The river flows
With bodies and souls
The river is where our burdens are thrown
It frees the soul from what it holds
It reflects the truth that you might not know
The creatures that live finds paradise in its holes
And when its cold the river becomes ice cold
To protect the lives that it holds
It turns to vapor to rain on our souls
To treat the thirst that kills the living so very slow
It sacrifices all it has for the great of the whole
But what we do is darken it souls
We polute its waters with the paloutes we throw
How selfish we think and how murderus we grow
We **** the things that help us grow
We forget the things that the river has shown
Until one day the river howls
It consumes each man and drowns him cold
It creates thease waves that galops people souls
Detroys the citese that human helped grow
So think of others the way you think of your own

Decided we where
We where savages til he came
He had the peace that we lack
He made the world bow to one Allah
You made history and made us love you
You have been through a lot of pain yet your forgiveness still shined through
You showed us that victory is more than fighting with a sword it's more about compassion and forgiveness.
You taught is what a human really means.
You fed us from your light and made the world become the world of light .
I wish the haters who talk about you can meet you and know what you are all about.
Your people has let you down but belive me we will rise and make you proud.
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) you are the greatest man in history no doubt and no one will ever take your place as the greatest man whoever lived.

poor children of the world die and cry in tears
they have seen the hell that you and I fear.
from **** to poverty to nothing to eat.
sleeping in the ground with no shelter or clothe to wear.
they smile even if you give them a pen to write.
he thinks that pen will change his life although he has no paper to write on.
they appreciate the simplest of things which we think is weird and strange.
when you are poor you will understand what they feel.
they drink ***** water and eat food from the trash.
they live this life just to survive.
you look at there eyes and you see hope they hold.
they think they will be able to inspire the world.
will it worked they got us admire there strength.
millions of charities are given to these children but we still see them suffer and die.
how many of these money actually reach.
i was watching the red nose day who gathered 4 billion pounds in the end to say 60% Tax and the rest is charity.
they feed us this nonsense of how they care and take our money to provide for themselves.
what devils are we dealing with in this world.
how can your soul provide you with this bravery to say it goes for children when you know a lot of that money is in the governments pocket.
Funny how people care the real people try to make a difference without the need of getting paid.
God help these children and give them the strength to battle there illness.

Feeling is an illusionistic place
You convince yourself with things that aren’t in place
It can **** you or boost you to a higher place
It is difficult to describe what feeling is in place
Some times you might develop them in the wrong time or place
You might feel happy for no reason in place
Or you might feel sad and it fits correctly into place
There are feeling that are even beyond time and place
If you want to know how it feels to be emotionless then maybe death is your place
Life without feelings is a tasteless place

This to a person that I carry so heavy
we fight a lot hate each other that we wanna smash our heads
you are my flesh and blood
we hate each other but yet we get back and love each other
no matter the fights we have nothing can break us apart
we are a rock that stand against the wind and gust
we make a tight band that never budge
I would love if you would sometimes respect what I want you to get rid off
I would love if you would calling me names and say that I am selfish and a fool.
lost of things I do or I sacrifice it is just for you.
I defend you a lot but all you see is the flaws I make
I love you my brother we are more than just flesh and blood
we are more than two people born from the same mother
we are two souls brought to this world to hold each others hand when the time gets rough
we are here to comfort and push each other to the limits that non of us thought we could recover.
I hope brother these words hits you and you can discover
how much you mean to me and that i care about no other
these words I say to you with all my heart and my soul.
and I pray to God may you see what I see and we never drift away
we come a bamboo tree that sways with the wind and never breaks just bends

I want to die and end my life
I wish I had a knife
I am Gods mistake on earth
Whatever i touch leaves me to waste
I welcome death with open arms
Darkness is the only place i belong
Depression is my friend and happiness is my enemy
I love to help people no matter what
But me who cares I am just a mistake
I took more hurt than i can take
I am surprised how my heart still beats
I don't know till when I should stay alive when I am a mistake
I don't fit this world I never will
Its easy for people to step on me and throw me to waste
If I need anything right now is take me away because thats what I need and believe

