Closing my eyes as I am praying.
Thinking twice as I was hardly deciding.

Alone I ask my self plenty of questions but undermining my response.
Scratching my head
Rubbing my nose but but it was like a dog trying to remove lice on its skin.

Trying to associate my self
But they kicked me out of their team
Memories appear and disappear but I kept thinking and realized is not good to be alone ,but is good to be alone with God

Annoying song was played over my ear's, my heart felt irritated like a thunder rumbling over and over.

The dancers were dancing get down .
The viewers shook their heads as if something is not right.

Tears fall
Blood sprayed.
Laughers laugh

All was an intention of playing the annoying song.
Respect were flashed away over water born toilet.

Older people dance the song with young ones.
Street become their bed room.
Home become their hotels and hotels become their homes.

Because of the annoying song.
Young women see granny as their age for social grants.

Every where they pour alcohol like water.
Water like tea and tea like a poison.

But they can always play the song that is annoying song

Taking people at night
Flying with their soul like owls
Drinking their blood like vampires
Trying to be rich at night but waking up in the same poverty.

Really a fool.
You claim you are using them
But using your self.
You play with their spiritual emotions.
Changing their minds like chameleons that keep changing colours.

Trying to ruin their future.
When heavens fall you shall burn in hell and cry blood,vomiting ****** juice you drank.

You are a fool indeed .
You use people at night at the morning we see them in the same bed they slept on it.
With the same name they all had before you try to trap them in your alter.

God will create the second fire to you like he did to ***** and gomora

I met a beautiful girl.
She stole my heart.
I looked back and forward.
And find no one interesting than her.

She is truly a beautiful girl.
Her heart is as beauty as litaba rose .
Her voice is cool like a wind of pien tree.

She truly stole my heart.
I Imagined that the ring of her finger will shine like American swis ring.
And her wedding dress will be white as England dress.

Your parents will be proud of me.
Showing how important you are in their lives.

People will say,
Leyi I Hlamulo ya yena(this is his Reply) and the float will fill all the African country ,because you are my queen and I will make you my Angel

Truly you are a beautiful girl.
So my love I do propose.
Will you made an honour of being my one and only wife.

I went to journey without hope.
And rise without knowledge.
My mind turn into temptation.

I set down and think till I get stressed.
Oh I am not a kid anymore.
My goal was to get married but not getting proper one .

I thought of my ex and realize I will be cut off.
I thought of my Ben 10 and realize I will be ATM.

I thought of serious one that's where my mind kept on and I stick on it.
Turning 30 is not just a food to eat but is a big commitment any one have to face.

I never agree but liking it or not I have to grow and  2step forward I will be 40 .

Every book has its beginning.
Good start that keep a reader willing to read continually ,sometimes its beginning become boring but its body have a nice message that will never let you go.

Remember every book have its end
and if yours end don't cry,close that book and open onother one and life goes on.

If someone want to break up with you just say good bye.
In your heart say minus one problem.

Because you will be free,no body will control you again, no body will scream louder in your ears and cause you bad night sleep.

Tell your self beautiful partner of yours not yet born.
Your one and only is waiting for you out side and no one will stop the happiness you are going to have.

Breaking up is hard but is a sign of showing you were not meant to be together.

U gave us life and walk away, crying for clothes while you are living,you forgot that the is an Angel you left at the back, the one you promise to be at her till the earth choose to separate you.

you  agree to disagree and let her tears fall every sunset and moonset you are lying to on other rose,saying ha you are the only one ha you are the only one but your heart denied your information.

now that your kids have seen the world you need to go back, but the cake you used to eat is gone,menopause has taken  your space and no happiness will be replaced by your retain.

all you have to know is that you are the careless father and no one will change that.

You failed to show support to us as your children, proving your fatherhood to your non biological kids,we wanted to learn about our roots,you think we will get it from heaven, father we will show you respect after death just to cry that we had a father now he past on .

But now that you are living, we acknowledge you that you are the careless father

All girls scream on him
Shouting to be seen but hardly be recognised.

Every boy complain of his beauty threats.
No he will take my girl.
But non of them be taken because he didn't choose to be charming its only God created him to be like that.

Girls heads keep nodded
Other boys keep mummering
Older women wish him to be their toy boy.
Every one keep saying if he was mine.

Crazy girls open their teeth to be recognised.
Crazy boys try to set him up for nothing.

