I am running away
something is trying to hunt me like a pray
she sunk her claw deep into my heart
pulled it out and ate it as her treat
I turn cold and watch her eat while my heart beats
I beg for Mercy but she continues killing softly.
As my soul leaves my body I watch from a distance
a woman that i once know turn into a beast.
Scratch marks covering me head to toe.
My Body and soul becomes numb
The pain of your love is cutting me deeper that the pain over my body.
the blood in my veins engrave  your name  on the floor.
I rewind my mind about each moment that you said I love you
The moment were your thought is stuck in the corners of my mind.
Your like a ghost haunting my brain.
I become a puppet in your hands.
As I sink deep in the darkness, I look into your eyes.
I cry tears and realize that the love that I emptied on you has gone with no return.
You look at me with those cold eyes and laugh me off.
I ask myself how can my love warm the heart of the beast.
A loving kiss that touches you lips in all passion  rushes through your body like a boomerang.
She wakes up from the darkness to see the light.
but its too late as my corps lies there with the wounds all open.
My spirit fly's to the sky with the hope to have soften the beats heart more earlier.
If no boundaries were surrounding their love.
If she would allow me to love her unconditionally.
But it is too late.
as i ascend to meet my creator I say to you I love you a love that flows with no end.
I hope you move on with someone that can continue loving you with a stronger frequency than I do.

A security who I am
That's all I am they say
something came my way
A woman that blew me away
I confessed my love and asked for her hand.
She felt my love but looked at me with the tears in her eyes.
I can't marry you as long as you are a security guard.
although I felt the hurt of the words.
I felt these words cut me like a knife.
My dreams started to flow.
A world that me and you live in and nobody knows.
Where nothing matters but two souls that are intertwined with each other.
A world where love has no limits.
I feel my soul getting ****** in your eyes.
I am lost every time I look at you.
The pain of moving on is eating me inside.
You face is engraved in my heart.
The way you talk carry's me away in a fairy tale road
Before I say goodbye I want to say.
If I was breathing my last breath
I would dedicate to you.
As  I leave you now
I want you to remember that what ever happens our love will never break.
so dry those tears and let my love fill  you soul.
Love you nino till the day My soul travels to space and until then my soul will still be a part of you.

What a world I live In
A world so free
A new version of me.
The wind breeze running through the leaves of the trees.
The sun  reflecting its light on the blue sea
What a wonderful world.

Happiness filling your heart
Feeling the life that has a start but no end
your spirit touching the other in complete passion.
Forget the pain and suffering and live your life
God created you to withstand the pain and fell the joy from within

Love for the sake of loving
Give for the sake of living
Absorb the Hate of people and turn it into flowers that bloom
When you get closer You get hit by its beautiful essence
Make me love and make my love reach each soul that need to feel free.
I love all the world as I love myself.
Spread the love.

They say I can't
They say I will not
I am a bamboo tree that resist the howling wind breeze
I am a cactus that survives the hot desert degrees
Can't crack my soul that is hard as steel
All the hateful words trying to break my knees
I feed of hate and to reach the glory I need
You can't break a man who has been beaten down to the highest degree
Rocky Balboa once said that life is not sunshine and roses.
it will beat you down to your knees.
the strongest man will get up and fight to the end time.
I heard this quote more than once till it became a part of me.
The wave will drown anyone who stands in the way of my dreams.
Fight me if you can and i will get my glory even if it means my demise.
I own the elements of surviving failure in order to succeed.
This is me and this is who I am.
Never give up til the day I die.
I have a dead heart that doesn't pump or allow to breath.
Hate me world i will be waiting for the sting of the bees.