As I am thinking all this time there is one thing on my mind
Have you ever looked and found
What our true world is really about
How the sea kisses the sand in a gentle touch
How the birds always sings even if times are ruff
How the trees are greener when it's spring
And how it becomes Brown as we the Autum comes
Have you looked at the million stars that light out the sky and how the moon sparkeles and reflects in the water
When you see the bees are so tidy and precise.
So thank the Lord when you see this beauty
Thank you God for this world we have

some people are greedy
devoured by hate and being greedy
all they care about is the money they earn
they don't care about how the work is performed
they **** to smell the fresh smell of money and glory
but is glory money
is money the key
money is just a way for happiness but never will it be the key
helping people and saving lives making others happy makes you happy
praying to God everyday and strengthening your connection with him is being happy
hugging your wife and children everyday and telling them how much you love them is happiness.
think of the good things in life and think on the positive things
don't let the demon take over your brain and make you his slave
be the person you want to be and not what people force you to be
be happy with yourself and what you have got cause that's all you need
people say life is hard well yes it is but you can choose to live it happy if you hold on to what's dear in your life .
prsying to God and making conections with him is being happy

I found love that can't be compared
A family that is closer to my heart
They make me smile every time we meet
Without them I feel empty insisde
They mean more than money can buy
I give them my body on my soul to help or satisfy them
I have mothers that have thought me and showed me the way
They gave me the light and threw away the darkness.
When I feel down I count on them to lift me up.
Although we work in a hospital but we are attached more than just work
We have a bond that not even a wave can break
Love them with everything I have.
I can't bear to see a tear or a drop of sadness show in their face.
If they would measure my love to them no value can be obtained .
My love them flows like the sea that never ends.
Kuwaiti hospital doctors and staff love you more than anyone can imagine.
Thank you for making me feel at home

In 2016 I confess what I feel
I confess to loving everyone that I ever met or Sat beside
I met amazing people that no one can have and in which I have pride to meet
I have a new family that I love and will never ever leave their side
In 2016 I wish them all happiness and to fulfil there dreams
I wish I could help them more for the better supreme
I want them to know that they are the ones I will always love and be beside
I will always support them no matter the time
The place where I will end up does not matter as long as they are on my side
Love you all and give you my sincerest love as 2016 comes upon.

green it is
oxygen it brings
with trees so high
and flowers so colorful
it gives so much
but we return so little
from it we are created
and to it we return
from it we eat
and to it we dissolve
supplies us with life
while we selfishly destroy it with all our might
we can not repay it for all the blessings it gave
the maximum we can do is protect it like we protect our wives
the bees travel between its flowers and produce the honey
that once tasted heals and bring sweat pleasure to your heart and soul
the sea that is a reflection of the blue sky above us
it is so pure it washes the dirt of our body
it gives us piece when we look and satisfaction when we swim in it

I want to share a pain that everyone thinks I have passed away.
All these love poems are for a girl that makes me feel insane.
I confessed my love to her many years ago.
We loved each other for a year or so
Everyday was like a blessing but pleasing her was with no gain.
After I have left her
Her memories still remain
She haunts me all these days although I know what I did was the best decision I made.
I am unable to love another woman because she took over my heart and veins.
There is no blood pumping I am just flesh a bones all the same.
Nothing to feed my body since my heart is taken away.
I remember the time I read her stories about how we will always love each other no matter what the case.
I left her for one reason the she wouldn't sacrifice herself for me.
I travelled to get a job and make her happy and even wanted to do what's needed from me.
But she never understood the struggle I went through.
She said she would stand beside me but she never did.
If should would have supported me we would still be together.
Cause for me she is perfect and we are ment to back each other.
I love her and I still do.
These poems I write are all just about you.
I write them cause I say it will make me feel better.
Well instead it brings me more pain to know that you are gone.
I hope one day this poem would reach you.
To know how much I love you.
You will always stay in my heart.
Your an angel and don't let anyone convince you that you are not.

