything I dilever.
You are strong woman that's what you are but I will still be there wherever you are.

Lots of people see me
But not everyone can read me
I have so many scars
But no one will believe me
I hide a tear cause i am used to being lonely
I love unconditionaly
But it is easy to hurt me
I am the sun that has been covered by the clouds
I am a wave that washes people clean
And takes in the dirt
I make the earth ever so green
Sometime I help people who I know may stop my dream
I wish everyone you know that I have a white heart
I love to help people more than myself
This led people that I love drift apart
Because they dont understand what I am about
I love to give more than recieve
I never asked someone for anything more than to believe
Believe in the love i have
And i have no plans to harm
Dig into my soul and you will know
That I bow to people I love and adore
I dive my life from head to toe
I want everyone who treat me differently to know
Whatever i have done i didnt mean to make you hurt
I may joke or try to make you smile cause i know what it means to be hurt
I push and I stand by you to prevent you from the worst
Because if i dont I stay in bed full of guilt
I hide an amount of hills that no one knows
Because i believe peoples troubles are more than my own
I get misjudged and thats what hurts
It even made me sink to the dark
Some very close people I lost
Although all i have done is become better than they have already become
Everyone that left me i hope you know
I still love you and leaving me is hurting my soul
Even if we dont talk anymore i want you to know I will still love you forever and more
I apologize if you understood me in a wrong way
This is my way of explaining who I am and what you all are to me
I dont expect you to understand
There is one wish that i may ask just hope you smile to life as life is short and learn to forgive
Because having hurt will make you suffer all day

These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
I am done loving you
Cause all you do is hurt
I wanted to be the shield you use to protect
But you broke it with your sword
Love is a battle field that scars remain
I wished for you to hold my hand and guide me through battle
But all you did was take my shield and run
Keeping the wounded soul behind.
These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
As the battle goes on I leave all this behind and run to the bushes to forget I ever saw your face
Let the wounds bleed til I loose my last drop that you deserve.
I am wounded to an extent no medicine can heal me
Love is just a fantasy so be gone and let me live my reality.