Moonsocket

Moonsocket Oct 2016

Inside this mind once spoken for
I give my will to despondency

My reality laughs

Pointing to a hole full of toys at my disposable

Some better than others
But all serving a purpose

Organic in nature when deconstructed

they make for terrifying hybrids when I decide on creation

Picking up the gears and flesh I made the mistake of tossing aside conviction

Before logic caught up with motion I had constructed a truly terrifying chemistry

Savage in design it extended a make believe salvation for this nonsense I cloaked myself in

But in this new world of transparency truth is for the birds and purity is walked over with indifference

Moonsocket Oct 2016

They said I was crazy

I stuttered for solidarity when I ate the plot line

A functioning madman said help myself because he can feel confusion

Shrill sounds of motion in colorful backdrops
Sometimes plastic faces make easy friends
But what does that make me?

I feel flesh when I inquire into my existence
But how do I know this reflection is mine?
Is this me?
Is this you?
I wait for an answer
But these walls echo anxiety

Shattered jaw logic solidifies fluid motion

It's stagnant intrusion makes minds break

Who can sustain a scene filled with such artificial means?

Quite the sight for a blind man's guide

Who in his shock let his master wander into traffic

A scream and a screech
Burning rubber for the nostrils
Broken glass for times capture
Watch it all with rooftop perception

Quiet relief inside a freak show
he says beauty builds inside
Shakes a snow globe
time stained hands
Sighs at the momentary show

monotony rules glass confines

Paper bag sneakers for a broken traveler
irony makes him cozy
No glory in starvation
he fell under a first worlds shadow
Broken by nutrition

Suited fiends
high on God
Demanding dollars for salvation
I only have pocket lint
But they take it anyway
Creatures of habit I suppose

I've never met a talking snake I didn't like

Stop
the
ride
please

Moonsocket Oct 2016

Sometimes

There it was

A plastic goddess

Voice box filled with concern
and seduction

''why so sad?''

''why so malicious?''

No purity here
no requiem for this show
Sparks fetch fire
patterns fetch fear
Disposition suggest insanity
can only shrug
So I'll equipped
for such an impulsive process

Moonsocket Oct 2016

Conversation with self

My actions can no longer be defined
As I dance across the catwalks of my mind

I dare not let myself slip

Gazing down I see a faded clown waving back at me

Mouthing words that sound so absurd coming from a painted expression

''Descend so I can ascertain your motives'' it cried

Climbing down I see it's merely my reflections sense of humour and I screamed

''Suspend my silence for the sake of nonsense I suppose you have that
right!''

Startled by my outburst I watch myself begin to crack and falter

I panic knowing this is no place for a showdown

I fall at my feet and hysterically shatter for stability

Gathering up my pieces I mumble my motives

''How dare you disturb the cleanliness I have brought to this madness''

Putting them in my pocket I make my way back to normalcy

Moonsocket Oct 2016

Rapid fire soup complex

What happens when an insomniac eats a heavy dose?
His madness negates all logic
It suggests speed demon urgency
with hints of hysterics
He then writes words only he finds reasonable

Chemical hydraulics move sound
I know it echoes hollow here

But inside machinery fuels motion Rusted but fluid in it's rhythm

Chaos shows signs of struggle but never really fades

So for myself I say
overwhelm and disconnect
Conditioning in it's most hysterical
smile for the fall out
Frowns cause cancer

I've seen the animosity of my biology
it came into view with no invitation

Maybe if I explain myself to myself
I'll better understand my condition

Are you listening?

Yes

Please understand

It was never my intention to show you these mishaps

Or guide you through a gray world when I know colors are hard to come by

The bearded man stole all my happy tree's and now paints with the gods

What can you do?

Immortality seems selfish to me

They tore down the animal shelter for a zoo

I never did believe in God and hope if it's not reality
It judges me on action not faith

Because faith is fleeting in this obscure philosophy
Only action resonates progress

Good or bad
We nod at the pieces while shrugging off the fluff

saying "of course of course"

Finally confrontation came
But my skies broke even
shielded by my grounded logic

END
END?
END

Moonsocket Oct 2016

Flight

I'm leaving this planet
An alien that was never intended
Finally contacts it's mothership

The shapes and sounds here no longer make sense to me
I'm not certain they ever did
Denial was my first encounter in this place
Information was my undoing
Curiosity makes for madness

But where logic should be
sits a sponge soaked and bloated
No way to understand it's origins

The oxygen here tastes of metal
I breathed in not knowing it's toxicity

The tree's grow smaller every year
breaking under the weight of progress

No clear explanation for this "God" you all speak of
But so many eyes grow deluded when hearing it's name

Intergalactic flight seems only logical

I say so long you tragic race

I will always remember your depraved dances and hysterical collisions

I will do my utmost to forget the monsters you call beautiful

Peace

Moonsocket Oct 2016

Denial and pessimism

What a sight for wide eyes

Purpose finally catches up with time and casts it aside

Claiming it has no need for manmade contraptions

Sky pieces swing by corners
finally unhinged
They fall and dent the earth
no longer able to deny space

People dodge the danger
frantically scratching lottery tickets

Not knowing the lines were dead and this week's numbers irrelevant

Inside structures of brick and grime
eyes stray from boxed realities

Outside streets and avenues crooked
footsteps falter and grow silent
Unsure of the path taken

A shriek in the distance

Chaos
The final spotlight
forced transparency for the masses
Makeshift personalities betray their creators
Vanity cast aside with haste
but never disgust

Wavelengths solidify
once invisible
now oh so relevant
Fear spreads fast and abrupt
gravity bows out
physics waves goodbye
fall through the holes
No safety net left for mending