as i breath my last breath
as my soul leaves my chest
I stare and wonder is this the end
I remember the life I lived
with all the memories flashing back at me
I remember my mom telling me about this day
about how you should do good and please your God
before there comes a day when there is no coming back
I used to laugh at her and think that she was crazy
but now I realize what she was blabbering about
but now its too late
my body is cold and unable to move
my heart is stopping and my brain is shutting off
The angel of death is calling your time is up
as my soul leaves my body and I get buried in the deep ground
I see my wife's eyes crying and my son staring at me in fear
I try to talk to them but no one could hear
I want to tell my son goodbye and kiss my wife's lips one last time.
I am done and I am gone with no way of coming back.
Death has no mercy as it comes all of sudden knocking on your door.
Make sure you do good before that time apprehends.
Pray to your God to have mercy on  you and forgive you for your sins.
My soul now is floating to the sky to meet its creator and to be decided where my fate would be.

There is someone that a thank you maybe not enough
A cut with a knife and making my blood flow may not sufice
She did something that no one can ever do
What she did is like Gods hand changing the sky from red to blue
She made the dead **** turn into a beautiful rose
Life is dark when you see it through my eyes
But in your eyes light grows ever so pretty
My life was all full of lies
No one i trusted showed me the pleasure of being alive
It was easier for me to die and leave the world behind
I saw the patients die in front of my eyes and wandered why cant it be me who doesnt get revived
I have always wondered why these thoughts are in my mind
Why do people love me and say i am kind
Do i deserve what i get or am i just trying to be happy and leave the world behind
I know my thoughts are crazy but i cant control my mind
I love people althought i know i am bound to be hurt
Depression Depression thats my story
I know you try to hold my hand and comfort me til the morning
But i am still fed up of fighting for glory
Maybe its time to hang the white flag above my chest
I know this is hard to hear
But i am done living in fear
I am done living in pain
Maybe it should be a start of a new year
Time to let the time pass
And through everything out in the sea
Let me become a blood bath
I should not think negative i do agree
But you once showed me the way to be free
You told me take my wings and fly away
Your words were encouraging but what you did was the key
I appreciate and remenise every single day
Now i understand the meaning of living
And how i should looked at myself in peples eyes
I should not stop givving
Even if people dont realize my size

I am in a bottle
Surrounded by glass
It shakes and rattles
Not in a stable state
The bottle gets kicked but never breaks
Gives satisfaction but from how much it gives its empty
They throw me like I am *****
They took what's in me
To break and shatter my glass.

I am fading and the peaces of my body are turning to ashes.
The only part that's beating is your heart into mine.
So take my ashes and spread it in the sand
And keep my heart close. Your esence and your spirit live a into mine. I can't bare the sight of losing you as I see the complection of me into you. I stare at the water and all I see is your face lighten up the blue sky. If I called you with any beautiful name I could find in would never be close to describing a quarter of you. My passion is to draw your face and tattoo it to my heart so that whenever I feel lonely you are imprinted in my heart. You dim the lights of the stars and the moon with your presence. You make the sun shy away from your smile.
I tremble to hear your name I kneel to the sound of it. I pray to see your face one more time to say these words that my soul has been meaning to say.
I love you forever and till the end of my time

touch the sky and make it rain
touch the moon and brighten up its light
your beauty is the greatest that God ever made
your lips gives my soul life
I don't know whether to stand or bow to your beauty.
flowers boom to the touch of your skin
saying I love you is not enough.
I thrive for you heart.
You are my only Aim.
Seeing you takes away all my pain
your kiss makes me insane.
I have fallen deep in the ocean of love and can't seem to swim to shore
I am caught and can't seem to breath.
what are you doing to me.
as much as my pen flows I can't seem to describe you.
beauty is beneath you.
you stole the heart of an innocent man who is learning how to love.
I want our souls to touch and never separate.
love you my love you are the only woman that I want and need

