We can hide in the darkness hurting, or allow Christ to heal us in the Light.
I need Christ healing touch to ease not just my brokenness but my pain as well.
For I am tired of hurting because of evil one attacks upon my life.
I know that Christ wanted better things for my life but I allow my broken mind to become disobedient.
For if I would had seen his wisdom in  what other people had told me.
My life today would have been different a better life I would had.
But I choose to follow my desires , instead of seeing the truth in the matter.
I would had such a much better life in Christ if I would had listen to them.

For almost my whole life , I felt overwhelming sorrow.
But as of lately, I realize that my sorrow was cause by ill-thinking.
For I have been deceived into wrong way thinking the whole time.
For I have not been rejected, for there are many that still love me.
I am not unlovable, but through Christ my Savior I am special.
Everyone is special, because even through their trials in life.
They are still in love with our precious Lord and Savior.
Christ will never ever give up on us, it is we that gives up on him.
For he loved us enough to died on the cross for each of us.

To truly Love you , would be to keep praying for you to be blessed.
To truly Love you, is to have you on my mind through thick and thin.
To truly Love you , is to spend some time enjoying fellow-shipping.
To truly Love you, the way that Christ loves you  is true Love indeed.
To truly Love is to love others unconditionally no matter what happens.
To truly Love you, is with great joy that Christ place you in my life.

The Savior is coming soon , we need to quit focusing on the blood moon.
For we need to start to  focus on saving souls for the Kingdom to come again.
We need to focus less on who is saved and who is not saved in this world.
For we need to start to focus on the Kingdom to come once again people.
Our Mission and our Purpose is to reach out to the lost in this world.
For we need to start to focus on the Kingdom to come again instead of other things.
For we leave the lost and the save in Christ hands, for he is the judge of everything.

Christ will not only rescue us, but restore us as well.
For he will finish what he has startled in each of us.
For he loves us so much, that he want us to be perfect.
He will raise us up in the last days to be mighty Warriors.
Fighting not through flesh and blood but spiritually.
For our battle will not be a fist battle but a scripture one.
So by putting thy full armor of Christ on each day.
Shall prepare each of us for the evil war before us.

O Lord God, thank you for creating me to be born in the united states.
From California unto Maine, I am bless to be a part of united states.
I thank the Lord for this land and its Freedom and what its stand for.
For the united states is my precious country and I am thankful for it.
I am so bless to live in a free state, no its not perfect but its still great.
I would no trade in being raise in any other country in this world.
I been bless by so many people, that grew up where I did in Iowa.
I not only thank the Lord for the city of my birth but the people there as well.
I thank the Lord for the beautiful and free country of the united states.
Where lots of the people are very awesome and wonderful friends and family to me.
I love the people that I gotten to know that are from other countries as well.
As well as the people that are from other states in the united states.
God bless my spiritual family no matter where they might be from.
For I love every single one of them, Christ is so very awesome indeed.

Peace only comes after war been fought.
Life only becomes better after a rough spell.
People change after losing something.
Safety is only added after someone dies.
This is the way of this world stuck in sin.
But the new earth and heaven shall be different.
For there shall be no suffering nor sin in it.
Only true Joy worshiping our true King.

Live life as a warrior, seek Christ every chance that you can.
For his Spirit within you is greater then the demonic ones.
Be not afraid to stand up against wickedness and sin.
For through we are in the flesh right now, we are still spiritual beings.
Just like God, the angels too we are Spiritual Warriors not fleshy ones.
So seek Christ pray and use your sword every single day.
Thus by doing these you shall be strengthening for the battle ahead.
Remember you are not fleshy person but a Spiritual Warrior.

Some days, I see Christ saving grace and awesome mercies in my life.
Other days I can not feel anything except my own hurts and sufferings.
Still other days , I feel like I can raise the dead and walk upon the water.
Still I know that each and everyone of those days Christ has been with me.
Even the days where I was crawling on empty barely moving that day.
For he shall never leave nor forsake us, for we belong to him alone.
But some days , he may be working behind the screens for us.
Still other times its him that is carrying us to where we need to be.
No matter what is going on in your life just trust that Christ is there.

