The river flows
With bodies and souls
The river is where our burdens are thrown
It frees the soul from what it holds
It reflects the truth that you might not know
The creatures that live finds paradise in its holes
And when its cold the river becomes ice cold
To protect the lives that it holds
It turns to vapor to rain on our souls
To treat the thirst that kills the living so very slow
It sacrifices all it has for the great of the whole
But what we do is darken it souls
We polute its waters with the paloutes we throw
How selfish we think and how murderus we grow
We **** the things that help us grow
We forget the things that the river has shown
Until one day the river howls
It consumes each man and drowns him cold
It creates thease waves that galops people souls
Detroys the citese that human helped grow
So think of others the way you think of your own

Feeling is an illusionistic place
You convince yourself with things that aren’t in place
It can **** you or boost you to a higher place
It is difficult to describe what feeling is in place
Some times you might develop them in the wrong time or place
You might feel happy for no reason in place
Or you might feel sad and it fits correctly into place
There are feeling that are even beyond time and place
If you want to know how it feels to be emotionless then maybe death is your place
Life without feelings is a tasteless place

My lie is i told i never wished your mine
I lied when i said time passes by and i dont think of you
Its hard to be true
When your sad i feel blue
It torments me not being honest to you
Its like i am a rotten fruit that you cant chew
I think my time is due
To tell you what is true
I wash my tears everytime i hurt you
If the sea was the only thing to describe my love for you
Then i choose the sky and glaxies that surrounds me and you
I wish my body would rot but my heart stays next to you
They say love is a fantasy game
Well its the oxygen for the flame
Its the water to the grain
It may cause you to cut your own vein
In order for the other heart to live instead
This all i can give before i get burried for dead

Let your veins bleed
Let your heart stop to beat
Its like you are freed
You have admitted defeat
People cry deep
For a person who has just pressed delete
Your loved ones have nothing but to weep
They are not sure how you can leave them incomplete
Your wife and kids lost their concrete
Just because life brought you down to your feet
Its easy to become obscelete
Buts its difficult to be elite
Preventing you loved ones to fall a sleep
Not everything in life is nice and neat
You have to heal from every bash of heat
Life will never be complete
Get up and stand on your feet
Remmeber all the great people you meet
Try to think of life as being sweet
There is no problem you can’t treat

You say you know me
Better than I know myself
You judge me cause you think it is easy
It is bever easy to walk in my shoes
It is not the thing that I wanted to choose
You think of me so little
Yet I am full of news
I am a riddle that you can never solve
Step into my body and figure out how my cells beat
Figure out how every brain cell speaks
Show me what my eyes can see
And what my limbs seek
Don't think I am weak
I show compasion because i have reached the peek
When you slap me I turn the other cheek
I am born to love
Not to push and shove
Respect who I am and don't throw me under the bus
My heart is whiter than a feather of a dove
Respect my humanity that is a gift from above
My brother what you see is not the image that it appears to be
The real image is hidden in a mist that the other will not reveal to me
So don't look at him and you think you have figuered out the key
You will need to be closer to him to understand what is he
He might be somone who you never thought he could be
He might be the devil hidding in an angels rougue
And pulls out his sowrd
And stab you in the heart
And as you fall down and bleed in pain
You will understand that judging people is a shame
The mirror reflects the human that we see
But doest it reflect the bones and muscles lying inside of me
We are humans and thats the easiet we could be
But we got to evolve to be the best that people thought we can only be

I want to die and end my life
I wish I had a knife
I am Gods mistake on earth
Whatever i touch leaves me to waste
I welcome death with open arms
Darkness is the only place i belong
Depression is my friend and happiness is my enemy
I love to help people no matter what
But me who cares I am just a mistake
I took more hurt than i can take
I am surprised how my heart still beats
I don't know till when I should stay alive when I am a mistake
I don't fit this world I never will
Its easy for people to step on me and throw me to waste
If I need anything right now is take me away because thats what I need and believe

