you call me pretty and take my hand
with your bright eyes
and warm inviting smile
you pick me up
and spin me around
and kiss me so gently
my cheeks flush as my heart races
you hold me tight in your arms
my world freezes in this moment
as the real world moves on
never knowing what it feels like to be here
with you,
this can't really be healthy

I'd love to help you
But my arms don't know how to hold you

Sleepless in the city,
or so it always seems
it feels like I love you,
but is it just a dream?

I feel you through my veins
like a fish through the sea
I can't seem to be without you,
why can't you just let me be?

I fight your wars
as you slam your doors in my face
your pushing my buttons
i'm such a fool.
you treat me like dirt
like i only exist for your benefit
i'm tired of you.
i'm done with you
just please
go.
how do you hang up on someone who needs you that bad?

when we live such 'fragile' lives
filled with lies
secrets are the only way some survive
but a secret eats at your mind
your heart
your soul
until you go mad
why bother keeping something
when it'll hurt you more to keep it
then it would to tell someone.

You,
you don’t understand
you don’t know
I’ve given you up for four years now
just because of her
wanting you, not wanting you
she’s got you wrapped around her finger,
always has, always will
you
wanting her, wanting me
you’ll never know what’s going on
‘cause I’ll never tell you
I don’t want to upset you
make things awkward
or lose you as my best friend
so I’ll just sit here
writing things too you
things you’ll never read
not that it would make a difference
it’s your choice
one word and I’m yours
but, nothing in this world could change your mind