poor children of the world die and cry in tears
they have seen the hell that you and I fear.
from **** to poverty to nothing to eat.
sleeping in the ground with no shelter or clothe to wear.
they smile even if you give them a pen to write.
he thinks that pen will change his life although he has no paper to write on.
they appreciate the simplest of things which we think is weird and strange.
when you are poor you will understand what they feel.
they drink ***** water and eat food from the trash.
they live this life just to survive.
you look at there eyes and you see hope they hold.
they think they will be able to inspire the world.
will it worked they got us admire there strength.
millions of charities are given to these children but we still see them suffer and die.
how many of these money actually reach.
i was watching the red nose day who gathered 4 billion pounds in the end to say 60% Tax and the rest is charity.
they feed us this nonsense of how they care and take our money to provide for themselves.
what devils are we dealing with in this world.
how can your soul provide you with this bravery to say it goes for children when you know a lot of that money is in the governments pocket.
Funny how people care the real people try to make a difference without the need of getting paid.
God help these children and give them the strength to battle there illness.

Its crazy that love is a silent killer.
it eats up your soul for dinner.
you become consumed with its essence.
you can't think rationally when love is in presence.
when you heart breaks.
your whole body shakes
you feel there is no more light.
Darkness is the only thing on sight.
you think about her and about her beautiful delight.
your tears flow like a wave that will never stop.
you think did she love me right.
Did I deserve to go through all of this pain and sacrifice.
Nothing will make her come back no mater the price.
hope you have a great life and enjoy the love that made me lose my life

I wanna leave die with a sword going through my neck
There is nothing more painful that living this life filled with daemons
No worth for kind hearted souls
Great souls never live they suffer til there is no more
You do everything you can to help and love but all you get is pain and misery.
My heart beats no more and painted in black full with hate.
Emotions no more flows as the source became stone.
Just rip my heart out and make me bleed.
All thats left is to think of the time of my own dimies.
Nothing matters to me anymore and being bad is no more an option it's a choice that has to be taken.
cold blood gets you through the pain and fills the hole that people through at you with their evil and hate.

They told me love was easy

But you don't understand is my soul was ripped out of my body

Is this humane to let a man soul and throw his remains

You may think that this is the way I wanted our love to end

My heart got shattered and my wounds bleed a river that your words will never stop

Love is not the way you thought it would be

I put my heart out and all I got was suffering and pain

You say that I hurt you although I always cut my tongue if I ever tried to hurt your soul.

You swung your sword and went through me and made me a man with no feelings or soul.

You tell me I love you. 

Do you think that I will ever think about you the same

I never asked from you anything and never wanted to change the person you are.

What did you do

You asked me to change how I look and how I dress just to please everything you want your dream man to be.

It wasn't ******* you as much as it was harder on me to set you free.

You got all my love and emotions drained.

All I hope from this is to tell you good luck and all that remains remains

I wish for you a happy life and a happy husband that you deserve.

Your flushed down the drain
Your heart is in pain
Is it right to end it
Can I live with hurting the one I always thought she was mine
Losing my mind and becoming insane
Is this the way the go
The heart is wounded so deep that it can't be mended
Blood pooring from my veins and it's getting hard to breath
I am drowning in the deep sea and can't Seem to reach the surface.
Depression has taken over me and there is no fighting it now .

from the fire hells i burn
i arise anew human
i care no more about my body and soul
no more pain in my eyes
my blood has clotted and it no more flows
i am a new being which no one can console
i am a new form of the devil that no one can stand
i have surrendered myself to the dark-side
there is no turning back
they say life is filled with light
will i see it as a black world made for people to fight
people eat each others flesh even if that was there own brother
is this the life that should be about love and respect
we breath money and we become selfish
we don't have the humanity to think of others right
let them burn we say when they gave us there heart and trust
this is a cruel world that we all live in
so why don't i make the devil my friend and wait till the world would end.
leave my body to rot in the dirt and surrender all i have got to the other life that i want most.

They ask me if she broke you heart does it hurt?
Well I say it hurts you so deep that your heart has a scar that will never heal.
You feel the wounds are closing but as they are closing you heart changes from being soft to be emotionless as a rock.
Your feeling is stripped from you.
You are no more a human you are an object that doesn't have emotions or passion.