Lots of people see me
But not everyone can read me
I have so many scars
But no one will believe me
I hide a tear cause i am used to being lonely
I love unconditionaly
But it is easy to hurt me
I am the sun that has been covered by the clouds
I am a wave that washes people clean
And takes in the dirt
I make the earth ever so green
Sometime I help people who I know may stop my dream
I wish everyone you know that I have a white heart
I love to help people more than myself
This led people that I love drift apart
Because they dont understand what I am about
I love to give more than recieve
I never asked someone for anything more than to believe
Believe in the love i have
And i have no plans to harm
Dig into my soul and you will know
That I bow to people I love and adore
I dive my life from head to toe
I want everyone who treat me differently to know
Whatever i have done i didnt mean to make you hurt
I may joke or try to make you smile cause i know what it means to be hurt
I push and I stand by you to prevent you from the worst
Because if i dont I stay in bed full of guilt
I hide an amount of hills that no one knows
Because i believe peoples troubles are more than my own
I get misjudged and thats what hurts
It even made me sink to the dark
Some very close people I lost
Although all i have done is become better than they have already become
Everyone that left me i hope you know
I still love you and leaving me is hurting my soul
Even if we dont talk anymore i want you to know I will still love you forever and more
I apologize if you understood me in a wrong way
This is my way of explaining who I am and what you all are to me
I dont expect you to understand
There is one wish that i may ask just hope you smile to life as life is short and learn to forgive
Because having hurt will make you suffer all day

There is someone that a thank you maybe not enough
A cut with a knife and making my blood flow may not sufice
She did something that no one can ever do
What she did is like Gods hand changing the sky from red to blue
She made the dead **** turn into a beautiful rose
Life is dark when you see it through my eyes
But in your eyes light grows ever so pretty
My life was all full of lies
No one i trusted showed me the pleasure of being alive
It was easier for me to die and leave the world behind
I saw the patients die in front of my eyes and wandered why cant it be me who doesnt get revived
I have always wondered why these thoughts are in my mind
Why do people love me and say i am kind
Do i deserve what i get or am i just trying to be happy and leave the world behind
I know my thoughts are crazy but i cant control my mind
I love people althought i know i am bound to be hurt
Depression Depression thats my story
I know you try to hold my hand and comfort me til the morning
But i am still fed up of fighting for glory
Maybe its time to hang the white flag above my chest
I know this is hard to hear
But i am done living in fear
I am done living in pain
Maybe it should be a start of a new year
Time to let the time pass
And through everything out in the sea
Let me become a blood bath
I should not think negative i do agree
But you once showed me the way to be free
You told me take my wings and fly away
Your words were encouraging but what you did was the key
I appreciate and remenise every single day
Now i understand the meaning of living
And how i should looked at myself in peples eyes
I should not stop givving
Even if people dont realize my size

Open me and turn my page
Let me fantasize your reality
Let me show you love
Let me be your friend
I am addictive if you hold me
I make you wiser every time you read me
Some read me to escape reality
Each word on my page is magic
And every picture is a fantasy
Writers poor their tears on each page
Share thier happiness or sorrow
It may change your life
Although I might get replaced
I still have a place in other peoples heart
Don't be scared to read me
I will make you drown in my stories
Keep reading and you will understand what I mean

Let me burn
I want to parish
Nothing worse than living
Take my life and end my suffering
Living in a dark hole
Cant sleep and cant react
Death for me is pleasure
I love the touch of a knife stabbing my heart to bleed.
Black is my new color
Darkness is my new plessure
Depression we live together
Nothing can seperate us
Nobody understands us
Hello death
Goodbye life

How did we get here?
People living in fear
People die without shedding a single tear
I think the end of the world is near
It's like death is a normal thing to hear
Some people tend to forget and drink beer
Blood blood that's all we see
It's more normal than a person's ***
Wake up world we are precious
Why do you allow killings to be so easy
Don't you have hearts that see
Graves great there dead every second
Governments became greedy
Taking over other lands rather than support their need
Technology advance but people are getting worse.
We live in an artificial world that made us forget who we really are.
Friends who hug you and make sure you are ok
Changed into listening to your music to relieve your mood.
Religion no more matters and we think that science is our belief.
We made our short sites mind better than God that created us.
People get back to what we really ment to each other.
World peace is far of reach.
Its like you stretch your hand to reach the stars.
Hope we recognize the importance of each other and know what is really important in our lives