Your love for me leaves me breathless and in awe.
In the morning, I , talk with you, in the evening .
I praise your most worthy name my Savior.
For your beauty is so Awesome my Savior.
I love you Lord Jesus, you are everything to me.
I am not ashamed to say just how much I adore you.
Your Love is sweeter then the most sweetest cake.
I will forever worship you my Lord and King.
Thank you fort saving my life, and my soul.

O Holy Creator, The Word, your words speak life into my soul.
Your words are healing vapor, healing my inner being always.
As dark as my life has been, your Light shines healing ray into it.
cleansing me of my addictions, sins, and most of all my attitude.
For you change people from the inside-out cleansing them.
Of everything that is not of you, thus we then resemble you God.
For you are always working cleansing and molding us too.

We all have free will, a will to save or a will to ****.
To do good, and save lives or to do evil and destroy.
God allow us to have free will to see which we will choose.
Whether we pick him, or choose to live worldly its our choice.
At the same point we will either be taken into heaven.
Or we shall end up going down to the burning pit call hell.
Where the worms never die and neither does the fire.
So basically its your call, choose wisely what you pick.

Live, Learn, Love Share and Care.
Faith, Grace, Mercy, Peace, and Sacrifice.
Be not angry, hateful, shameful, nor accusing.
For Christ is the truth love deeply and forever.
Forever focus on Christ Kingdom first, always.
Be slow to anger, share his word with the world.

My heart needs touch by the Living God, to become completely healed.
From all the hurts, rejections, from all of the deaths that have occurred.
For only he can see the extent of all of these, only he can wipe my heart clean.
No human can perceive, the hurt, anger, and rejection that a person can feel.
For only Christ can see all and know the issues that we have gain from life.
For to be perfect with no problems is fraud, for everyone has some issues.
For we all have some hurts, pains, and sufferings that we have gone through.
We all need Christ to come into our hearts, to wipes them completely clean.
This way we will be just as emotional clean as Heart Love Clean.
For you can love with this pain and suffering, for love is a verb a action.
Its not a feel noun for that love does not come from God above.
I once loved a woman with this overwhelming love, it does not come from God.
For the love was so powerful that she became my God , but Christ saved me from this addicted love.

By Faith, you answered when God called you.
By Faith,, you follow Christ and his teachings.
By Faith, you became a child of the Living God.
By Faith, you have put your trust in Christ.
By Faith, you lay down your will to pick up his.
By Faith, you obeyed God and quit being rebellious.
By Faith, you have become healed and delivered.

God uses the most simplest of things to reveal himself, to those looking.
Example he uses nature the rainbows and the storms, the waterfalls.
He uses the seasons to reveal himself like the seasons in a mans life.
Spring is when you were born and child till you grow up into adult.
The summer season is when you are young adult till middle age in life.
Fall season is when you are middle age until you hit becoming elderly in life.
Winter season is when you are elderly until Christ takes you home after death,
So just like the seasons in a year they were created after the seasons in our lives.

We may not always be happy but we can always have joy to fill us.
Christ gave us grace when we deserved none, he loves us more then we know.
For we are his masterpieces, he could have gave that honor to the angels.
But instead he gave that honor to us a broken people whom are not perfect.
He reveals himself through us and the trials that each of us goes through.
His grace is sufficient, he leads us toward him and his kingdom above.
For he is Spirit, we are flesh but one day we shall be spirit as well.
So he transforming us as we draw even closer to him and his will for us.

Remembering a time, I thought was difficult but now realizing.
The truth of the matter  it was uncomfortable at worst case.
But at the time it seem quite difficult , but I had Gods help.
Though out my life I thought I was living in hopelessness.
Because I felt unloved , unwanted, and very rejected in life.
But still I was alive, there were and still are people that love me.
I listened too much to the twisted evil one whispering in my ear.
When in fact there were some that really did care about me.

When you came to me , you ask me what I needed.
Since I am very broken, you already knew this too.
So I said that I needed to be healed by you God.
So since then you been working on four things.
1 You are healing me, second you are delivery me.
Third , you have been working on building my faith.
The fourth and final thing is trusting you Lord.
Through it all the trust is the most important of all.
In all relationships are based on trusting the other person.

I have been broken most of my life hurt and alone.
But only alone through human understanding.
For the Lord my God, he has never left me .
He never will ever leave me either, God is Awesome.
For he has rescue me from so much and he loves me.
He is my rock, my foundation is built upon his love.
For I am very special to him, actually we all are.
For he is the God of Love and Saving Salvation.
He stands at the door of our hearts knocking.
Are you going to let him in, so he can make your heart,,
His home too sharing communing with you.

