I no longer care for you
***** up your life,
     Loose your friends,
          Become a gypsy.
Your path no longer concerns me.
You use to have my empathy.
A long road,
      many names called...turned to sympathy.
I tried to be nice,
     Help you,
         Even when you silently cried,
It became clear things were unraveling for you
     To destroy any feeling of affection happened
     You hurt me...
           ...those I love...
                ...cannot be described.
At the beginning I wanted to be your friend,
How could you?

It's all a word game
He said she said as it were
But this time...
     It's only a she said.
Filled with lies and misdeeds
                 Top story of the town.
It's all a word game
To hide the truth
Destroy someone's reputation
                                                the truth doesn't matter
Not as juicy
                   as rich to talk about.
I've said sorry
Never meant to hurt you
     cause you pain.
I can't keep being nice
                          when pain is all you give back to me.
One day hopefully you can move past what happened
Maybe...
               hopefully.

How do I start to explain
How much you mean to me?
I could start with a cute joke,
     maybe quote Shakespeare...
                                   ...make you think.
I could make comments like
                   "I can't live without you"
But the thing is that I could.
I just refuse to let you go.
With you my days become perfect
You turn what is a bad into something memorable.
And while I could live on without you...
                                                         ... I don't want to.
You have become my addiction in all ways.
I smile brighter at just the happy look in your eyes
...tells me that you love me as much as I love you
My stomach still gets butterflies when you touch me
     and a feeling of pure heat with your kiss.
My knees buckle and I turn to mush when you hold me close.
When I look back at what we've been through in just this short time I smile.
It's true that we have been through more then anyone should
But the moments like when we started to talk...
...you first took my hand...
...our first kiss...
...that one afternoon we gave each other
                                                      compl­etely.
These moments are what make it worth it.
So...how to start?
Jason, sweetie.
I would gladly crawl through hell to be with you.
I love you more then I ever thought I could love anyone
You have opened up my heart and soul to a happiness that I didn't know existed.
I look forward to spending each morning, afternoon, and night with you...
...rain, sleet, snow, or a perfect day
My life with out you would be livable it's true
But just as a shell of the life I will have with you.

You always smell like coffee
No matter how much time has passed between cups
That smell hangs on you like a cloak
It's a scent I use to loath
And now smile whenever it draws near
For I know that with that smell
    comes your warm embrace.

running; unknown direction
which way is up? down?
head swirling; full of fog.
how could i have let it get to this point?
not knowing what the choice will be...it scares me every day.
why do i feel like i've been spun in circles and then released?
no point in going farther?
the direction needed is long in the past.
a new path must be made,
get to the same destination?
is a new one needed?

Hold me close...
     ...never let me go;
Let the world continue on,
     As we spin slow.
Heads pressed together
In each others embrace
Hold me close...
     ...never let me go.

You make me smile
Like no other I have ever felt before
Nor can ever live without now
A smile that doesn't start or end
It just is
I can feel it from the tip of my toes
     to the very top of my head
Brought to me like that of a bee to a flower
Neither one able to sustain without the other
With the sweetness of honey as the result