My heart is in pain
I feel like nothing can be the same
Just be shattered to pieces
Not not even take care make the parts heal
Nobody understands what I feel
They think that my heart is made of steel
My heart says that I should build walls protect my heart from getting holes
The problem is my heart is giving and cannot be protected I give my heart to the people I think need my support
But the people just threw me out just like dirt
All they care about is someone to support them not caring about the other person what he feels or what's his pain
Sometimes I feel death is merciful than
What's the point
You tell me
Is it fair to live in pain and all you feel is despair
Ooh heart ooh heart
Sorry but this is a choice you gotta make live in pain but please who you can
Fake your laughter and show no pain I never share what you really feel.

As my heart turns to stone
As the darkness fill my soul
I try to blow the demons away
because that the thing that is pulling me away
the blood in my veins clots
my eyes swell
the feel of darkness raps my chest in black
may I get back to the track of light
the flowers parish when exposed to my chest
not even the sun can burn through my soul
life is a dark cloud that keeps on pulling you deeper to the burning core
people look at you through black eyes
this is a dream that waking up could be impossible
parish the darkness
may the birds sing again
may blood flow to my heart as aggressive as before
let me smell the fresh breathe
let me reach the light with the tips of my hand
I know the angels and demons **** for taking over your body and soul
but the only winner is the one you choose
May god rip my heart out and blow his light on it
hearts are weak but strength comes from him and only him
I suppose i have to wait for Gods power to take over me

Words draw a fantasy word
It can make blood look like a drink you would savour and enjoy
It turns a flower into a source of love and light.
It can make a knife cut through your heart without making you bleed.
Words can hurt without touching you and can lift you up in a breeze
If only we knew what words to say we can control the world with no effort to display.
Words led worriors into battle words made hero's and champions.
May words draw my life into fulfilment and make death look like an enjoyment
Hold the brush and start drawing each word with all focous and intension and make the word feel you inner thoughts and feeling.

Decided we where
We where savages til he came
He had the peace that we lack
He made the world bow to one Allah
You made history and made us love you
You have been through a lot of pain yet your forgiveness still shined through
You showed us that victory is more than fighting with a sword it's more about compassion and forgiveness.
You taught is what a human really means.
You fed us from your light and made the world become the world of light .
I wish the haters who talk about you can meet you and know what you are all about.
Your people has let you down but belive me we will rise and make you proud.
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) you are the greatest man in history no doubt and no one will ever take your place as the greatest man whoever lived.

Welcome to my thoughts
Welcome to world that's dark with no lights
It's a path if you get in you may never go out
Filled with souls I used to love and others that I still adore
As you rewind the tape you find the person I used to be and how I became what I am today
I had devils consume me but I found ways to defiet them although sometimes I appear weak and they feed on me
The biggest Thought that consumes my mind is to love but not to be loved back .
Is this love you are getting a true one or is it just a TV show for everyone one to watch and entertain.
As you are lost in my mind wondering how to find your way out I give you this only thought no matter how many disappointments you get you will rise and become Mr Great

You light up the skies
You suffer when I misbehave
You smile in my face even if you are in during pain
You tell me I am worth something where all the world turned their backs at me
You stand by me when I am sick even if you know you might get sick too
You tell me that I will survive although you know I might die
You swipe a tear of my face when you feel I am hurt inside
How can I repay a mother who would do the extreme to just see a smile on my face
No thanks or money envolved.
What she gives she doesn't want anything in return
Mom I am sorry if I ever was bad or caused you pain.
I am sorry if I made you feel that I don't love you
You are the reason I am living and fighting my way to pursue my dreams.
As long as you are with me nothing is impossible and no fear can overcome me.
I love you mom you are a gift from God that I can never repay.
Thank you for the days you stood by me and make sure mom I will do the same.
I love you mom more than anything the world will have to offer or bring

I found love that can't be compared
A family that is closer to my heart
They make me smile every time we meet
Without them I feel empty insisde
They mean more than money can buy
I give them my body on my soul to help or satisfy them
I have mothers that have thought me and showed me the way
They gave me the light and threw away the darkness.
When I feel down I count on them to lift me up.
Although we work in a hospital but we are attached more than just work
We have a bond that not even a wave can break
Love them with everything I have.
I can't bear to see a tear or a drop of sadness show in their face.
If they would measure my love to them no value can be obtained .
My love them flows like the sea that never ends.
Kuwaiti hospital doctors and staff love you more than anyone can imagine.
Thank you for making me feel at home

