Life is not always black and white , for some people it is their decisions.
Some are not completely a bad person just a person whom made mistakes.
It just that they made poor choices in the decisions that they had made.
Thus they need healing and a rational mind, the next time they make a decision.
Thus they need prayer as well that they shall be transform and changed.
So that the next time that they make a decision, it shall be a good one.
Thus then keep on making only good decisions in their lives.

I am just a human being, no one special.
Only to Christ am I worthy and special.
Also to a few that can see Christ within me.
But to the world, I am just a broken man.
Whom a lot of them might even despise.
But I was not put on this world to please them.
But rather to share Christ with the lost and hurting.
Only Christ Jesus can save and heal people.
If only the whole world would see this and repent.

I love each and everyone of you with an unconditional love.
For I know that each of you have a important story to tell.
If only the world could see Christ for whom he is a Loving Savior.
Sometimes we focus more on the situation that we are in now.
Instead of the one that guide us through this life that we live.
For I realize just how worthless my life is without my God Jesus.
I know without a doubt that only he can transform me into something worthy.
Only he can rescue any of us from the situation that we are in now.
For without Jesus, the Father or the Holy Spirit our lives are meaningless.
Only he can make our stories, into a Mighty Awesome testimony

I give to you my life, freely for your ways are not like the world.
For the ways of this world is evil and disturbing to your people.
For the world wants not to give to help those that are hurting.
But to steal everything away from those that are poor and hurting.
But in your Love and Perfection, you still bless your people.
You give us what we need, which may not always be what we want.
But we are not of this world, we belong to you O Lord God.
So to complete with the world is not what you want us to do.
For this would be like you competing with the scumbag demons.
But you do not compete with anything or anyone for only you are God.

Saving a soul, is far more important then saving lives.
For this life by far is way shorter then the next one.
Thus by allowing Christ to user you to minster to others.
Is by far greater then being a super hero that saves lives.
What good would it do to save someone only for them to still end up in hades.
But to be used to save their soul is the best gift ever to receive.
For thus you shall see them in heaven above as well as here.

Blessed is the hurting, because you can see Christ through it.
Blessed is the poor whom uses their faith to become blessing to others.
Blessed is the middle-class and wealthy whom helps other people
Be not like  most of the rich becomes greedy with others money as well.
Thus then the money becomes their god as well as selfishness.
Thus they take everything away from the poor and middle- class.
They shall lose the true blessings from Christ, because they do not belong to him.
But blessed are everyone whom bless others poor, middle class and rich.
Because their minds are set upon kingdom business in helping others.
This is what Christ calls us to do is to become a blessing to others.

Never allow negative people, make you into something that you are not.
For you are worthwhile, the Creator of the universe says so as well.
For he created you, he never creates junk only masterpieces does he makes.
He loves you all more then you shall ever know, here on the earth.
Once you make it into the Holy Kingdom heaven above where he dwells.
Then you shall finally get a glimpse, of how much that he does.
For you are a child of the one whom fashion the universe that we live in.
He knew every hair that is on your head, your every thought as well.
So please do not give up on him, he has never given up on you.

Life is precious, yet it is full with storms as well.
We need to accept the pain along with the Joy.
We need to accept the sorrow along with the gladness.
Look at it this way, if those blessings did not come from God.
Then there would be no suffering given to you as well.
For the evil one attacks those that are close to Christ.
So be thankful that you are suffering for Christ your God.
Love others the way that Christ loved you first, be thankful.

Forever my life, lies in your Awesome loving hands.
I know that you have not only place the stars in place.
I also know that you know every hair on my head.
For your love for me, as well as for other people God.
Is greater then any other love could ever be, it the same.
Whether I mess up or not it is the same love unconditional.
For you are not like man whom choose favorites to love.
Your love applies , to every single person in this universe.
So grateful am I to know you are my Awesome Savior.

My promise is that I shall accept you for who you are.
To see you through Christ eyes and love you through Christ heart.
To accept you the way that Christ has accepted me freely.
To honor you as a creation of Christ, for he does not create junk.
For to love you the way that Christ loves us, does cost us.
But in the very end, he shall bless us beyond our imagination.
The truth of the matter none of us are any better then anyone else.
For even his people were loved first and he gave us the sight to seek him.
Thus we can not look down on the lost for it was by Christ grace that we are saved.