I feel sad
I feel lonely
I never thought that it would be easy
I never thought you would just leave me
My life is empty
When the only thing I loved left me
She forgot about me
My mind is echoing your name
And my heart is bleeding with pain
Is it that easy to not even say goodbye
I loved you more than anything in the world
I remember every word and every situation you had
I will love you till the end of time
It's very hard to get you out of my mind

some people are greedy
devoured by hate and being greedy
all they care about is the money they earn
they don't care about how the work is performed
they **** to smell the fresh smell of money and glory
but is glory money
is money the key
money is just a way for happiness but never will it be the key
helping people and saving lives making others happy makes you happy
praying to God everyday and strengthening your connection with him is being happy
hugging your wife and children everyday and telling them how much you love them is happiness.
think of the good things in life and think on the positive things
don't let the demon take over your brain and make you his slave
be the person you want to be and not what people force you to be
be happy with yourself and what you have got cause that's all you need
people say life is hard well yes it is but you can choose to live it happy if you hold on to what's dear in your life .
prsying to God and making conections with him is being happy

I tried to come closer
But my soul is getting creapier
I don't feel like touching you and preferring to be a dreamer
Every time you get closer
I brush you away from my shoulder
I don't want be the loser of a love that makes my mind and heart more clearer
It's like I am becoming colder.
Don't give up on me til I become sober.
I want to be yours as you are always mine
I am fading in the darkness and starting to decline.
Your love is the only sign I need to become benign
Your the star I need to find my way back to my own self
Don't give up on me and fight for me cause you the only one that's keeping me alive.

Devils eat your soul
Your mind gets cracked
Everything that makes you is dark
You breath the world's evil intentions
And you create your own demon
You take your pen and draw every lie that has been told and every person you would love to hurt
The sun covered with the clouds
Tears of joy turned into tears of pain
There is no more me anymore there is just the desire to make people bleed and suffer
I want to burn every part of my body and feel how it makes me feel
The monster in me is strong enough to devour any good in the world and turn it to the most hedious place in the world

I feel everything is closing down
I feel my life is ending
Is it over
Is all I have done gone forever
I am losing hope to gain what I hoped for
Am I fading and burning up in flames
I don't think so I will battle this killing desire to serinder.
My love is waiting for me with open arms and I can not let her down
I love her that I think of her even when I put my head down
She is the only one I fight for
She is the jewel that I need
I fall many times but I get up til the last breath
Waves are drowning me but my head above the water still breathing and holding on pulling myself from drowning.
I can't stop now cause all I want from this life is feeling free with a girl that gave her love and heart to my drowning soul.
God heal my wounds and sorrow and get me through this darkness to the light that I despretly need to reach.

I saw her in the hospital talking
Her looks got me so amazed
Wanted to get close but I was scared she would push me away
This is my story which is a love tale
I loved her from the first day our eyes met
The first word I heard from her was are you from Sudan I said yes and she said me too
Which dazzled me cause I didn't suspect that and that she was the dream girl I wanted to be with .
I started to joke around with her and as she laughed my heart was filled with happiness and I couldn't stop myself from smilling
I started to give her signs that I am attracted to her and wanted to see did she love me the same way.
I was scared that she may refuse me since I have fallen in love with her and all my senses are calling for her.
Everyone was telling me get engaged to her but the problem was I had nothing but my love that I can provide and I wanted the money in order to make her and I happy as never before.
We had this one fight that I thought I lost her forever .
My heart started pumping and my body started shaking
All I can see was darkness with no light in front of me .
I couldn't delete her from my life or soul.
I was so attached that I feel unhappy anymore.
I wanted to chop myself to pieces just to hear her voice again.
She talked to me after 2 days when I found nothing beautiful anymore my heart starting to fade and nothing ment anything anymore.
We made up and took me sometime to woven my wounds
In the end I decided to confess my love cause I thoought if I don't I will go insane.
I found out more and more she is the girl to be.
The woman I wish to spend my life with til the day I parish or die .
This is the story of the woman I love and never want to leave.
The woman that my soul will always be with her as long as I live.
I love you sweat heart you are all I need.