In 2016 I confess what I feel
I confess to loving everyone that I ever met or Sat beside
I met amazing people that no one can have and in which I have pride to meet
I have a new family that I love and will never ever leave their side
In 2016 I wish them all happiness and to fulfil there dreams
I wish I could help them more for the better supreme
I want them to know that they are the ones I will always love and be beside
I will always support them no matter the time
The place where I will end up does not matter as long as they are on my side
Love you all and give you my sincerest love as 2016 comes upon.

As I am thinking all this time there is one thing on my mind
Have you ever looked and found
What our true world is really about
How the sea kisses the sand in a gentle touch
How the birds always sings even if times are ruff
How the trees are greener when it's spring
And how it becomes Brown as we the Autum comes
Have you looked at the million stars that light out the sky and how the moon sparkeles and reflects in the water
When you see the bees are so tidy and precise.
So thank the Lord when you see this beauty
Thank you God for this world we have

I want to share a pain that everyone thinks I have passed away.
All these love poems are for a girl that makes me feel insane.
I confessed my love to her many years ago.
We loved each other for a year or so
Everyday was like a blessing but pleasing her was with no gain.
After I have left her
Her memories still remain
She haunts me all these days although I know what I did was the best decision I made.
I am unable to love another woman because she took over my heart and veins.
There is no blood pumping I am just flesh a bones all the same.
Nothing to feed my body since my heart is taken away.
I remember the time I read her stories about how we will always love each other no matter what the case.
I left her for one reason the she wouldn't sacrifice herself for me.
I travelled to get a job and make her happy and even wanted to do what's needed from me.
But she never understood the struggle I went through.
She said she would stand beside me but she never did.
If should would have supported me we would still be together.
Cause for me she is perfect and we are ment to back each other.
I love her and I still do.
These poems I write are all just about you.
I write them cause I say it will make me feel better.
Well instead it brings me more pain to know that you are gone.
I hope one day this poem would reach you.
To know how much I love you.
You will always stay in my heart.
Your an angel and don't let anyone convince you that you are not.

I was sitting in the dark
While the dog started to bark
But I was so lost in my mind
That not even the dog interupted my mind
I thought of how my life is about
I thought of my country and it's where abouts
I though of my people who suffer for food
And how I am hopeless to to lift off the load
I wanted to give them hope
But I could not lie to make them feel good
The world have no mercy
Not even a human life is considered worthy
Hate is the new fashion and selfish is our passion
Give your heart and you are weak be kind and you are stupid and people let you weep
You know it's hard to live like this
But I hope you and I can change this
It is difficult to accept change but it's the only way to make people live safe.
To love each other even if it's the only way
Cause in the end we are all the same
We are made from the same sand and mud
We should love each other and in God we should trust

I wish to be the best
I want to be the best
But is talk is all that's left
Am I going to leave everything to rest
Or should I work and pass the test
Well will I leave the net
That's holding me back from being the best
I know the road is long but I am ready for the test
I pray to God because without him I would never achieve
I wouldn't be ever recive the gifts  that I already have
I want to get out of my chest that I would never accomplish anything and that I would never be the best.
I am stuck in a black hole where I believe nothing is going my way and as much as I fight I find out I fall even deeper.
I never gave up but as I go my emotions play it's game
I feel down a lot and sometimes it gets to a point where I feel insane
I question myself wether I will ever reach my goal
Will I be the best doctor the world has ever known
Or will I still fall back to the unknown.
Am I a good person or am I hurting people's souls
These questions I ask everyday I wake up and when I go home
I wish I had no worries I even fear being alone
I hope I can deal with this pressure and move on but only God will help me get out of this dome.