But kept going because he can't get out of his nature.
Failing to  tell him how they feel about him.

Truly I got comfortability.
I was looking for a heart to love I got it.
I runned through miles
Shouting the word with 4 letters.
My voice was deep and emotional.
Thinking I am nothing but a loser.

All neighborhood were laughing at me.
Saying he is a monk .
He is scared.
He is a bachelor .
He can't start a  family.

But he change the negativity into activity.
Now I got one to love .
One to share with.
One to make no regrets with.
She is the one who give the comfortable heart and the one who I will lean by her

Corona you are the agly animal
You took our Adorable ones
You made us laugh with tears knowing you are coming for us
Your arrows are very sharp

Corona you are very dangerous like a hungry lions ready to strike on impala.
You changed our ways of  living

We don't share nor to remove mask later known to be for doctors and criminals

Our daily routine has changed
Distance separated many families


Oh God be with us

A trap has been set.
For you not to see the way.
You jump up you fall.
You touch the water you become wet
All you hold in your hand is vanishing.

People see you as toilet roll.
Some like a widow or pig.
Smacking you down like a wrestling. Seeing you they said we are almost done but there is a long way to go.

Names become your name.
Akuna yonke(the is nothing in mind)
While they know is their fault.

They have been putting the dark in you that you may die single and jobless and also to make you their slave,all I know is that the dark shadow has covered all .

All we need is a sly of hope.
Hope that they didn't win yet.
How that all the dark chain will
Be brocken into pieces.
And no one will reconnect it.

They wanted you in the dark.
So that they succeed in your behalf.
They wanted you to lose hope.
So that they can be hopefully.

They locked you up into the dark wall,all you have to do is to climb it and jump out.

Like it or not the dark shadow has covered you but,only you need to ascape into the light.

Dont feel attracted by girls body
Feel attracted by their minds.
Hips are nothing but a body that can pass by God's will.

Peers say I love slender, I love fat one or I love medium one .
What will happen when medium one become thin or fat,what will happen when they change their shape.

Will you still love them.
You will end up contracting infections and die young.

Life is not all about competition .
Showing others how loveble you are.
They will give you a name of play boy and girls can run away from you.

Keep your body and chose careful ,remember beauty lies in the eyes of beholder.

Sleeping around can make you. Look like toilet rolls and every one will use you not to recycle you but to flash you.

Boys listening skills is better than hearing lose,listen to wise than listening to 5 minutes sin that will bring your reputation down for good.

Education is best and love will follow,don't let your feeling destroy your future, keep your zip close please.

There is no body who can lie like a person who want to sleep with you, they can promise you heaven and earth mean while they don't have money to buy themselves underparts.

believe me men's are criminals they can steal your viginity and let you linger around the world with no values ,they can left you with tears and celebrate that they got your juice and they ended it,or they can left you like a Prado with its wheel at the back and watch how beautiful you can be after that.

your body is precious don't let anyone play your mind like a team that play same ball and what happens when it burst they through it away and get a new one, so your life  is worth than opening your legs.

why because you will be treated like a piece of toilet paper where everyone pass and use it and after that is useless, please girls, don't say I didn't warn you.

I would like to remind those who lost their viginity that the is a time to regain it,just stand your ground and speak out,my body is a temple of God and so if you want me,merry me,we are not animals to sleep around.

because the more you bow for men's is the more they trap you like a rat and ****** transmitted diseas  will be your risk,nature is nature but without respect is a disaster, keep your skirts tied or your trousers zip closed please.

Raining today tomorrow gone.
Farmers smile and sadness fight to take away the smile they had.

Grass dry and over grazing took place.
3 years of hunger become reality.
Wind blows
Flu strike
Well become dry

Which land can save our land if is not land of God.
Prayers held daily.
God give us rain.

Elderly people try to perform traditional way of calling God for mercy but is like killing a dead horse.

Africa is behind you.
Stand up for God mercy.
Confess for sins and maybe one day rain will  feel our sympathy.