I want to always be use to encourage others to grow.
To freely accept others in a way that will show Christ love.
For to become selfless is to be used to reveal Christ within in us.
Its easy to love those that love you but its a blessing to love those despises what you stand for.
By learning to love the ones that have hated what you stand for.
Is the biggest blessing and honor  that Christ has given  his people.
So learn through the Holy Spirit how to love freely thy hate haters.

Only by giving through cost to self will it leave a great big impact.
For we want them to see Christ who  giving to them through us.
Yes we can give without any cost to ourselves, to reach out to others.
But when it does cost us, then the lost will see even greater love in us.
True even giving a little will be glorified by our Living Savior God.
But imagine this, leaving a great impact in their lives that shall change them.
Revealing to them Christ heart within us thus bringing them into a life, of both hope and change within them through the giving that did cost us as well.

My heart breaks, for those with loss, sufferings, and pain.
We whom see Christ truth needs to have compassion for them.
To love them with a complete heart, to feel their pain and sufferings.
To place ourselves in their shoes and to have compassion for them.
To be  empathathise with  them, then we know how to pray for them.
Thus by being able to feel their hurts and sufferings that they have.
We can show them Christ love, thus they will see his love in us.
Then they can see just how much that Christ truly love them.

Your Glory fills throughout all Creation everywhere.
Your Glory is in the forest, and the woods area as well.
Your Glory is in the cities, towns, mountains and valleys.
Your Glory shines brighter then any sun could ever do.
Your Glory is in the lakes, rivers, oceans, and country side.
No one can ever steal your Glory for only you deserve it.
For everything that is good comes from you alone Jesus.
For you the Christ deserves all of our Praise and honor.

The struggles , hurt, and the suffering were difficult yet they lead me to you.
For if I got my way and would have found the perfect woman for me.
I would probably quit focusing on you and gave her the full focus.
So I am grateful that you gave me these things that lead straight to you.  
Here I stand in your presence seeing so many that got their way.
Yet when they lose that person, they give up on their own life.
These famous people whom commit suicide over the wrong Savior.
Thus I could have been just like them if I gotten my way.

In the storms of my life, I seen your faithfulness shine so very bright.
Even though they look dark and hopeless, I still made it through them.
For only you plan the steps of your people, and the road that they take.
Only you shall guide me and your other people through these storms.
I seen wonders and miracles take place in my life, that proves you are the Christ.
For I know my boundaries of what I can and can not do, Lord God.
But as for you, you can do anything that you choose to do Jesus.
For you are the Word, you speak things into motion and then comes the Miracles into our lives.

Though this world chase after other people to rescue them.
I know from past experiences that people shall fail you.
But God shall rescue us and not let go , no matter what.
I been on both ends, and I for one will fail other people.
Not on purpose, but because I am human and broken.
So I shall seek God to rescue me, the Great I Am.
For he shall lift us high on the eagle wings and heal us.
For only he is Perfect , his Love and Beauty shines in the darkest places.
Revealing the path, that he has chosen for us to take to reach him.

Christ love fills our inner being with complete warmth.
His love shines in the darkest region of mine very soul.
Warming even the most untouched part of my being.
For he proves every day that his love is genuine and true.
So many people have not understand the length of it.
If they were ever to comprehend the extent of his love.
They would be in sackcloth, with ashes in their hair.
For he loved us first, while we were still his enemy.

When I am gone back to home in heaven.
When people are trying to remember me.
I want them to remember me , because I showed love.
True unconditional love toward everyone.
This is how I want to be remembered for.
Not for wealth, famed, nor power just love.
For this is how I see Christ my Savior and God.
Thus I want to be exactly like him love and all.

The world tries to make life complicated, but its really simple, not hard.
You are born, then you learn how to love other the way you want to be love
Then you start to learn how to trust, especially Christ for only he is trust worthy.
So now you learn to love Christ the very most, then to love others.
Then once you start getting it right you can show others just how simple it is.
Then when your purpose is completed Christ will take you home.