I always said I can live without love
Its because you are the only one I would ever love
Every time your name is said I can't stop but to think of the woman I really wanted to spent my love with
It's something I can't get over with
You took my heart and made it yours
I can't even get it back without being hurt or worse
I love you even if you loved me in reverse .
I want to disperece my body into ashes to see you up close .
You think after the love I had for you for all these years I would turn my back and say goodbye forever.
I left you but that was because I never felt I would be the one you want without a job or even worse.
I never felt you loved what I am and how I looked to you at all.
Although I saw you the prettiest woman in the universe.
I wrote a lot of poems but all of them is because you are the one the drive the pen and the mind to write.
All that my ink spells is your name and the love I wanted to have with you .
I hope you are happy and living a beautiful life and found a guy who loves you more than I do.
By the way I still have you number because forgetting you is almost insane.
You are the addiction that no doctor or pharmacist can treat.
I love you forever you know who you are and I hope you think of me the same

This is the end
I am done playing pretend
I will lay this out so you understand that you caused me a dent.
I wanted to support you til the end
I gave you my heart with no strings attached
All you did is take my heart and rip it to pieces
You shout at me as if I am another man who is worthless as hell
You put other people above me although you tell me you are my best friend
I am done believing a story that you tell but never prove it at the end
You told me something that no one has ever said you said you would never change  even if it ment I leave
Have you thought once what that means
Do I mean anything or am I just some one to use as a mop to clean
Anyways Olga this is something I say to you as a goodbye to you
I wanted you like the flower needs the water to live
You used my love to break me down
As I see you for the last time I want to say I wanted you to be with me for the rest of my life.
But now I feel we should part away and live our seprate ways.
As you will never change and I wouldn't bare getting hurt again

These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
I am done loving you
Cause all you do is hurt
I wanted to be the shield you use to protect
But you broke it with your sword
Love is a battle field that scars remain
I wished for you to hold my hand and guide me through battle
But all you did was take my shield and run
Keeping the wounded soul behind.
These battle scars don't look like they are fading . Don't look like they are ever going away. They are never gonna change.
As the battle goes on I leave all this behind and run to the bushes to forget I ever saw your face
Let the wounds bleed til I loose my last drop that you deserve.
I am wounded to an extent no medicine can heal me
Love is just a fantasy so be gone and let me live my reality.

As time runs by
As the sun begins to rise
Flashbacks haunt my mind
Thoughts of the way I look
If I will ever be mislooked
If what I say is being mistook
Am I doing what I should
Its a constant battle which no winner is pronounced
Being me is a constant hastle
I felt the mean of hurt
To the extent my body begins to fade
When I love I love to no limits
That my whole body is a puppet to control
Your happiness is my light and your pain is my demies.
My personality is other people to like and for me to suffer.
It's like a buffer for others and it kills me from inside.

As I write these words of mine
As I pass throughout time
I wish I wasn't blind
Of the love we left behind
Of all the sweet words you said
If I leave you I would rather be dead
Cause you are the person I want to be with til the end
You make the solid tree bend
With the love and affiction that you send
I hope our wounds would mend
And get back to the love we used to spend
And live our loves happy til the end
Without making it all just pretend

As the ink of my pen flows
Thoughts in my brain begin to blow
Expressing the emotions that I desire
Despare, comfort and love is more than I require
Feeling humble and kind is my admire
I write what I feel like a small squire
I write about doubt on the love we desire
How love is no more til someone expires
No it's about the bodies touching each other with the greatest fire
Its no more about the gold from within the soul of the girl  you desire
I write about how war became more fun than the peace we require
Killing people has became a hobbies for every murderer
Killing women and children with the coldest blood and spreading their pictures on Facebook like fire
Hell is more peaceful than this earth we occupy and desire.

If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
If I make a mistake with you well you still love me
If I couldn't get you what you want will you still want me more
Will you always support me
Will you always be with me
Will you die for me
Do I mean everything
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
Will you ever need me
Will you always tell me you love me
Will you show me what it means to me
Will we always each other's hand and look at each other's eyes like it's been the first time to be in love
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same
Tell me you want me
Tell me that you will always pray for me
Tell me that my soul is all you want from me
Tell me will you love me unconditionaly
Is my love enough for you or do you even more
If I got locked away and we lost it all today tell me honestly would you still love me the same
If I showed you my flaws
If I couldn't be strong
Tell me honestly Would you still love me the same

