my collarbones don't show
my thighs don't have a gap
but i am trying so hard
to be proud of what i've got
even though i want to skip
every meal i put in my mouth
i am trying so **** hard
to love my body for what it is
it's a constant struggle
this disorder vs. me
still i am willing
to seek recovery
and be the winner
of this harsh battle
really am trying
to change my ways
but my thoughts
poison my mind
still, i am trying
to conquer
and win
against
this disorder
which makes me
do anything to be thin
society is a bad kind
of role model for us
it teaches girls that
size zero is better
than curves
© sinderella.
trying to recover from my eating disorder.
it's difficult but i'm trying to be healthy again.
spent years struggling with this, it's a nightmare,
but this time, i'm hoping to win back my confidence,
and to learn that, my weight doesn't define me,
that i should be happy with my body.
it's easier said than done but..
one step at a time, one day at a time.