The tears still fall, even though it been a fear years since last we met.
I know that I was never meant, to meet you in person but I did.
Still you made a huge impact upon me, which should have never happen.
Still my thoughts race to old memories of us spending time together.
I still hope that I shall see you in Heaven, because it will not be here.
At least then we can talk about happier times that we have in heaven.
Because the last time I seen you, was very heart-breaking for me.
But I know that God will turn this into something beautiful here.

O Saving God, I am at your mercy, save me.
For what do I have to lose if you do not exist.
But you do live God this I know in my heart.
But the fact of the matter, is what does anyone..
have to lose if you do not exist, for this world is dark.
The point is now days everyone is suffering a lot.
At least we your people have your strength to relie on.
So it is better to suffer, with you to help us get through it.
Then to suffer on our own , when the strength is gone.
Then we would commit suicide or something Lord.

Everything depends on circumstances in each of our lives.
For each road leads us to a different life journey here.
It depends on the road that each of us may take to get there.
If I was to go the broad load that only leads to death and destruction.
Then my Journey would lead me to a far different way of living.
One of pleasures, destruction, and eternal death and sufferings.
But by going down this narrow one that involves suffering here.
My next life shall be a far different one after getting judged by God.
For I shall be deemed precious child by the Lamb of God because I followed him.

Here send me to help those whom are hurting Lord.
For I know from experience how they are feeling.
Here send me to help those caught up in their struggles.
For I know from experience how they are feeling.
Here send me to help the broken and brokenhearted LORD.
For I know from experience just how much they are feeling.
So send me and others to help lead them out of their sufferings.
Bring us to a place where they shall see you in me and want you too.
So that they shall follow me out of their current situation God.

O many live a life of guilt and remorse, a life of long-suffering.
A life of self-destruction wanting to become a memory to the world.
But the whole time Christ holds out his hand for you to grab.
But in your blindness, you keep pushing it away feeling unworthy.
Still he holds it there, for he is ready to hug you and encourage you.
If only you would let him in, he would take away all of your guilt.
For he would forgive you faster then us humans ever would.
If only you would go to him and ask for him to forgive you.
But still the guilt is there and so is the self-destruction mode.

Are you afraid of failing so you fail to give your all.
Or are you afraid of succeeding beyond your expectations.
Are you afraid of the power which you wield because of Christ.
Or are you lost and afraid that your failure would make you sick.
Or are you born again yet afraid of letting Christ down.
Which ever that you are being a child of Christ is a blessing.
For he loves each and every one of you with unconditional love.

Just like a pencil we have to have our minds sharpen in order to write Christ words.
Just like a piece of corn we have to die in order to gain a fruitful life.
Just like a sponge we have to soak up Gods words so that we may become a blessing to others.
We need to dive into Christ words so that we may find healing through them.
For words are powerful and Christ words are super powerful to our souls.

Lord I don't care what people think about my love for you.
There are a lot of fools in this world whom don't want to believe in you.
They enjoy sinning way too much, to want to give it up for you.
My love for you is real, I am not afraid to say I love you God.
You are everything to me, I have nothing but what you give to me.
I am blessed by you , I have what I need and that's enough.
My life is a blessed by you, its not always easy to live this life.
But through your strength, I get through it everyday God.

Now and forever I stand, with Christ and Israel my family.
For they were God's chosen long before the United States.
They are still God's chosen people even after their unfaithfulness.
Actually we are all unfaithful to Christ, but he is still faithful.
For he is Holy without any sin,  but we are like ***** rags.
But he seen something in us, something worth dying for.
To save us from the burning pits of hell,  to place us in heaven.
He rescue us while we were yet his adversaries here on the earth.

I been broken almost all of my life.
I been taking it the wrong way as well.
I always consider it as a huge curse upon me.
But it was actually a blessing in disguise.
For if it was not for the brokenness, in me.
I would not have ever gotten to know God.
For he reveal himself to me through the brokenness.
Thus so the brokenness was actually a super blessing
I thank my Savior for the blessings that he bestow upon me.