I love her that's so insane
I love a woman with an amazing name
She thinks that I left was mearly a game
I really did love her to an extent she will never know from where it came
I gave her my heart my soul but to her it was all the same
I eat and drink and wake up every morning to the sound of her name
I want to hear that voice that disrupted my bones frame
You burnt my heart into flames
You caused me an unhealing maim
I still love you despite all the hurt and pain
Loving you and treating you like a queen is my aim

Do you love me
Or do you need me more
Are you gonna support me when I get poor
Are you going to open the door
Are you going to hold my hand  if I fall in the sour
Like the days I used tell you everything is cool
Even when you thought there is no way out
I worked harder to make you find a solution no doubt
I changed your ***** when you are thin and frail
When your words were goo goo gaa gaa
And you were always on my tail
You wake us up at night and we feed you and make sure everything is alright
Will you do the same if I am sick
When a tube is breathing down my neck
Or will you leave me in a hospital to die alone
Or throw me out in a old peoples home
Will you tell me that you love me as much as I love you.
Will you stay by my side and tell me I will be fine although you know I might leave and die.
Son I hope you treat me as I did when you were alive.

Have you seen people act
He screams at a shop keeper with words that hurts
He thinks his phone and his looks is what matters the most
His car should be fancier than most
All we look at are things that don't define who we are
If you shout are you a man or does that make people understand
If your phone is expensive that means your rich and you have fans
It's funny how people think so materialistic  now a days
To them the really thing that matters is only a haze
People who clean your street do it for a penny to earn
They deserve my respect than a man with a gold earn
Respect who are below you and know that in the end your made from sand
So if you disrespect him is more better than you
Think deep and don't be a stupid terd

They cry blood
We see them getting buried in the mud
You see them die with bullets thudding to thier chest
And rockets fired in the mist
Houses becoming broken down into dust
Women running to find a shed but getting killed with merciless blood.
They flee to the borders and they get treated with no just.
Mothers and children with no heart as if it is a must.
It pains to see how a man can turn a country to nothing more than a land of dust.
Kills like a vampire craving for blood.
Talking lies and deshonesty to gain people's trust with no soul that cares about them or us.
Isn't it enough how Much you killed for a seat that isn't worth much
A country that has nothing but missery every part you touch
May my heart be yours
May it be enough to get you off this suffering you all feel.
Syria may you always be free.
You are strong standing against the wave of blood and slaughter.
Love you Syria the land of the free.

they say your big
they say your huge
when in fact you are small
you say what you can do
but you can't do it
you feel low
you say what you say to make people bow to you
you are surrounded by in fact you are alone
you dress to impress but not to express
express what you really feel
not taking off the mask to show that you are real
you are a mirror that reflects what people need to see
when will that mirror crack and reveal the true you
are you the doll that every one can control
how sad to see you drop and feel alone
not having someone to realize what you truly are about
no one to hug and kiss you and show you how much you mean
no one to sit next you so that you can lean

we think there are aliens in mars
while everyone in earth is an alien
some who are so plain
they curse you with no shame
they hurt you in very mysterious ways
its like you are not worth the pain
we watch aliens **** and evaporate humans
while we eat each others flesh in a way that is so inhuman
we describe anything that is viscous as inhuman
but are humans actually humans......
they can make unlivable anymore
or they can lift your spirits up for a day or two
i think the only aliens we should think about is the human and thats the main.

I am in a bottle
Surrounded by glass
It shakes and rattles
Not in a stable state
The bottle gets kicked but never breaks
Gives satisfaction but from how much it gives its empty
They throw me like I am *****
They took what's in me
To break and shatter my glass.

I wish that I can see inside
The the good in people's mind
Have an xray vision to see their souls
To understand why people act like this for
I wish I could devour people's pain and spit out love and joy.
I want to hold the kids of the world
And pull them out from the grave and cold
I hope we would understand that we should love each other and be one hand.
Cause we are humans that need each other
Because we can not succed without one another.
War and war that's all that's there but no one of us even cares
It became something like gossip that we listen and throw away.
Like a paper bag floating in the  sky
I hope we realize that every one that dies was a light in our lives.