This is the end
I am done playing pretend
I will lay this out so you understand that you caused me a dent.
I wanted to support you til the end
I gave you my heart with no strings attached
All you did is take my heart and rip it to pieces
You shout at me as if I am another man who is worthless as hell
You put other people above me although you tell me you are my best friend
I am done believing a story that you tell but never prove it at the end
You told me something that no one has ever said you said you would never change  even if it ment I leave
Have you thought once what that means
Do I mean anything or am I just some one to use as a mop to clean
Anyways Olga this is something I say to you as a goodbye to you
I wanted you like the flower needs the water to live
You used my love to break me down
As I see you for the last time I want to say I wanted you to be with me for the rest of my life.
But now I feel we should part away and live our seprate ways.
As you will never change and I wouldn't bare getting hurt again

You light up the skies
You suffer when I misbehave
You smile in my face even if you are in during pain
You tell me I am worth something where all the world turned their backs at me
You stand by me when I am sick even if you know you might get sick too
You tell me that I will survive although you know I might die
You swipe a tear of my face when you feel I am hurt inside
How can I repay a mother who would do the extreme to just see a smile on my face
No thanks or money envolved.
What she gives she doesn't want anything in return
Mom I am sorry if I ever was bad or caused you pain.
I am sorry if I made you feel that I don't love you
You are the reason I am living and fighting my way to pursue my dreams.
As long as you are with me nothing is impossible and no fear can overcome me.
I love you mom you are a gift from God that I can never repay.
Thank you for the days you stood by me and make sure mom I will do the same.
I love you mom more than anything the world will have to offer or bring

come and hold my hand
I want to shout out to the living
to show them that i am in love
surround yourself with roses
and shatter them high
it is a start of a new beginning
you close the hole in my soul
and let me breath your essence
I see the fairies are jealous from the beauty they are facing
your eyes shine through my soul
and your love is heaven
I pray to God that you stay forever
and never die alone
your kisses are my passion
and your hugs are my souls delight
you feed me your love and my heart starts pumping
my blood becomes your blood and our hearts beats as one.
God blessed me with your presence and to that I thank
I hold you tight and paint your picture with my blood
your love is running through my veins and making me feel right
your the one and the only women that i will ever have.
your the eternity i wish to be in.
love you with all the tears in my eyes
and my soul never wants to leave your side

As time runs by
As the sun begins to rise
Flashbacks haunt my mind
Thoughts of the way I look
If I will ever be mislooked
If what I say is being mistook
Am I doing what I should
Its a constant battle which no winner is pronounced
Being me is a constant hastle
I felt the mean of hurt
To the extent my body begins to fade
When I love I love to no limits
That my whole body is a puppet to control
Your happiness is my light and your pain is my demies.
My personality is other people to like and for me to suffer.
It's like a buffer for others and it kills me from inside.

My heart is in pain
I feel like nothing can be the same
Just be shattered to pieces
Not not even take care make the parts heal
Nobody understands what I feel
They think that my heart is made of steel
My heart says that I should build walls protect my heart from getting holes
The problem is my heart is giving and cannot be protected I give my heart to the people I think need my support
But the people just threw me out just like dirt
All they care about is someone to support them not caring about the other person what he feels or what's his pain
Sometimes I feel death is merciful than
What's the point
You tell me
Is it fair to live in pain and all you feel is despair
Ooh heart ooh heart
Sorry but this is a choice you gotta make live in pain but please who you can
Fake your laughter and show no pain I never share what you really feel.