You can take the path road, that leads to everyone else.
You can use the wide bridge that is safety built for comfort.
You can land that job with great wealth and traveling.
You can married that beautiful woman and have many kids.
You can do all of this in comfort and much pleasure too.
You can think only of your family and friends reject the rest.
But I will take the unmark road that leads to suffering and pain.
I will take the bridge that is swinging and very narrow indeed.
For me and my people we want the unmark road that leads to Christ.

A follower of Christ , is a rebel to the ways of the world.
Just as the worldly are rebellious against our Awesome God.
We rebel against the evil ways that the worldly live their live by.
We love even those that despise us, for we are a people that love.
It is the thing about us that stand out the most to other people.
For we know that the lost are being deceive by the evil ones.
That they know not what they are doing, we need to keep them in prayer.
The evil demons hates us because we are a people of great Light.
That Christ uses the Light to reveal the evil deeds of those evil demons.
Thus drawing people away from those wicked demons and their people.

We who walk on the path, headed toward our Savior.
Walks in the Light of our God, for he is our truth.
He is our only Light, and he is our only Hope too.
Without him there is only death and destruction.
For he is the way the only true way to Salvation.
Anyone whom believe any different is being deceived.
So trust in him, relie on him and you shall live in freedom.
For he will deliver you from all sin and addictions too.

I may fall upon my face, but at those time I shall turn it around to worship you.
For when I mess up , I want you to turn it around for your Glory only.
Cause you deserve all of the Praise, for when I fall upon my face.
For only you are worthy, you lead me from the darkness into the Light.
You save when even I gave up on myself, I am so unworthy God of my Heart.
If it was not for you I would be rotting in h3ll right at this very moment.
I did not deserve it but you gave me another chance to live anyway Lord.
Throughout all of my tears falling like water falls yet here I stand.
Not because I deserve it but because you love me so very much God.

We all have a past, things that we would rather forget.
But we all have fond memories as well, good things.
We all have past loves, people that have touch our hearts.
We all have seen beauty in one form or another too.
We all have seen misery too and felt some kind of pain.
But to be honest until you find God, Lord Jesus.
Your life shall be not be as great as it could be.
For he is a healing God, a saving Savior the Creator.
He is the rescuer, the Redeemer of Men , my Salvation.

There is but one Light which brings true Hope.
For most people crave the darkness to hide their deeds.
But when you step into the Light , your darkness revealed.
So stand in the Light allow it to shine through you always.
Thus revealing your deeds to this world are sincere.
Thus drawing people to your Gods throne room.
For then they too shall become children of the Light.
Leading the Lost, hopeless, and hurting into Gods Light too.

We are not perfect right now, but one day perfection shall be my name.
I am still half way between coal and a diamond, but Christ is still working.
One day we shall be a flawless diamond, that Christ has perfected .
For he shall us into a work of art a great master piece .
We shall then be a great friends to all of those that love our God.
For then they shall see Christ in us and in everything that I do.
For then I shall be a twin to the true Living God my Lord Jesus.
One day we all shall be name Perfection in Christ the Living God.

God you have been there for me through out my entire life.
The tears that I cried throughout my whole life the pain.
Though I suffered much, Christ has never left my side.
The sins that I had committed was drop in the well of forgetfulness.
My heart aches , for those that shall never know my Savior.
My heart also ache for those that are in extreme pain right now.
I wish that I could heal each one of them that are hurting now.
For Christ loves each and everyone of us, it matters not where they go.
Heaven or the other place he still loves each and everyone of us.

What would I do if I was to become famous celebrity.
I would use that gift to become a voice for those hurting.
I would use that gift to open the eyes of those that are wrong.
I believe that lot of churches are doing the opposite of Christ.
They kick people out of their church that are truly hurting.
They kick out the innocent the used and hurting as well.
They allow those that are the cause to be a member .
Example I seen women that only wanted to be loved.
But instead she is used and played by every man she met.
Yet it is her that some churches reject from their church.
We are called to not just love the lovable but the unlovable as well.

To be loved, you have to love others.
To be strong, you have to overcome weakness.
To be brave you have to learn to trust Christ.
To be free, you have to die to self daily.
For once you put all things into the hands of God.
Then your life shall continue to be transform.
You shall slowly be transform into a likeness of Christ.
So learn to trust in your Creator, for he is the Almighty.
The one whom spoke everything into existence, that is good.