You started as an innocent child
Your father died but you still kept your smile
You worked long and hard waiting for things to get better
Til your legs got sore and you felt life was bitter.
Your eyes sparkeled with hope in life
But came a cloud that stormed away your delight.
You felt that God was not improving your way
Instead he's making you suffer in shame
It madeyou think that God is no more
And heaven and hell is nothing but a dream
Open your eyes and see how do you want God to belive in you if you don't belive in your dream
God is with you that you should believe
He means well but you choose to ignore his existence
As you thought that drinking and partying is the medicine of all pain
You will wrong because the wounds still remain.
Once I came to take your hand
You trusted me although I wasn't your plan
You had friend whom trust you can not attain
Except me who you choose to buy me for fame
I was innocent but I loved you truly
I didn't understand why you would be shy to include me
You would say that I am your friend
While I wanted to be your lover instead
You pushed me away like the wind brushing the leaves
Where all I wanted to have your head rest in my knees.
I haven't thought of any ****** desire.
But your glorious soul was the one I require.
I wanted to say I love you but my tongue just stops me
Although my heart pounds for you so softly
I wanted to show that there is hope on the line
And the God is always by your side
Believe in him and he will help you
Embrace your pain and you will be successful
No one is pain free its part of life
It's just like been stabbed with a knife
The strong learns and moves on which makes him happier as he goes on.
Life is with thorns but I will turn to roses in which you belong.
I hope you appreciate the words I speak
As I say to Helga I love you to the last beat.
This is hard for me to confess my love.
But I said to say it to you before my soul runs out.
As you are struggling through the pain I will hold you hand and guide you to a pleasurable place.
I might not live forever but as long as I live am yours as your shield and if you need anything I dilever.
You are strong woman that's what you are but I will still be there wherever you are.

To my cousin Rania
You coming from York was such a pleasure
You are really my rarest treasure
these days that I spend with you was special beyond measure
Your presence was like the sun lighting up the a cloudy weather
Your our blessing and may you come back soon as quick as a heart beat
Your engraved in my hearts forever
I will miss you dear Rania but hopefully you will not be gone forever.
I can't say goodbye cause it hurts more than ever.
But I will not say goodbye I will say see you another day
Love you Rania Hope to see you another day.

Happy birthday Grand mother
You are the one that bonds us to each other
You pray for us if we deserve it or not
Without you we wouldn't be worth a grain of rice in a ***
You gave us joy
You gave us peace
We all took from your love a piece
Grandmother whatever love I send
Your love will never have an end
My words are not enough to describe your bless
But I will always love you nevertheless
Your inspiration to us all
You showed us family means to us all
We fight a lot but showed us that being one family is the law
That we should stand by each other and pull each other
And to always love one another
Your blessing can not be counted
I just want to say we can't live without you
In the end I want to say.
Happy 90th birthday and inshallah forever you stay

Trees stand up to the wind
They cry leaves when the sky tears
The smile green when the clouds clear
It makes oxygen for us to breath.
It cools our bodies when it is hot to the highest degrees
The birds live on it to breed
And the insects eat its leaves
Some animals climb it while others play and feel free.
Beautiful you are tree
It's a blessing for you and me
We cut it down with no mercy although it feeds us for free
All it needs it our care and we choose to burn it down or cut it down with no remorse
The tree is the highest example that gives and doesn't recieve.
Learn from trees the patience and giving we receive.
Thank it a lot for its blessing for providing what we need

I want to be honest of my life
Cause people think of me like worthless mice
I care about people more than myself
You may say that a defiency of self
I love people and thats what I am
I was broke more than once but I am able to stand
I used expect much from people but usually get nothing back
This how life is and now I understand.
I don't like to see people suffer in pain and I feel it's my duty to make them feel entertained.
I want to help people as much as I can
Even if I feel that it interveins with my plan.
I think that Allah gave me this gift to love
Althought It wasn't easy to accept what was given from above.
I loved a girl for once in my life.
I even thought she could become my wife.
I took a decision to leave her in peace.
Although this decision is breaking me to my knees.
The pain I have I suffer alone.
Because I feel other people's problems are bigger than my own.
This the life that no one knows.
No body knows how much I care.
But this is the life I want to bare.
I am greatfull for the people I have and know.
I thank the people that I dearly love and hold.
Love you all to the highest degree.
I hope you life to be better than me.

