A segment of a relation
which at times has happiness brought
But too each side has felt
the cold touch of her breath
and the question she poses
as warmth fades with comfort
and true feelings hide behind doubt

I never imagined that it was possible
that one could be in the presence of an angel
and feel so *****
For I am covered and dripping
in not my insecurities
but ours both

And in my suffering
I weep for two

For I lay beside a fading star
who's beauty is becoming hard to see

Who assures me I am loved
and tries to iron out our distress
But we will both remain tormented
with Misery as my mistress

When inspiration dries
and compassion has expired
I am left crying
and bent on my knees
Not for my current misery
but for my realization
And while I may love you
I know it is more than true
That you are beautiful, baby
but you are not the one

You say that things will be better now
that we can go back to how things were
Smiling I say nothing
I wish I could believe you

But I know
things will never
be the same

A burning sunset
Waving trees
The sky cries
but let nothing dampen the mood
This world, my existence
has been replaced
by the warmth
of you in my arms

It never feels
how it used to
how it was meant to
how we wanted it

I died to let you go
killing myself over and over in your absence

but your return
did nothing more than **** my suffering

You have freed me from your torment
but in it's place left an emptiness

for I used to know what I wanted
but now I am truly left with nothing

I think I might
secretly love attention
But have no idea
how to accept it

The night's cold wind
blows gently across my face
carefully pushing my hair into vision
With an assertive finger
I put it back in place
out of the way

and question
what I did
to deserve this

We walk these streets
while this city sleeps
Unaware of all its flaws
and countless disfunctions

This is our time
Let us burn this city down
And laugh
as their walls cry
and bleed

In the awakening inferno
We rip the sky into the earth
As the chaos unfolds
Upon the holy and unholy alike

The heavens will open
and tear us apart
As we try to remember
who we once were

Their eyes now opened
They too cannot sleep
The mindless zombies
now too walk the street