As I walk in path filled with roses
I look at you and you are the woman to be
I walk down the ile wishing my dream would come true
I hold your hand that feels so smooth
I raise your vail and look deep in your eyes
I see myself in your eyes and the happiness I have inside
I put the ring in your hand as you put the ring in mine
and I feel we are bounded by a bond that will never end
we are the best couple that anyone would imagine or comprehend.
After we get married and our lips meet I feel arush of blood flowing to my heart
this the first true love kiss that I wish it would never end
I never want to leave your side even if death lets us part
your the one who I want to spend my whole life with
I want to wake up every morning to your pretty face and tell you I love you no matter what.
our lives will be filled with happiness and love
and I will love you even if my life would end

They judge of how you look
Should I look like brad Pitt or Nicolas cage
We forgot the importance of the jewel inside that make the beautiful look ugly and the ugly so pretty.
The soul is the core that we should judge not by the looks cause the looks are from God.
A woman can look ordinary but her soul is so beautiful that it shines a light that just blinds. It makes you forget her ordinary looks and see her as the most beautiful woman you have laid eyes on to.
When you judge how people look . Look at yourself in the mirror and judge what you see. Are you handsome do you look even nice , do you deserve people  love do you deserve there respect. They say don't judge a book by its cover isn't that so true but we only hear and say but we never do.
Look at people souls and you will see imaginary beauty that your eyes want believe. This world has taught us to judge the people and what they wear and how they look like and didn't tell us how pretty people are from inside.

Family is power
Family is all that remains
we all say that
but we never do what we say
think about the struggles that your family does
all for your happiness and comfort
not asking for anything in return
your father works everyday to get you the food you need and the education you obtain
He never rests uneye til he sees you safe
mothers what can I say
they westand the pain to bring you life
they sit next to you and never sleep when your sick and tired
They give you all the love that nkbody could give
they love you no matter how much you did wrong
these are just simple thing from major sacrifices they have done
how do we repay them
some of us hit them withno mercy or thought
we shout out them and treat them like devils who have nothing to do but torcher us
they try to give us a hand and we just shut them up
when they become old we through them in nursing home to not deal with there problems at all.
although they cared for us when we scream and shout.
they never told us to go somewhere to not bother them and never to be heard again
they pray for us everyday but have we done the same.
everybody hold your hands up high and thank God for the family we have.
it is a blessing and a gift to have a loving parent in this dark cool place.
hug your mother and your father everyday and thank them for everything they made.
to make you the man or woman you are today .
pray for them everyday to protect them and to have mercy on them when they pass away.

Is it dark
Is it worth to live
All I see is darkness and nothing seems to let me grin
I feel sadness runing through my blood
I cut myself to see if it hurts or not
I feel no pleasure I have no pain
All I see is a life with no gain
Nothing I want and nothing to attain
I wanted to burn myself till nothing remains
Or maybe try to be squished by a train
This is my life it is so plane filled with darkness and shame.
I enjoy seeing my blood drop and make a stain
I want to find pleasure in tourchering every part of my humain
I know I am sick I know I have no brain
But it is better to die this way
Nothing can cure this disease I attain
No force on earth can help me through the pain.
I think after all this I became insane
Nothing to love or obtain
Only death can make me saine.

You think it's a friend but it really isn't
It blackens your heart and blackens your soul
It's burns for you to **** you even more
When it's beside you it makes people run away
It's black smoke makes you Smell like burnt grain.
It's make you feel empty without it and it makes you go insane
It's the only thing that keeps you sain
It's hard to leave and hard to get away
It's got by a chain that can never break
If it's got you it breaks you and make you feel ashamed
The only think that can beat it is the will to withstand leaving it  alone
You fight the disease that's controlling your brain.
Convince yourself that you are strong and have no fear.