I was created in the different world, a world where,the is no thirsty and hunger,where only the one who carried me were supposed to drink water to feed me and eat food for satisfaction of my hunger,I use to kick when I am happy and scratch when I am sad and she slept when I wanted to.                                                                                            Now I am in on other world the world of fire, where there is selfishness, where war is just a game and where I start to decide which life I want to choose, I vow in Christ and change but he don't change he is always christ

My name is ****** ,my surname is protection, I live at the clinic, my mother's name is hospital,my father's name is pharmacy, those who use me are my friend but those who don't want to use me they are friends of the dark,remember I am not 100% but I can save you,I am a man made product so  use me wisely, little mistake I burst and my enermy will distroy you, let me tell  you aids,what ever you need to know there is one free number to call Aids help line 0800012322 do not hesitate, life is not for sale

Education is the ladder.
Education is the key.
Education is the mother of success.

Education is the process of receiving or giving systematic instruction.
Enlightening experience of learners.

Learners stop making teachers lose the war of education because of being distracted by the social world.

Boys stop believing in drugs and alcohol because alcohol is an intoxicating drink that slow down and depressing the brain.

Girls stop believing in affairs and believe in education because your certificates will never leave you but boys can leave you and left you with gift of tears in your back.

Study hard because time wasted never regain.
When you are willing to learn you will stay humble and be the good coach to your friends.

Principal words
Time is money if you are wasting your own time you are wasting your own money.

Remember perseverance is the mother of success.
Education is the key .
Education is the ladder.

Eyes see and sometimes cry.
A splinter may be its virus but it must be wiped out of it.
In it there is white and brown and shiney but what eyes see is a vividly images of colourful.

It sent messages through caterecs to the brain, then the body judge all its activities.
Don't let your eyes be a sinful eyes.

The sin of a men begin from yes and the brain transfer to body then they will be wrong doing.

Caution, do not do what your eyes told you to do,do what your heart told you to do,remember not all the things you see with your eyes are real ,we watch stories every day and not all stories are real so be careful of your eyes and imagination

Focus in what you see and your heart feels not what your heart feels and your emotions told you how guilty you can be.

God vowed for last days.
Kids bear kids.
Rivers become dry and the people die of thirst.
Complain is endless.

Hot is hotness,highblood  and sugar die betic  make death wess than hlv.

It is a scary world.
Killers ****, criminals steal.
Witches witch .

Loyal people become unloyal .
Where people can hide .
Truly is a final days.

Rain is sun and sun is moon,how can the thunder not be the wind.
Truly the season has changed where  people make miracles as the devil did to God.

Cows bear human animals
And a men bear older people with ***** hair, how couldn't we scare of it.

Jesus said seek me now that iam around you for the time will come where those who need me will never get me for I will be in the right hand of my Father.

Oh truly this is a final days.
In jobs people get it with bribes.
In marriage people get married with lies behind them.

Whom to trust now and then.
Because your best relative is your wors enermy.

Yaa,yeah,yes truly is a final days

I was tempted.
Thinking and proving unpredictable situation.

I was not knowing the knowable.
Not realising un realistic.
My eyes capt looking, wow she is beautiful,
My tears fall .
My hope be hopelessness.
All I saw and all I wanted to have is girl next door

Every time I am looking at you.
Shouting your name internally.
Every moment you pass by me,I can't set my eyes of you.

Though its hard to speak out.
But your image make me crazy.
Wishing I could find time to say what is deeply inside my heart.
Promise one day I will find it easy to tell you how is my pain and that day will remain in our memory for ever dedicated to  heart that is being loved
With all my heart

At least I dead once
Speaking out like I will never speak again.
Voice became the voice of moses from bible.
Digging down with fingers like a chicken searching worms.

All sides eye's were into me.
Like singing Beatles song and dance.
Shame on rejection but tryed.
Making dreams come true.

Looking at her face I saw the fear. Don't go away wait for me.
Suspecting bad thing may happen
But all I wanted to say was that four later word and hear her emotions.

All I can say is that giving up is a language of people who undermine themselves.

Being a loyal servant.
Every one kick you like a ball.
Expecting you to close your lips.
Running in top of your head like a striker in a ball team.

Accused of eating a Rama bread while you didn't even touch a piece.
A victim and the accused become frustrated but no sugar melt in water.

Happiness filled the accuser and the victim and accused , believe the accuser is crazy or stressed of something.

Only God knows who did that and that who is gonna be a judge

My name is *** and I have no friend, I infect unborn during labor and infents during breastfeeding ,teenage s during unprotected ***,adults with multiple partners, I don't choose colours.

