As your heart runs its steady course I hide from you
While you leer at me through malicious eyes my fear starts to grow
Your footsteps become louder and louder
I dare to look behind me and cringe in fear
My heart begins to race pounding louder and louder but I can still hear your voice
My shadow disappears and your breath is on my neck
My eyes start to tear knowing that my death is near.

A note is played and then a song
Everything is great but the notes sound wrong
My heart aches but the crowd applauds
I stand up to bow and nearly faint
There is nothing wrong except your late
Now I know why I ache
It is because I play with my heart but it is just to late

I wish I could fly
like my favorite
blue butterfly.

When you say goodbye I might cry.
Knowing that it might be our last is
Terrifying
But on the inside deep in my heart I will never forget out journeys
On the inside your not really gone
Your still here reliving our memories
From our first hello's to our last goodbyes.

As I lay in my own asylum I keep thinking of him
The person that is withering in my dreams waiting for me
He is tearing through my heart wanting me to feel the pain he is going through
The man that left me in a horrible state that instead of amazing dreams
they turn into horrifying nightmares of what our memories could be.

Your voice is a beautiful melody
It fills up a room
You could calm a riot
Or start a new Millennium
Everyone is silent
Except my beating heart because she is screaming in joyous cheer because instead of all that
you decided to
love me.

Keep me in your heart
Don't let your feelings hide in the dark
I will love you like the sunrise
As long as you love me through the night
So everything can be left unsaid
As long as our love will never say good bye

I want to know how it feels
To live and love
To laugh with all my heart
To feel the surge of doing something I love
An illusion is just an illusion until you believe its real
All I wish is to live a life that I will be happy with
That I will feel whole
Inside and out

I wish I had a flower for every hour I think about you
Then I would never have to worry
about you sending me flowers.

I wish I had wings so I could fly
I would be free to say good bye
Its hard to live without you by my side
So I will just have to learn how to fly
You were not here to see how the world changed
But soon it won't matter because
I'll have wings

In the light of day the shadows hide away
With a chilly breeze and the wind in my hair I can barely see there ugly glares
I know they are there, hiding in the dark, watching my every move
As the day wears on I try not to think of when the sun will go down
I love the feeling of watching the sunset and the dread of knowing what comes after
The shadows are done stalking and decide to move in.

Life is like a puzzle
Having to move them around in every direction
Trying to fit the pieces just right but you mess up every day
Although sometimes pieces become lost and the puzzle isn't full
As long as you never do your puzzle alone, you won't have to worry about living life and not being whole

As the black oblivion creeps closer.
As the moon explodes and the stars collide
While my heart sputters its sporadic rhythm
I think of you
I see you in my blind eyes
I wait for you in this forgotten world
I am immune to my own stupidity
Even though our lives will probably never entwine
I will love you all the same

Danger of the night
Secrets in the day
Cowering in the dark
Hiding from the sun
Whispers in my ear
Footsteps following me
Wishing it was twilight so I would have no fear.

The swirls in my mind just won't rest
They turn until they are worn and rusted
Nothing will will stop them until I learn to rest my poor troubled mind
I wish there was something to ease this burden
Something warm and kind
But the world has nothing left for me
Because my love is dead and gone

Loving what I could be
Hating who I am
Wishing I could be somebody that doesn't give a ****
Helping other people, while I die inside
Nobody to hold, only people who hide
Living day by day telling myself lies
Trying to make myself believe who I could be while hiding who I am on the inside.

You hurt me all the time
It makes my heart cry
My mind is yelling at me to just give up
Knowing that I am dieing on the inside
With all this pain it is hard to stay sane
When I think our friendship has taken flight
You rip off our wings and we get into a fight
So how can we fly or should we even try when we have no feathers?

Blue eyes as deep as the sea
Left unclouded by the darkness of the world
Living a life that has not yet been foreseen
With a heart made of love that beats like the wings of a beautiful dove
She breathes life into the young and old
Trying to discover what her life might hold
Nothing can be said because her eyes show us everything
In a world where darkness breathes all we know is that she will change everything.

With my last breath all I wish to say is "I love you"
All my heart can do is slowly pound with your tears
As my body gets colder and colder your warmth becomes comfortable
I know that this will be last chance to say what my heart is feeling so with my last breaths I whisper
I love you in every way no matter where I am or what you are doing. There is no one in my world except you"
Finally everything turns to darkness as your tears fall on my face.

Tired of believing
Tired of hoping
I love something bad
But no one is there to tell me its wrong
So what's the harm when no one knows what's going on?
Just forget it, this is all wrong
Keep living your life knowing that I'm staying strong