I close my eyes and begin to dream
Of a world that includes you and me
You sing to the birds with beautiful symphony. That gets my heart mad.
I hold your hands that are soft and warm.
I kissed your lips and made me freeze cold
I looked in your eyes and I was mesmorized from a beauty that only angels posses
You touched my heart and I couldn't be more alive .
Feeling your love that got me hepnatized
We hug each other all night.
I whispered I love you and I always will.
You are like the sheath that covers my heart
That holds it right and protects it from harm.
Her beauty made the roses sway and her soul lightens up the sky.
This moment was a moment I wanted to keep til I die.
Her love is so amazing that our hearts are beating at the same time.
Love I always want you to be mine and nothing to keep us apart even if my soul leaves my body and my body is burned to ashes.
My soul will keep loving you and waiting to see your pretty face.

As I follow the path of destruction
and see the dead bodies in my path
women running and children killed
sick world we live in
where no one forgives
all there is **** and **** some more
old men are bullied and tortured to death
it an animal kingdom where the strongest wins
where is the peace and where is the mercy
shouldn't we only attack the people who attack us and leave the others with mercy
shouldn't we respect all living things from animals and plants
war is no more spears and swords
its a cowardly game where a bomb is thrown from faraway and kills who ever it kills weather they are involved or not.
people started to have their souls ripped fro them
they became with black hearts with nothing else than to destroy and concur.
all they think about is their precious seats and the money they posses.
not caring about the peoples lives that goes in veins and parish in the grounds with their family crying til their eyes bleed.
I wish this war would end and we would all live in peace as one units.
we are all part of this big planet called earth and we should all be treated the same.

Legends are not made of swords and wars
Legends are people who free the world
Weather it is a man denying to be abused
Or a women who got rapped refuses to be accused.
They fight for there freedom by hands or tongue
Even if they get killed or hung
They refuse to live a life where they are slaves to government scums
Legends are made and not born from none
when the world is against them they stand their ground

They tell you impossible
They tell you never happens
well is it possible that a man who left a school
is a man we all look up to and we mention his name when it comes to physics.
is it possible for a woman who used to serve soldiers and treat there wounds when she is just a none and to be known by nurses til this day.
is it possible that a fighter from Kentucky who was treated differently for his religion become one of the best known boxers of our time.
is it possible for a black nation to rise to freedom breaking the chains of slavery by a mans voice of freedom that is on blacks and whits tongues til this time and is celebrated for his courage.
is it possible for an Indian man to free his country from colonization and gather them to be one wall and one body against there enemy.
Now I ask you can you achieve the possible?
can you look at these greats and become the greatest.
can you look past the I can't and I will not?
Face you fears as Nike say impossible is nothing
rise up and fight life with fists of steel.
cause no one can stop you and no one will.
the only thing that can hold you down is you and God.
Achieve, fight , sweat and bleed and you will get to a thing we all want.
Not to be great but to be legends

as i breath my last breath
as my soul leaves my chest
I stare and wonder is this the end
I remember the life I lived
with all the memories flashing back at me
I remember my mom telling me about this day
about how you should do good and please your God
before there comes a day when there is no coming back
I used to laugh at her and think that she was crazy
but now I realize what she was blabbering about
but now its too late
my body is cold and unable to move
my heart is stopping and my brain is shutting off
The angel of death is calling your time is up
as my soul leaves my body and I get buried in the deep ground
I see my wife's eyes crying and my son staring at me in fear
I try to talk to them but no one could hear
I want to tell my son goodbye and kiss my wife's lips one last time.
I am done and I am gone with no way of coming back.
Death has no mercy as it comes all of sudden knocking on your door.
Make sure you do good before that time apprehends.
Pray to your God to have mercy on  you and forgive you for your sins.
My soul now is floating to the sky to meet its creator and to be decided where my fate would be.