I feel everything is closing down
I feel my life is ending
Is it over
Is all I have done gone forever
I am losing hope to gain what I hoped for
Am I fading and burning up in flames
I don't think so I will battle this killing desire to serinder.
My love is waiting for me with open arms and I can not let her down
I love her that I think of her even when I put my head down
She is the only one I fight for
She is the jewel that I need
I fall many times but I get up til the last breath
Waves are drowning me but my head above the water still breathing and holding on pulling myself from drowning.
I can't stop now cause all I want from this life is feeling free with a girl that gave her love and heart to my drowning soul.
God heal my wounds and sorrow and get me through this darkness to the light that I despretly need to reach.

are you there? do you love me? or are you better of without me?
i asked these questions every time me and you combine. as the sea hits the beach shore that how much i want to hug you and tell you i love you. are you the wave that will take me away or are you steady leaving me standing in shame.
your eyes glow as your  heart spreads the light to your soul.
capture my heart as an angel separates the soul from its flesh.
my eyes bleed to your heavenly face and my heart stops to the trace of your touch.
you spread your wings and blow the oxygen i breathe.
you made me get lost in the world underneath your feet.
your love keeps me safe from the demons that try to brake me.
your the reason i am still alive you the reason my life didn't get a dive.
touch me love and make me feel the mercy of your love and take me where no one has ever been.
my last prayer is you and my last dream is all you.
my brain is drained with the though of you that my brain cells can never be the same with out you presence shining upon them.
cut me deep and feed me my blood that screams with love to the woman i will always and forever love.
cut me to drink every last drop of memories and passion i have for you.
i am crazy and drunk just screaming your name out in the dark.
i always tell you i love you like the sea but that is just a piece of what i feel.
i love you til the world and space collide. i love you til God destroys the world from inside.
i love you to the degree that this will be the last word i would say before i die.
i love you my love til the end of time

As the ink of my pen flows
Thoughts in my brain begin to blow
Expressing the emotions that I desire
Despare, comfort and love is more than I require
Feeling humble and kind is my admire
I write what I feel like a small squire
I write about doubt on the love we desire
How love is no more til someone expires
No it's about the bodies touching each other with the greatest fire
Its no more about the gold from within the soul of the girl  you desire
I write about how war became more fun than the peace we require
Killing people has became a hobbies for every murderer
Killing women and children with the coldest blood and spreading their pictures on Facebook like fire
Hell is more peaceful than this earth we occupy and desire.

they say your big
they say your huge
when in fact you are small
you say what you can do
but you can't do it
you feel low
you say what you say to make people bow to you
you are surrounded by in fact you are alone
you dress to impress but not to express
express what you really feel
not taking off the mask to show that you are real
you are a mirror that reflects what people need to see
when will that mirror crack and reveal the true you
are you the doll that every one can control
how sad to see you drop and feel alone
not having someone to realize what you truly are about
no one to hug and kiss you and show you how much you mean
no one to sit next you so that you can lean

As my heart turns to stone
As the darkness fill my soul
I try to blow the demons away
because that the thing that is pulling me away
the blood in my veins clots
my eyes swell
the feel of darkness raps my chest in black
may I get back to the track of light
the flowers parish when exposed to my chest
not even the sun can burn through my soul
life is a dark cloud that keeps on pulling you deeper to the burning core
people look at you through black eyes
this is a dream that waking up could be impossible
parish the darkness
may the birds sing again
may blood flow to my heart as aggressive as before
let me smell the fresh breathe
let me reach the light with the tips of my hand
I know the angels and demons **** for taking over your body and soul
but the only winner is the one you choose
May god rip my heart out and blow his light on it
hearts are weak but strength comes from him and only him
I suppose i have to wait for Gods power to take over me