I infect whites,blacks,coloured and Indian,people call me names,like 3 series, magama mathathu,koloi ya eliya,go slowly and I have no problem because I have one friend which is death,you fail to use my enermy ******,my friend will attack you.

please young generation upstain for I have no mercy,adults be faithful because I will pass like a chameleon and once I reach you,you will point your finger to witches and while doing that,you will be on the grave unknown.

get tested and stay loyal,me hlv my high point is ***** or viginal fluid so be careful little mistake I will get there and hide there till I end all off your immune system or in an easy way your white blood cells.

to win me is to condomise,be faithful, abstain or do it your self that's musterbation, wear gloves when helping any one because you may never know where I am hiding.

if you already have me talk to your health professionals ,if not I will finish you without knowledge, because I am a bio slim and I am in love with your blood.

to win me test before is too late because I will take you into your bed as you took that partner of yours and to me is gonna be hard to be awake.

Hopeless is a language of fools.
It changes human into low self-esteem.
Giving up can be his/her first priority.
Shame will be his/her greetings.
Stress will be an intoxicating drink that will slow down and depressed the brain.

Its time to change negative into positive.
Careless into careful.
Stress into strength.
Then we will change hopeless into hopefully.

I am sorry that I loved you but you tore me a part, I am sorry that I wanted to be your friend but you turned me into fraid meat,I wanted to show you how honest I am to you but you are looking to honey's instead of honest.

I never cheat on you but you are cheap on me,because the value you valued me is the value you valued you self,I know I wanted to upgrade our love but you lower graded it.

to me I am vanished, is time to know my position and walk away ,all i can say is that i am sorry that I loved you and sorry that I have to move on.

I brought roof in your head.
Covering your body with precious wears.

Feeding you with milk and honey.
Now I am a laughing stock.
I may be running saliva out my mouth and wear ***** clothes because of my growth .

Seeing you succeed was my best wish.
I may be drinking queen's tears and forget my name.
but dady is daddy you can't buy one

So don't show back.
You were not showed back as well. Take that care back and more blessings to come.

Remember one thing dady is dady you cant buy dady.

I believe it was a day meeting a nice lady,I believed she loved me but she was in need of something.

money, money, money.
why do you **** this nation they created you to save our lives not to **** us.

why money, why you abandon us,people steal because of you,people,**** because of you ,you have no shame,everybody want you and you feel proud of it.

they say you are beautiful and you smile,forgetting that hlv can smile on you,oh girl get a life

I cried for help God saved me
I became a stranger to the people but God gave me the chosen one.

Witches wanted to see my day to day tears but God saved my life like king David in his script that said the lord is my sherphard I shall not want.

I deeply found found my soulmate, the one who accept me the way iam,the one who is always there for me,the one who make my heart dance the music beat of love.

They wanted me to remain single so that they will use me as mop
They wanted to see me searching a lot so they can call me with multiple names,but I want to let them know .

I found my soul mate and deeply
I will forever be her and she will forever be me .

Respect a fool to avoid noise.
Clever people die fast but fools live long.
Elders said short cut's are dangerous
Indeed its true.
Poverty will never be ended
Only poor can be chopped a little.

Risking life for rhino horn is not a solution.
God need to be thanked for what he gave you not what you choose to have.

Digging up your own grave before God prepare you a nice place to rest.
Remember every cent you have is a thanks to God .

Money have no garden so don't try to  cultivate it.
Those who have million wish to have billions and those who have hundreds wish to have thousands.

Stop money laundering.
Stop rhino horn poaching.
Drop that call is killing our ears.

Life is not for sale.
Live once die once..
We were born with nothing we will die and baried with nothing

In life we need to accept what we have.

I thought I was making fun,like I was flying over the moon and the stars,screaming louder like I am shouting that I am in my own world,now that world has turned against me,changing the hormones I used have,my life start to change and I regrets what I have done, killing become my first choice, no,no,no is not a baby yet no one will blame me,but when the years comes, my baby would have been 3 years by now, where is that dignity, where is that humanity and where is that Christianity, all the things that is left in you is that I killed an innocent soul

I have eyes to see and a mouth to speak.
I gave you my love you thank me with banch of ignorance.
I hate the day I open my mouth for that 4 letter word , I hate that you listened and smile on me.

Like the heaven and earth belong to us,your teeth was always ready to fake your smile.
Now you are closing your story book but you don't want to let me know how the story ends.

But you must know I wasn't born yesterday, I have gone a long miles in this path and I know how hard it can be,your eyes was pure as a snow,but now is like you are working in a chilies factory.