you feel alone
you feel betrayed
no body cares
no body feels
you do a lot
but all they think of is the mistakes that you have done
as they say you give but unfortunately you don't receive
people say you are selfish
they don't know what you are going through
they do mistakes which you give a thousand reasons for
but when it is you its all over from there.
this is what they call friendship
and this is how people think and how people react
they tell you well i tried to solve the problem but I don't want to be apart of it cause i don't want to get in trouble
well its your problem not yours
That's so funny i thought we are in together for better and for worse
its easy to accuse than it is to forgive
we forget the good and hold on to the bad
Allah knows what is in my heart and what i think
this is the only thing i want to please.
my mom, dad and sweat heart you will always be carved in my heart.
forget the others who say they care but don't.

women shout out your names so loud
the world need those voices to be heard
you are not objects to be played or abused
they sing about how you look and what junk you hold
aren't you all about brains and a soul that you behold
aren't you a gift from God that is not made just to treat like something with no heart or brain just an animal to feed and have pleasure with
All I see is singers singing about what a girls body looks like and how she should shake her ****.
Don't they think that it may generate thoughts of abusing her or get ing ***** or shot.
Behind the melodys and the rhymes is words that hurt women and make them feel dead more than alive
Women are a diamond that we should hold on too and protect with hour lives.
We talk about women that way not knowing that they will take over the world someday .
I hope of the world to treat women as equal and as a human with a heart and soul.

As your body touches the ground
And as you rot in the ground
I cover you with the sand
With my soul bleeding
My eyes crying til I became blind
I lost the one I really adored
I find myself falling down the drain
Miss the way you held me close
The way you always tell me everything is ok
Your kiss that always made me smile
You left me with no goodbyes
I suffer everyday looking at your picture that is always haunting my mind
I wish I can see your ghost or your reflection in the clear sea
Wish God could take my soul to be next to you
Tell you that I love you and my heart finds its key again
The thought of you makes me break
So as I am sitting near your grave I say
I love you and I will be waiting for the day I meet you again.

This to a person that I carry so heavy
we fight a lot hate each other that we wanna smash our heads
you are my flesh and blood
we hate each other but yet we get back and love each other
no matter the fights we have nothing can break us apart
we are a rock that stand against the wind and gust
we make a tight band that never budge
I would love if you would sometimes respect what I want you to get rid off
I would love if you would calling me names and say that I am selfish and a fool.
lost of things I do or I sacrifice it is just for you.
I defend you a lot but all you see is the flaws I make
I love you my brother we are more than just flesh and blood
we are more than two people born from the same mother
we are two souls brought to this world to hold each others hand when the time gets rough
we are here to comfort and push each other to the limits that non of us thought we could recover.
I hope brother these words hits you and you can discover
how much you mean to me and that i care about no other
these words I say to you with all my heart and my soul.
and I pray to God may you see what I see and we never drift away
we come a bamboo tree that sways with the wind and never breaks just bends

come and hold my hand
I want to shout out to the living
to show them that i am in love
surround yourself with roses
and shatter them high
it is a start of a new beginning
you close the hole in my soul
and let me breath your essence
I see the fairies are jealous from the beauty they are facing
your eyes shine through my soul
and your love is heaven
I pray to God that you stay forever
and never die alone
your kisses are my passion
and your hugs are my souls delight
you feed me your love and my heart starts pumping
my blood becomes your blood and our hearts beats as one.
God blessed me with your presence and to that I thank
I hold you tight and paint your picture with my blood
your love is running through my veins and making me feel right
your the one and the only women that i will ever have.
your the eternity i wish to be in.
love you with all the tears in my eyes
and my soul never wants to leave your side