I am running away
something is trying to hunt me like a pray
she sunk her claw deep into my heart
pulled it out and ate it as her treat
I turn cold and watch her eat while my heart beats
I beg for Mercy but she continues killing softly.
As my soul leaves my body I watch from a distance
a woman that i once know turn into a beast.
Scratch marks covering me head to toe.
My Body and soul becomes numb
The pain of your love is cutting me deeper that the pain over my body.
the blood in my veins engrave  your name  on the floor.
I rewind my mind about each moment that you said I love you
The moment were your thought is stuck in the corners of my mind.
Your like a ghost haunting my brain.
I become a puppet in your hands.
As I sink deep in the darkness, I look into your eyes.
I cry tears and realize that the love that I emptied on you has gone with no return.
You look at me with those cold eyes and laugh me off.
I ask myself how can my love warm the heart of the beast.
A loving kiss that touches you lips in all passion  rushes through your body like a boomerang.
She wakes up from the darkness to see the light.
but its too late as my corps lies there with the wounds all open.
My spirit fly's to the sky with the hope to have soften the beats heart more earlier.
If no boundaries were surrounding their love.
If she would allow me to love her unconditionally.
But it is too late.
as i ascend to meet my creator I say to you I love you a love that flows with no end.
I hope you move on with someone that can continue loving you with a stronger frequency than I do.

The light that  gave me power parished
The breeze that made me smile vanished
Where oh where are you my love
Are you close or are you looking at me from a far.
I feel that you essence is fading and my heart is weaking
I wish the sun would rise again and the clouds would disappear.
Your eyes have captured your beauty
And your smile captured my heart
You became a fantasy that I need to have to survive.
You love is going through my veins and supplying ny heart with the force to pump
Your beauty is indescribable and you love is unreachable.
You are the combiniation between life's fantasy and reality.
The angles envy the jewel that makes my world tick.
Your name keeps on repeating in my head like I am a crazy man addicted to crack
I remember your every detail from what you wear to the way you stare at life with glowing eyes.
Mai you are the only girl I want in my life
I miss you so much that nothing can suffice
Without seeing your pretty face close to my heart and soul.
Nothing seems worth it without you in my crazy delusional life.

As I walk in path filled with roses
I look at you and you are the woman to be
I walk down the ile wishing my dream would come true
I hold your hand that feels so smooth
I raise your vail and look deep in your eyes
I see myself in your eyes and the happiness I have inside
I put the ring in your hand as you put the ring in mine
and I feel we are bounded by a bond that will never end
we are the best couple that anyone would imagine or comprehend.
After we get married and our lips meet I feel arush of blood flowing to my heart
this the first true love kiss that I wish it would never end
I never want to leave your side even if death lets us part
your the one who I want to spend my whole life with
I want to wake up every morning to your pretty face and tell you I love you no matter what.
our lives will be filled with happiness and love
and I will love you even if my life would end

Let me burn
I want to parish
Nothing worse than living
Take my life and end my suffering
Living in a dark hole
Cant sleep and cant react
Death for me is pleasure
I love the touch of a knife stabbing my heart to bleed.
Black is my new color
Darkness is my new plessure
Depression we live together
Nothing can seperate us
Nobody understands us
Hello death
Goodbye life

I wish to be the best
I want to be the best
But is talk is all that's left
Am I going to leave everything to rest
Or should I work and pass the test
Well will I leave the net
That's holding me back from being the best
I know the road is long but I am ready for the test
I pray to God because without him I would never achieve
I wouldn't be ever recive the gifts  that I already have
I want to get out of my chest that I would never accomplish anything and that I would never be the best.
I am stuck in a black hole where I believe nothing is going my way and as much as I fight I find out I fall even deeper.
I never gave up but as I go my emotions play it's game
I feel down a lot and sometimes it gets to a point where I feel insane
I question myself wether I will ever reach my goal
Will I be the best doctor the world has ever known
Or will I still fall back to the unknown.
Am I a good person or am I hurting people's souls
These questions I ask everyday I wake up and when I go home
I wish I had no worries I even fear being alone
I hope I can deal with this pressure and move on but only God will help me get out of this dome.

