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mrmonst3r Jul 2015
Those foolish words
you..                            hesitate
To say,
Just might make
someone's day.
Cheesy. I'm not even sorry.
mrmonst3r Jul 2015
Nothing's left
That's worth my breath
I fought and fought
To stave off death
I wrestled demons
You couldn't see
becoming something
I shouldn't be
I cut through sinew
I splintered bone
Despite the company
I suffered alone
You said you cared
I thought you knew
I'd never survive
Without you
As skin was tested
blood bloomed
My will was bested
denying doom
I saw it hung
behind each scene
Your heart unshackled
Your conscience clean
Love fits so neatly
back on the shelf
My final desire
To erase myself.
Just struggling with mental illness and heartache, this isn't a goodbye.
  Jul 2015 mrmonst3r
John Donne
Wilt thou forgive that sin where I begun,
  Which is my sin, though it were done before?
Wilt thou forgive that sin through which I run,
  And do run still, though still I do deplore?
When thou hast done, thou hast not done,
    For I have more.

Wilt thou forgive that sin by which I have won
  Others to sin? and made my sin their door?
Wilt thou forgive that sin which I did shun
  A year or two, but wallowed in a score?
When thou hast done, thou hast not done,
    For I have more.

I have a sin of fear, that when I have spun
  My last thread, I shall perish on the shore;
Swear by thyself, that at my death thy Son
  Shall shine as he shines now and heretofore;
And, having done that, thou hast done,
    I fear no more.
mrmonst3r Jul 2015
This appointment for you to ****
dissect the scattered patterns
                  sinking in my skull
Do I struggle
against intrusion?
alien footsteps
in fear, desperation, in woe
My burning tears seen as weakness
madness —
an irresponsible lie
I'm stronger, I'm gentler than
you can understand.
Golden moon and Stars aglow
A monster
mitigating my own pain

disappointing all that I know.
mrmonst3r Jul 2015
My love became a full stop
In the twisting of my days
An isolating anchor
That dragged me to the deep
This pain became a reason
I put my heart to sleep
Burn the spoken words
We shared
No one heard them anyway
Company is agony
That's why I walk away.
Ebb
I know what my heart is like
  Since your love died:
It is like a hollow ledge
Holding a little pool
  Left there by the tide,
  A little tepid pool,
Drying inward from the edge.
mrmonst3r Jul 2015
K
Loving her
Was like finding an ocean
After a lifetime
Treading
in muddy puddles.
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