Surrendering my hopes, desires,dreams and love.
All of my hurts, bitterness, struggles and everything else.
For your greatest works to appear out of my brokenness.
I lay all of this and much more at the bottom of the cross.
For you to take these all and turn them into something beautiful.
For only you can heal any of us, only you my Precious King.
For your Miracles, Healings, and Deliverance never stops.

Still, I stand through everything I been through.
Still I live even though at times this pain is unbearable.
Still I cry, because of the scars, hurts, and brokenness.
Still I reach out to the only one that I can trust.
The  One that loves me, enough to go to the cross.
The one that died so that I will live, in heaven above.
For only he loves me this much, that he saved me.

So desperate for those that are really hurting, to seek Christ first.
Instead of running after the worldly things to take his place.
If you are one of the desperate ones , I plead that you will do this.
To see him as their only option to true life everywhere and in everything.
To put their Faith and Trust alone in him the True Savior of the universe.
To lay down all of your hurts, your sorrows, struggles, and everything else.
To boldly put every ounce of energy that you have in praying to our God.

There is sorrow in a life of person, whom so many made a difference.
Because I am not sure if I made a difference in their lives.
They pour out their love, plus so very much more into my life.
Yet I was blinded by the fact that I was lonely without a girlfriend nor wife.
But even once I got that it was dead of romance love I still was blinded.
To the fact that Christ has used so many people to shape me and my life.
Yet I still stand in despair because I had/ have so many that care about me.
Praying that maybe I still in all of my brokenness and anger then.
Still reveal Christ so that they still ended up going to heaven up above.

If you have empathy, your suffering, loss , and pain.
Can become your greatest gift to others around you.
Because not not the negative feelings but what you do with them.
If you allow Christ to use them as a pulling others out of theirs.
Then you through your poetry and actions can encourage others.
Even inspire others to use their gifts to help others, still in their sufferings.
Also prayers to Christ to rescue them as well as healing them.

Sometimes you can feel more joy in the uncomfortable times.
Then when you have comfort , yet the loneliness is there.
You can feel love, and take it for granite, but when they are gone.
You can realize that you see yourself as a unlovable person.
Some times through your own hurts and sufferings you draw on helping others.
Because you can empathy with them and their hurting as well.
Its ironic how you can take the people that loves you the most for granite.
Yet be sympathy for the ones that may be just using you in one way or the other.

Whatever you are passionate about, describes who you really are.
Are you faithful small and free simple things, that he has bless you.
For are you about love or are you about playing games with people lives.
For once you answer the question then you shall see who you really are.
For love is not an option, it is who Christ true people really are about.
Helping other to see Christ through us, who are Christ temples.
We need to be full of love for everyone even the ones that hate us.

Letting go of wanting to be love, waiting for an Miracle now.
Letting go of self, praying for a change to occur and for a Miracle as well.
Letting go of everything inside of me, the pain, anger, and suffering.
Letting go of her, the one woman who stole my heart, still waiting for a Miracle.
Letting go of my fleshy desires, hanging onto Christ Awesome promises.
Waiting for a Miracle to happen,waiting for Christ love to transform into a waterfall of Love pouring out of us.
Waiting for the Holy Spirit to consume me and others with an Over abundant of your love Lord.

Does it really matters, that you have to have your way.
Does it really matter, that you have to be married now.
I mean God will give you the desires of your heart .
If only you would lay down your will to pick up his first.
I mean every one is suffering these days , everyone.
Its because the united states is turning it back on God.
So many hearts are turning cold and so very selfish.
They are walking away from a Savior God that loves them.

Desperately craving Love only to be denied earthly love.
Now that Christ reveal the false dreams that I been chasing.
I now can devote myself to the purpose that I was born into.
To reveal to the lost that we all can become Miracles through Christ.
That he shall take us the mess that we became here on the earth.
Restoring us into something beautiful , something Miraculous.
Showing the world just how Great, and Awesome that Christ is.
He never needed us, it is us that so desperately needs a Savior.

Born to die, suffer in-between yet you came here knowing your future.
A future  knowing that you were going to suffer rejection and die alone.
You lived to die, to save a world that would insist that you die.
Still you came knowing every thing that would take place in your life.
Crucified, yet you still came to save lives, to leave a doorway to life.
For those that would eventually accept you as our Lord and King.
Yet we still find reasons to complain, yet you kept quiet through it all.