green it is
oxygen it brings
with trees so high
and flowers so colorful
it gives so much
but we return so little
from it we are created
and to it we return
from it we eat
and to it we dissolve
supplies us with life
while we selfishly destroy it with all our might
we can not repay it for all the blessings it gave
the maximum we can do is protect it like we protect our wives
the bees travel between its flowers and produce the honey
that once tasted heals and bring sweat pleasure to your heart and soul
the sea that is a reflection of the blue sky above us
it is so pure it washes the dirt of our body
it gives us piece when we look and satisfaction when we swim in it

i feel confused
i feel the thoughts running like a great wave
i see things that nobody can see
my brain consumes my body
like the tiger consumes its pray
its hunting me down and making my life hell
i am hearing voices that pierces my ears
makes me fall in a dark alley that i can't even scream
get out of my head stop controlling my thought.
i need a cipralex medicine to calm me down
although that maybe no use when my imaginary demon
cuts me limb from limb
through me to the sharks and make me wimp
this dark room i am in has no light within
i will keep fading in its darkness til the bitter end
nothing can save me nothing ever will
not even a psychiatrist with the greatest skill

lock up your doors
shut your windows
its the time to tremble
everyone get ready to die
the angels are coming to take our souls
the world is ending near and there is no sacrifice
the earth is cracking and the volcanoes are flooding
this is the end of the world and fear is all upon us
the mother forgets her daughter and the husband forgets his wife
as we approach our God with our goods and sins
we walk the long path to heaven and hell
you see the crawling people and the people who are falling
lets do good and pray before the dooms day approaches
when there is no savior but the goods you have done and the goods within
hold on tight to the rope that God gave you
to pull you out from the devil and his words of sin

Get up from the dust
get out of your grave
rise up high you have a mission to attain
your not over yet
you still have the time
You may be down
but you didn't loose the fight
Raise your head up
that you can reach the sky
you feel all is gone
but you have alot to prove
dont sit there and wine
dont be weak and accept your fait
be a worioer be a hero
cause thats what you are
and thats what you can become

You women are strong  you women are tuff
Don't think that women married to a man is enough
The strong women support the man and makes him rough
Women face this world fighting until they get enough
You think that women are not strong without man
Where that's were you don't understand that a man without a woman is not enough
Women are not appreciated for the stuff the do instead they are told they are weak and can't handle a world that is cruel and rough. Women stand high and don't ever think you are not strong enough.

are you there? do you love me? or are you better of without me?
i asked these questions every time me and you combine. as the sea hits the beach shore that how much i want to hug you and tell you i love you. are you the wave that will take me away or are you steady leaving me standing in shame.
your eyes glow as your  heart spreads the light to your soul.
capture my heart as an angel separates the soul from its flesh.
my eyes bleed to your heavenly face and my heart stops to the trace of your touch.
you spread your wings and blow the oxygen i breathe.
you made me get lost in the world underneath your feet.
your love keeps me safe from the demons that try to brake me.
your the reason i am still alive you the reason my life didn't get a dive.
touch me love and make me feel the mercy of your love and take me where no one has ever been.
my last prayer is you and my last dream is all you.
my brain is drained with the though of you that my brain cells can never be the same with out you presence shining upon them.
cut me deep and feed me my blood that screams with love to the woman i will always and forever love.
cut me to drink every last drop of memories and passion i have for you.
i am crazy and drunk just screaming your name out in the dark.
i always tell you i love you like the sea but that is just a piece of what i feel.
i love you til the world and space collide. i love you til God destroys the world from inside.
i love you to the degree that this will be the last word i would say before i die.
i love you my love til the end of time