We have  to love unconditional, love everyone and love deeply.
We have to trust God, and not fear what might happen if we start to love.
For the evil one will try to scare us into not loving unconditional.
But since Christ loves us like this , we need to love others the same way.
So Love hard, trust Christ and forgive all that have hurt us.
This way people shall see Christ shining through each of us.
So all that we need to do is trust the Creator of the universe.

Where there is Love, there is Christ.
Where there is Peace, there is Christ.
Where there is Hope there is Christ.
Where his people fellowship together.
There is Christ fellow shipping too.
For where there is his love for others.
He shall be there blessing and protecting them.
Where his flock is, there he is the Good Sheppard.

Christ lives in Heaven above with the Father of all creation.
For the Father and Jesus showed Jesus how to give life.
For as the Word stated in the bible that he learn everything.
From the Father, he could do nothing without the Father.
Just like we learn everything that we know Spiritually.
From the Holy Spirit which learn it from the Christ.
We could do nothing Spiritual on our very own at all.
For to heal others we are working with the Holy Spirit.
This is why Jesus calls him the helper because he helps us.
Christ shows the Helper everything that he learns from the Father.

When things start to become hard for you to handle them.
Whatever does not destroy you only make you stronger.
That there will be times when we have no control over things.
Be not afraid whatever going to happen to you will happen.
Also Christ is in control everything bad that happens is for a reason.
So whatever you may be going through right at this very moment.
Stand fast do not be afraid and whatever is happening never give up.
For there is a reason even if we do not know what it is, trust and stand firm.

Rain upon me Holy Spirit with your healing touch.
Rain upon everyone your healing touch Holy Spirit.
For I am tired of suffering unless it is to be use to help others.
Some people enjoy their sufferings , but I would rather not.
O Holy Spirit how can we reveal Christ Faithfulness.
If all we do is suffer , for is that not how the lost live.
So rain upon your people your healing touch God.
So that all of your people may reach out to the lost.
Revealing to them a much better way to live life.

When you have no one in your life, when you hurt too.
I became so desperate for you, no one else can take your place.
When everything that would have matter is gone out of my life.
I am so very desperate for only you, no one will ever take your place.
When loneliness clings to you liker sweaty shirt in the summer time.
I am so needy now only you can rescue and heal me now O God.
I am so desperately needing you Lord God, rescue me right now.
For I am nothing less then nothing without you, so rescue me now.
I see so many lost in their own mind without a clue and are ready to die.
Rescue me, I know that I am no better then them, please rescue me.

We all yearn for a change, strength to overcome our pain.
We all desperately seek guidance from our Savior and King.
Time are only growing worst, people are becoming so selfish.
Still its our job to love upon them , to show them a better way.
A righteous way to live a life through Christ our King.
Yet a lot more people are hurting, and suffering with pain.
All that we can do is keep praying for some relief.
Through healing, or through being strengthen to endure.
So desperate for so many things to be changed for the better.
But we all know it shall not happen till our God comes back.

If you are afraid that if you write about what you are going through.
Do it anyway, because , because there are always others going through the same thing.
We were put on this earth to fellowship and to use our gifts to help others.
No matter how bad life is treating you, you are not alone in the situation.
So allow God to use you to help heal others and to bless others as well.
For we were put on the earth to bless others, to encourage them as well.
This is not for our lives but Christ whom lives in us, he will bless you.

Take my Heart, overwhelm it with your amazing Love.
Take my Spirit fuse it with your Holy Spirit Lord God.
Take me as I am , transform me into a sinless man God.
I am but a empty vessel, dying from hopelessness without you.
All that I am is because of you the Great I Am. my Savior.
For nothing matters unless you call me your child God.
For without you, what the use of living this bitter life.
Without you what is the use of getting out of bed God.
Only because of you and your love , do I rise in the morning.
All that I am , I owe it all to you, my Perfect Savior.

To fully understand others in their pain and sorrow.
One must feel the suffering that they are enduring.
For everyone is equal to one another to Jesus.
No one is any better then the other people here.
It all has to do with the heart and circumstances.
It has to do with Love, the mercy that you give others.
For to love others as yourself is by far better then all of the sacrifices given.
So stand firm love others, and understand each of their pain and sufferings.