I wasn't born yesterday that I may turn to be your toy,your statue,your bridge that you may cross upon it,
From today you may know that.

I wasn't born yesterday

I was ascaping but I got in there.
I thought I will grow but never know I will have consequences.
I thought I will demand but they demand in me.

I thought I will remain single but I change to couple .
I thought I will always be a kid to my parents but they said I am now a men.

I wasn't in my train to travel from here to next level.

I thought relationship is for rich but for the poorest as well.
Change is great but how do we change.

I wasnt  in my train but I had to know that all stages need to be travelled and all stations need to be stopped and after the journey goes on

I wonder why it took some time to meet you,I wonder why I love you so much, you made me realize how good it is to have a fiancer  like you.

Death we know your name but what's your surname, what kind of family you are coming from,everyone is weeping for your sake,where is your kind and loyality.

you take toddler's, kids,youth ,adults and grannies, how can we trust you, where you pass we will only see by darkness, where you are threatening we see sickness, but death what kind of monster are you.

are you a vampire, dinosaur, snake actually what are you living for,if I knew where your roots are I would attack you with an axe and chop you till you get your name in reality, death we can't stand before you.

you are our worst enemy, you take where you didn't put and once we all end we shall see who else are you going to take,oh death you are the poison and to **** you is to trust to the one who promise internal life.

Lies kills or destroy.
Lie separate families and couples.
Where lie is present peace is upsent .
If lie make a promise is always a promise without fulfillments.

False love bring a false partner.
False prophets gives a false visions.
Lie become their life cycle.

Everything based on lie grow with lie.
Being punished become a jacket of peace that cover lies .
But lies always live the jacket and find the way out.

Reaching the destination today.
Never minding about tomorrow.
Looking back and forward.
Finding I am in the middle.
Turning back became a curse but going forward be a blessings every one is waiting for.

Persecution took place but comfort fill the space called earth and peace start to perform its role play.

Its lucky to reach our journey without bad alerts and smile in our face is scarce because of tiredness.
Life is a journey reaching our destination is a game and being safe is the results of success.

In the first step I was born.
In the second step practices to seat,stand up and move.
the third step I started to know who am I and reveal my first words to my family then to my friends forth step is education, low level,high level, tertiary then work.

if you get tummy or getting smoke you have to know you missed one step and you will fall and starting to step one will be hard.

Love doesn't fall from tree's
Nore into the river that become dry in the season where rain is too scarce.

Love doesn't fall like a leaf's falling down and make the ground *****.
You may open your mouth and show us teeth until you reveal your inner tongue but where there is love the is a vivid picture.

Love and caring are syblings
Love and sharing are twins
Love and smile is a mother and daughter
Where love exist and sympathy exist

Love and pretending is the best enemies
If you give heart a water you want your muscles to  make the blood flow peaceful on it and stay fresh as it is.

If you practice love ,you want to live by it and be its proffer,some body will call you doctor love,

Let's love to be loved and let its meaning over flow.

Love is something that money can not buy.
Wealthy or not.
Working or not.

As long as you feel it in your heart that you are in someone and that someone is truly in you.

Being able to share life together.
That's love.

You can take all your dollars,
All your shillings, all your Pula's ,all your farm and hand it but if the is no love the is no love.

Love  grow inside from the deep side of human heart, spiritual and never have seasonal changes,  

Love is always love and it will remain love all the time

I am a men of my values.
Ready for all situation.
When I weep is because I have tears.
When I laugh is because of my teeth.

You may like me to follow orders.
But me I am me and me can not change me.

Stories can be told, shaking my body like a person with ancestors spirit.
But I look forward of being me not acting unrealistic  movie.

You may love me for who I am or divorce me but me can't divorce me because me love me.

Love your life ,your life is precious to your parents, your future kids and to the people around you .    

Love your life,Hey men why do you vow you love me,first of all love your bathing towel and soap then education then after you will love me.                                     

  Love your life, Let me tell you love without education is nothing but a water trying to run over the tummy and a blind men walking in the light without proper direction.                