Trust me as I am for I speak the truth of the matter in life.
I am who I am, whether you like me or not does not matter.
For all that I been through , still I have compassion for others.
Even the ones whom only think about themselves all the time.
For we all need a Savior, he rescue his people over  2000 years ago.
Everyone needs him, for he is the only way to salvation and healing.
All that I can do is put it out there and pray for the lost in the world.
The rest is in the Saviors hands, So my prayer is for all to see the truth.
It matters not what you think of me, what really matters is what Christ thinks of me.

How many times I want to do good, but struggle with my sinful nature.
How many times I struggle with other people whom seem to be super bless.
While it seem my whole life is always a struggle , even the most simplest.
Most simplest of things seem to be a struggle like turning on a phone.
While the the most evilest professing to know God has everything so easy.
It seems I get spiritually attack at every turn that I make in this life.
I  desperately want everyone to repent, and go to heaven as well.

God uses the most simplest of things to reveal himself, to those looking.
Example he uses nature the rainbows and the storms, the waterfalls.
He uses the seasons to reveal himself like the seasons in a mans life.
Spring is when you were born and child till you grow up into adult.
The summer season is when you are young adult till middle age in life.
Fall season is when you are middle age until you hit becoming elderly in life.
Winter season is when you are elderly until Christ takes you home after death,
So just like the seasons in a year they were created after the seasons in our lives.

Whether you believe it or not Christ really does reign.
When you stray off the path of  the road of his will.
He shall still stay with you steering you onto the right road.
But even during the time that you were on the wrong road.
He was more protective when you were on the wrong road.
Because he has to be more protective of you when you are   outside his will.
Also he never stops guiding you toward the finish line of the race.
He never does gives up on you no matter what till you are dead.

Sometimes the best miracles are not for exactly for you.
But they happen,  so that those around you will see.
That Christ is God and God alone is the Savior of the World.
Example you might not be ready to give up an certain addiction.
No problem, Christ does not need your permission to deliver you.
He just need to show you that it was him that deliver you.
By revealing what happens to those living in disobedience.
People around you know how you struggle with it.
Thus knowing that it was truly a miracle that you were delivered.

When you start to follow the Lord your God and obey.
When you start allowing the Holy Spirit to cleanse you.
When you truly repent and want God holiness in your life.
When you freely accepts all of Christ ways over the worlds way.
When your heart breaks for your enemies, sin and deception.
Then you know that  Christ truly does reign completely in you.
For when you have Christ heart for the hurting, suffering and lost.
Then you truly have the heart to reach out to the lost in love.

I have seen the wonders of Christ up close and his miracles as well.
I in my brokenness I struggle to make a perfect life, here on the earth.
But the truth of the matter, this world is really not my home.
Even if I owned a house with lots of property surrounding the house.
For my home is really in the Heavens above, Christ makes this clear.
For me to try to turn this into my life, is like the queen of England.
Moving here , then trying to rule the united states of America.
Without a battle taking place, just her thinking that she belongs here.

If you are losing ground, ready to give it up..
Please call upon the only true Living Savior.
For he will raise you up upon the mountaintops.
Revealing his many amazing awesome Miracles to you.
Just stand firm, wait on him he shall come at the right moment.
For his timing is always perfect, he shall not let you down.
Just trust in him, for he wants the very best for you.
Believe on him, for his ways are not like ours at all.

I seen days of pain, struggles, and suffering.
I live a life of loneliness, and felt empty inside.
Even through my broken dreams that never were fulfill.
I know that your love has sustain me through it all.
The reason for the broken dreams and the other things.
Were because I was forcing my will on you God.
When you will never force your will upon us at all.
Its our choice on are we following you or not.
For you are Love and love never forces anything on another.

Some days, I see Christ saving grace and awesome mercies in my life.
Other days I can not feel anything except my own hurts and sufferings.
Still other days , I feel like I can raise the dead and walk upon the water.
Still I know that each and everyone of those days Christ has been with me.
Even the days where I was crawling on empty barely moving that day.
For he shall never leave nor forsake us, for we belong to him alone.
But some days , he may be working behind the screens for us.
Still other times its him that is carrying us to where we need to be.
No matter what is going on in your life just trust that Christ is there.