I am fading and the peaces of my body are turning to ashes.
The only part that's beating is your heart into mine.
So take my ashes and spread it in the sand
And keep my heart close. Your esence and your spirit live a into mine. I can't bare the sight of losing you as I see the complection of me into you. I stare at the water and all I see is your face lighten up the blue sky. If I called you with any beautiful name I could find in would never be close to describing a quarter of you. My passion is to draw your face and tattoo it to my heart so that whenever I feel lonely you are imprinted in my heart. You dim the lights of the stars and the moon with your presence. You make the sun shy away from your smile.
I tremble to hear your name I kneel to the sound of it. I pray to see your face one more time to say these words that my soul has been meaning to say.
I love you forever and till the end of my time

the rooms of my brain are full of thoughts that if I spit them out I will suffer and die. thoughts that are so major it makes people bleed and cry.
but there is only this one thought that is occupying the corners of my mind.
so precious and so exhilarating it is making me blind from the truth.
thinking of it employs my heart with joy and making me feel like a little boy.
it is this thought that makes the world have no meaning.
it is this though that makes life more demeaning.
i try to stop it but it is so powerful that i have no control over it.
this thought is the thing that me and you need in our lives.
it is the thing that is keeping us a live.
its is the only thing making us humans not some crazy shenanigans.
love is the thought that brings us together through rough and joy times.
its the power of love that makes us survive the bumps of life.
i give my love to all who hurt me because he made me rise
i give my love to my parents for making me a man
i give my love to people who love me for giving me your support even if i don't deserve it.
i give my love to Allah who is always here to pick me up when i fall and watches over me.
and to you my love who you know who you are for being my special a dearest rock that knows my naked soul and thoughts and is patient with my mistakes.
love you my love always and forever even if my heart stops pumping and the angels take my last breath away.
you are the only thought in my mind and you are the love that I will never have.

The light that  gave me power parished
The breeze that made me smile vanished
Where oh where are you my love
Are you close or are you looking at me from a far.
I feel that you essence is fading and my heart is weaking
I wish the sun would rise again and the clouds would disappear.
Your eyes have captured your beauty
And your smile captured my heart
You became a fantasy that I need to have to survive.
You love is going through my veins and supplying ny heart with the force to pump
Your beauty is indescribable and you love is unreachable.
You are the combiniation between life's fantasy and reality.
The angles envy the jewel that makes my world tick.
Your name keeps on repeating in my head like I am a crazy man addicted to crack
I remember your every detail from what you wear to the way you stare at life with glowing eyes.
Mai you are the only girl I want in my life
I miss you so much that nothing can suffice
Without seeing your pretty face close to my heart and soul.
Nothing seems worth it without you in my crazy delusional life.

I feel your sand surround me.
i feel you love all around me.
i am a part of you.
and you are a part of me.
i see your flag waving up high.
calling for people to stay alive.
to fight for it freedom.
even if it means there demise.
your the only place where i wanna be.
smell your fresh breath.
see the river Nile pass you by.
watering all the plants in its way.
reading your history is enough to make you smile.
you are the only place that makes me wild.
you make me release my inner child.
Sudan your in my mind.
i will be back to you even if i go blind.
Sudan you are my assigned home.
even if all the stars aligned.

The demons are haunting my mind with evil things that I even can't describe. They want me to hurt the people I hate just to get satisfied. I am blinded from the truth and the path of good.  All I want to do is make close people decide. It became my passion to make people couincide with my evil thoughts and the pass of destruction I designed. I want to a doctor that can prescribe a drug to **** the devil inside. The only way to be free is make good and evil collide and hope that my demons will be realesed outside of my body and soul. This light seems far to achieve but I am not going to loose my grip. I will fight to the bitter end til my heat turns white. God relieve this pain and take me to the heavens of delight.

My heart started beating in a speeding rush
Some force made my brain shut
Made everything around me feel just perfect in a world filled with lust.
A wind breeze brought my soul back to life.
She took me to a world of heavens and filled with angels dust of love and away from a life based on mistrust. She has a jewel that no one can have or adjust. She stole my heart and she became my drug. She made me love her to an extent that my heart canct pump without her being by my side and giving me a loving ******. I will love you forever til I die and turn into dust. You are the only one I will ever love and trust.