I was sitting in the dark
While the dog started to bark
But I was so lost in my mind
That not even the dog interupted my mind
I thought of how my life is about
I thought of my country and it's where abouts
I though of my people who suffer for food
And how I am hopeless to to lift off the load
I wanted to give them hope
But I could not lie to make them feel good
The world have no mercy
Not even a human life is considered worthy
Hate is the new fashion and selfish is our passion
Give your heart and you are weak be kind and you are stupid and people let you weep
You know it's hard to live like this
But I hope you and I can change this
It is difficult to accept change but it's the only way to make people live safe.
To love each other even if it's the only way
Cause in the end we are all the same
We are made from the same sand and mud
We should love each other and in God we should trust

I don't know how I loved you
I don't know if I want to
Everything about you just makes me want you.
The way you laugh and lighten up the day.
Your face smiles at me and I feel so free
Your Angel that hugged me with your wings.
I can't stay here without you
You are the one I look up to
Your voice rings in my heart
Like a voice of a mermaid swimming in the sea
Your eyes and my soul can challenge the world
Let's love each other til the end of the world.
Your my reflection and the light of my soul
Your the one that I sacrifice my life for
Let's live our fantasy forever  And more
Cause everything without you means nothing anymore
Your the moon and I am the stars feeding from your light so far
Without the moon the stars are not as bright anymore
Yes I love you defiently I do but is your love like mine or more

A security who I am
That's all I am they say
something came my way
A woman that blew me away
I confessed my love and asked for her hand.
She felt my love but looked at me with the tears in her eyes.
I can't marry you as long as you are a security guard.
although I felt the hurt of the words.
I felt these words cut me like a knife.
My dreams started to flow.
A world that me and you live in and nobody knows.
Where nothing matters but two souls that are intertwined with each other.
A world where love has no limits.
I feel my soul getting ****** in your eyes.
I am lost every time I look at you.
The pain of moving on is eating me inside.
You face is engraved in my heart.
The way you talk carry's me away in a fairy tale road
Before I say goodbye I want to say.
If I was breathing my last breath
I would dedicate to you.
As  I leave you now
I want you to remember that what ever happens our love will never break.
so dry those tears and let my love fill  you soul.
Love you nino till the day My soul travels to space and until then my soul will still be a part of you.

Welcome to my thoughts
Welcome to world that's dark with no lights
It's a path if you get in you may never go out
Filled with souls I used to love and others that I still adore
As you rewind the tape you find the person I used to be and how I became what I am today
I had devils consume me but I found ways to defiet them although sometimes I appear weak and they feed on me
The biggest Thought that consumes my mind is to love but not to be loved back .
Is this love you are getting a true one or is it just a TV show for everyone one to watch and entertain.
As you are lost in my mind wondering how to find your way out I give you this only thought no matter how many disappointments you get you will rise and become Mr Great

the rooms of my brain are full of thoughts that if I spit them out I will suffer and die. thoughts that are so major it makes people bleed and cry.
but there is only this one thought that is occupying the corners of my mind.
so precious and so exhilarating it is making me blind from the truth.
thinking of it employs my heart with joy and making me feel like a little boy.
it is this thought that makes the world have no meaning.
it is this though that makes life more demeaning.
i try to stop it but it is so powerful that i have no control over it.
this thought is the thing that me and you need in our lives.
it is the thing that is keeping us a live.
its is the only thing making us humans not some crazy shenanigans.
love is the thought that brings us together through rough and joy times.
its the power of love that makes us survive the bumps of life.
i give my love to all who hurt me because he made me rise
i give my love to my parents for making me a man
i give my love to people who love me for giving me your support even if i don't deserve it.
i give my love to Allah who is always here to pick me up when i fall and watches over me.
and to you my love who you know who you are for being my special a dearest rock that knows my naked soul and thoughts and is patient with my mistakes.
love you my love always and forever even if my heart stops pumping and the angels take my last breath away.
you are the only thought in my mind and you are the love that I will never have.