Compassion means that you realize this world does not evolve around you.
That we do not always know the struggles that others are dealing with now.
That Christ had came to save the Lost for the righteous did not need saving .
Which means a lot of times that in their own mind they did not need saving.
Because they look down on the others just like the pharisees did in Jesus time.
But the fact of the matter we all need Christ saving grace and mercies as well.
So I shall worship the only one that can save me from my sins and myself.
For just like a lot of people I can be at times, my own worst enemy.

When you feel like all your strength is gone and you are lost without strength.
When you feel like everything that gave your life meaning is gone.
When you feel all alone and like no one cares about you at all.
When you feel like your life is empty with no purpose in it at all.
There is only one that could rescue you now, he lives above in heaven.
Cry out to him to reveal himself for he is all ears, he will show you.
For he loves you with unconditional love, real true agape love.
For he is here for you, he shall never ever let you down.

Lets be real, a humble man gets raise up while the prideful fall.
Inner strength is pushing those things that would drive most to suicide.
Inner strength, is living even though your world is falling down around you.
Even though you are losing everything that you love deeply in life.
You just never give in to giving up in life, this is true inner strength.
For why let go when the next miracle in your life could be around the corner.
Only by giving your life to Christ can he find peace in your wearily life.

In a blink of an eye, changes take place in our eyes some good others bad.
In an blink of an eye, birth happens, so does rebirth as well as death all take place.
In a blink of an eye, your wealth is establish as well as the lost of your fortune.
In a blink of an eye you realize that you are not alone any longer here.
Because you tied the knot or you or your wife brought into this world.
A child, someone that needs you to provide for them until they grow-up.
Life has all kinds of things that happens in an blink of an eye.
Christ return shall happen in an blink of an eye as well as other things too.

My heart needs touch by the Living God, to become completely healed.
From all the hurts, rejections, from all of the deaths that have occurred.
For only he can see the extent of all of these, only he can wipe my heart clean.
No human can perceive, the hurt, anger, and rejection that a person can feel.
For only Christ can see all and know the issues that we have gain from life.
For to be perfect with no problems is fraud, for everyone has some issues.
For we all have some hurts, pains, and sufferings that we have gone through.
We all need Christ to come into our hearts, to wipes them completely clean.
This way we will be just as emotional clean as Heart Love Clean.
For you can love with this pain and suffering, for love is a verb a action.
Its not a feel noun for that love does not come from God above.
I once loved a woman with this overwhelming love, it does not come from God.
For the love was so powerful that she became my God , but Christ saved me from this addicted love.

My chains are not from addictions, but suffering for Christ.
The worship God and you shall become rich is a lie from ****.
For a lot of men and women whom are poor or middle-class.
Know God more intimately then most of the wealthy.
Yes I seen some that gave away a lot to help out others.
They truly know Christ, but most shall never be rich here.
But rather their riches await them in heaven, after they leave here.
For Christ says himself,store your riches where moths can not eat nor can thieves steal.

Everyone has a story to tell.
A role and a purpose to fulfill.
Everyone needs someone to care.
Everyone needs Christ in their life.
Even the ones whom believes otherwise.
Everyone needs to be rescue, even from themselves.

Come become a part of a huge once in a lifetime opportunity.
Come be part of a life changing experience , come seek Life.
Come to the well, drink thirst no more come live a changed life.
Come seek the Giver of Salvation, Life, and true Hope.
Come for renewal Life awaits you, come live for Christ alone.
Come trust in the only one whom loves you with true Love.
For he shall never leave you nor forsake you either come.
Come after you leave here your second home awaits you in heaven.

The Savior is coming soon , we need to quit focusing on the blood moon.
For we need to start to  focus on saving souls for the Kingdom to come again.
We need to focus less on who is saved and who is not saved in this world.
For we need to start to focus on the Kingdom to come once again people.
Our Mission and our Purpose is to reach out to the lost in this world.
For we need to start to focus on the Kingdom to come again instead of other things.
For we leave the lost and the save in Christ hands, for he is the judge of everything.