Be that person that you desire
A worior that everyone would admire
You don't need to change for peoples pleasure
Be yourself that's the leisure
The Girl of your dreams will be soon yours
Just don't let her break you as I suppose
Be a dreamer and dream big
Cause life is more than worthless pigs
You have great qualities that many desire
You take care of your family with a passionate fire.
You hold you brothers hand like he is your son
And he looks up to you like you are his brightest sun
Don't be scared where the wind will blow
Cause we will always be there inside your soul.
Be happy where ever you are
Cause you will always be our brightest star.
Good luck my friend and follow your dreams
And we will be waiting for you on the other side of the stream

A funny thing called life
We say life is difficult
It is because we want it to be
Animals live in peace
While we sufffer
Humans make the world dark
While Allah made it full of delight
We **** each other for money
While others lie to get some honey
We hurt each other and have pleasure doing so
So how can the world 've dark and we are the missery behind it.
Peace is the answer.
Be happy when you are in pain
Be happy with no complain
You will feel life changed in front of you
Animals die and get killed everyday
Do you see them complain.
We should enjoy the thought that we are able to breath
Which many people had it taken away .
Life is lovely if you want to be
And he'll if you thought about it in that way.
Enjoy life and make it worth your while.

I don't know how I loved you
I don't know if I want to
Everything about you just makes me want you.
The way you laugh and lighten up the day.
Your face smiles at me and I feel so free
Your Angel that hugged me with your wings.
I can't stay here without you
You are the one I look up to
Your voice rings in my heart
Like a voice of a mermaid swimming in the sea
Your eyes and my soul can challenge the world
Let's love each other til the end of the world.
Your my reflection and the light of my soul
Your the one that I sacrifice my life for
Let's live our fantasy forever  And more
Cause everything without you means nothing anymore
Your the moon and I am the stars feeding from your light so far
Without the moon the stars are not as bright anymore
Yes I love you defiently I do but is your love like mine or more

You think you need her for happiness
security guard is thought that it is what defines you.
spread your wings and fly
and reach the sky
look up in the mirror
can you see what I see
you are an angel send from the sky above
spreading your love as you go
you taught me what it means to live
you made me feel how lovely it is to love
you stole the hearts of big and small
your a pearl that is waiting to be found
your Gods gift of blessing
Sawan is your name
and cuteness is your charm
you showed me a video of you singing.
your voice lightened the demons heart.
you removed a knife from a broken heart.
its a loss seeing you leave
but as long as it brings you peace it brings a smile to my face
the wind blows but it will never let us part
be happy my friend and i will see you soon

As the stars aline
and as the moon shines
you get the feeling of being alive
the rain drops
from the hill tops
Watering the crops

Admire nature through my eyes
Admire it's trees and flowers
nature rages out but always comes to peace
fire burns and tornados blow
but in the end the sun spreads its light

If you look in deep
and look for clues
you will find God's persition in every move
he made of cells that breath and feed.
A DNA that holds the key of being sick or healthy
he gave us a mind that made us think
he gave us a choice to choose what's right.
we forget to say thank you for all his gifts
and don't pray for him unless we need him

spread your light
push away the dark night
the flowers blooms when you are on sight
shine bright
you poor your light on the good and bad
the poor and the rich
you give but don't receive
life begins when you appear
and ends when you disappear
if we learnt from the sun anything
is to continue giving even if people don't return
sun shine upon me and give me the strength to spread your light

touch the sky and make it rain
touch the moon and brighten up its light
your beauty is the greatest that God ever made
your lips gives my soul life
I don't know whether to stand or bow to your beauty.
flowers boom to the touch of your skin
saying I love you is not enough.
I thrive for you heart.
You are my only Aim.
Seeing you takes away all my pain
your kiss makes me insane.
I have fallen deep in the ocean of love and can't seem to swim to shore
I am caught and can't seem to breath.
what are you doing to me.
as much as my pen flows I can't seem to describe you.
beauty is beneath you.
you stole the heart of an innocent man who is learning how to love.
I want our souls to touch and never separate.
love you my love you are the only woman that I want and need