Open me and turn my page
Let me fantasize your reality
Let me show you love
Let me be your friend
I am addictive if you hold me
I make you wiser every time you read me
Some read me to escape reality
Each word on my page is magic
And every picture is a fantasy
Writers poor their tears on each page
Share thier happiness or sorrow
It may change your life
Although I might get replaced
I still have a place in other peoples heart
Don't be scared to read me
I will make you drown in my stories
Keep reading and you will understand what I mean

I tried to come closer
But my soul is getting creapier
I don't feel like touching you and preferring to be a dreamer
Every time you get closer
I brush you away from my shoulder
I don't want be the loser of a love that makes my mind and heart more clearer
It's like I am becoming colder.
Don't give up on me til I become sober.
I want to be yours as you are always mine
I am fading in the darkness and starting to decline.
Your love is the only sign I need to become benign
Your the star I need to find my way back to my own self
Don't give up on me and fight for me cause you the only one that's keeping me alive.

As I write these words of mine
As I pass throughout time
I wish I wasn't blind
Of the love we left behind
Of all the sweet words you said
If I leave you I would rather be dead
Cause you are the person I want to be with til the end
You make the solid tree bend
With the love and affiction that you send
I hope our wounds would mend
And get back to the love we used to spend
And live our loves happy til the end
Without making it all just pretend

lock up your doors
shut your windows
its the time to tremble
everyone get ready to die
the angels are coming to take our souls
the world is ending near and there is no sacrifice
the earth is cracking and the volcanoes are flooding
this is the end of the world and fear is all upon us
the mother forgets her daughter and the husband forgets his wife
as we approach our God with our goods and sins
we walk the long path to heaven and hell
you see the crawling people and the people who are falling
lets do good and pray before the dooms day approaches
when there is no savior but the goods you have done and the goods within
hold on tight to the rope that God gave you
to pull you out from the devil and his words of sin

I close my eyes and begin to dream
Of a world that includes you and me
You sing to the birds with beautiful symphony. That gets my heart mad.
I hold your hands that are soft and warm.
I kissed your lips and made me freeze cold
I looked in your eyes and I was mesmorized from a beauty that only angels posses
You touched my heart and I couldn't be more alive .
Feeling your love that got me hepnatized
We hug each other all night.
I whispered I love you and I always will.
You are like the sheath that covers my heart
That holds it right and protects it from harm.
Her beauty made the roses sway and her soul lightens up the sky.
This moment was a moment I wanted to keep til I die.
Her love is so amazing that our hearts are beating at the same time.
Love I always want you to be mine and nothing to keep us apart even if my soul leaves my body and my body is burned to ashes.
My soul will keep loving you and waiting to see your pretty face.

My lie is i told i never wished your mine
I lied when i said time passes by and i dont think of you
Its hard to be true
When your sad i feel blue
It torments me not being honest to you
Its like i am a rotten fruit that you cant chew
I think my time is due
To tell you what is true
I wash my tears everytime i hurt you
If the sea was the only thing to describe my love for you
Then i choose the sky and glaxies that surrounds me and you
I wish my body would rot but my heart stays next to you
They say love is a fantasy game
Well its the oxygen for the flame
Its the water to the grain
It may cause you to cut your own vein
In order for the other heart to live instead
This all i can give before i get burried for dead

Let your veins bleed
Let your heart stop to beat
Its like you are freed
You have admitted defeat
People cry deep
For a person who has just pressed delete
Your loved ones have nothing but to weep
They are not sure how you can leave them incomplete
Your wife and kids lost their concrete
Just because life brought you down to your feet
Its easy to become obscelete
Buts its difficult to be elite
Preventing you loved ones to fall a sleep
Not everything in life is nice and neat
You have to heal from every bash of heat
Life will never be complete
Get up and stand on your feet
Remmeber all the great people you meet
Try to think of life as being sweet
There is no problem you can’t treat