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mostly anonymous Dec 2013
I looked at the Christmas lights
glimmering on the branches
and all it reminded me of
was the beginning of the end

it's all going to end for me and him
he'll go back to college far away
I'll go back to high school
and I'll be so sad

he'll find another girl to kiss
and tell her she's pretty
and hold her hand
and make her origami birds

I'll be the one left behind
when it's all over
and he won't think of me
or want to hold my hand
or make me origami birds
or kiss me so hard and long
that I forget everything

he'll
forget
but
I
won't
mostly anonymous Dec 2013
i like to stay anonymous
so they don't find
all these feelings.
the only thing harder than feeling
so much
is explaining it.

they don't get it.
they think you want attention.
they don't believe me.

i'd rather believe
someone out there
sympathizes enough to read
and listen
and think
and care
and understand.
mostly anonymous Dec 2013
when
I
am
with
you,
I
don't
feel  
as
sad.
mostly anonymous Dec 2013
the door lock clicked
I took a step inside
"wait," he said
I turned to face him
he slid his hand on my waist
pulled me close,
leaned in,
kissed me.
soft lips,
rough tongue,
forceful.
I had trouble breathing
when he finally
let me go.
two days later
I'm still having trouble breathing.
mostly anonymous Nov 2013
you
I just feel
too ******* much
for it to be real

I just care
too ******* much
to not get hurt

I just need
too ******* much
to be functional

I just want you
too ******* much
for there to be
a happy ending
to this story
mostly anonymous Nov 2013
tbh
to be honest
if I had known as a child
that I would be a size 4
I would have never eaten again
mostly anonymous Nov 2013
i want to be dead
but suicide seems too dramatic
i want to be forgotten
in death as much as in life
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