Love your life oh yes I mean love your life

running from left to right.
sharing the best moment like the journey is about to end.

people gossip about us.
where are they going to end.
my toffolax  hug me and **** the honey I carried in my mouth.
for the joy of two birds in the Kalahari desert seeking water in the dry land.

shouting, laughing ,chasing each other like in the picnic being ready to push one onother  in the Merry go round.

how super it is to travel and to climb mount Kilimanjaro and see the stars in the vivid position.

making the memorable day ever.
love will always blow our minds
only when we are opening our ears for each other

Mouth can build and distroy.
Mouth can separate and reunite.
Mouth can lie and tell the truth.
It can not be trusted because out of it can be hate speech and love speech.

Out of mouth can be healing,killing and lying .
Out of an even mouth the is sweet word ,out of God mouth the is rules.

Mouth keep on speaking but was made to speak, eat and praise the lord.

During my young age.
Dreaming were my night mare.
I didn't knew it will happen, but I knew it was a calling.

I didn't knew a woman but I knew time will come.
Over the moon I saw a beautiful parable of Jesus Christ .
Calling my name 3 times and I responded, "yes lord.

Do you love me?
Yes lord.
Again he said do you love me?
Yes lord I do.
He repeated for the third time and I didn't know what to say or do all I got to said is that,yes lord.

He said be my servant.
Over that dream the moon disappear and I saw the dark,I realized that he is a light.

But I shook my head and said no I am still young.

The other night the wind was blowing over and over,the trees sounded like its breaking.
I looked side to side and see no one only mountain were behind me.

Loud voice shout on me and said look around ,all your siblings ,relatives and enemies are in the hand of evil and you are the one who have to save them.

I wake up like someone was chasing me,cry like someone is beating me,dance like somebody is playing song for me.

But all was left for me was that.am I want to serve the lord or not.
He who have the power, directed me,does that mean I have to refuse.

All I knew is that dreams is dreams.
It doesn't matter how you dream.
If you dream night mare is a sign that you have to fix things good way.
If you dream good keep it that way and move on.

You are my shining star.
In the morning you wake me up.
At night you appear to bright on top of my head and the darkness covered me like a blanket so that I can have a peaceful sleep.

Everyone is pointing the finger on you, but they can't hold you because you are mine.

Your beauty stole my heart.
Then I choose you between the moon and the sun.

The clouds tryed to close my way so that I can't view your image,but you kept running away from them because you knew I was the one.

You are the most wonderful star I ever got and you will always be my heart.

Covering the light that shine.
Revealing bet's and owls that fly on it
Walking across the dark wishing to see the moon.

All insects run to hide.
Human goes to sleep hoping to see
the new day.
Night mares become the major dilemma but glory comfort you till the next day.

Up on the moon wish to play hide and seek,but on the sun comes the heat that make an ant's walk by tummy.

Oh night my hydency.
Scary thing came.
Holy God comfort you.
Darkness appear but morning chase it away.
Right away from the dark comes the Star's, from the stars comes the shinning light.
Really night is my hydency.

Why I was born in this world.
Why I became human instead of aninal.
Why God gave me birth into the poor family.

Today I am breathing like a rat when is ready to transform into a bat,I become hungry like a pig that keep eating.

Who provide me with food,unlike others who eat on a bin everyday, who keep giving me clothes I wear even If I have nothing to buy it.

Stop blaming your self,there is no need to commit suicide or hurt yourself,we are all created by his image and his charity is limitless.

Doesn't matter what situations you are going through,  the son of man were not having a home or food to eat, but his dad kept on providing.

and so he could do so to you

Celebrate with me now that I am with you.
Share the smile you have in reality.
Life is flying like a 380 speed vehicle.
Not knowing how its gonna stop.
How the position of a driver will be

Distance without direction is like a dead snake with no head and tail,no body will see where were connected.

Celebrate with me now that I am with you, time is coming, where you will need me but you will miss me because I will be gone, the term is yours, no matter how you use it,is gonna be your responsibility to be wise and be realistic about yourself.

Now that I am with you let's spend hours together and know that we are building memories for each other.

Walking like a dead men alive.
Jumping the gun while no one shoot.
Feeling depressed like mental disturbed.

Everyone look me like a monster.
Looking in the world like I don't belong there, like a fish taken out of water and willing to return back .

Everyone were putting shame on me.
Tears fall several times and questions with no answer's were internally asked.

Sleeping with nightmare and scream in the middle of the night.
Beginning to stand in my feet.
Asking God if my blood is black than others,or anything I did roughly.

cryed and confers to him who created me,set me free  and make me
My life out of nuisance and make it nonsense to the one who made it in my life