Your always so chill
Even when you just climbed a hill
Maybe that's why your name is Bill
Or maybe its because you married Jill
So please try not to **** me
When I tell you that Dill
Just broke your new grill

It happened again
I'm torn off
Yet again my feelings are ripped apart
There is nothing left but emptiness and regret
Blaming myself for everything that went wrong
But I won't forget the hurt and how bad things got
But I guess now it doesn't matter
Because I'm in the trash
I'm always your band- aid

The swirls in my mind just won't rest
They turn until they are worn and rusted
Nothing will will stop them until I learn to rest my poor troubled mind
I wish there was something to ease this burden
Something warm and kind
But the world has nothing left for me
Because my love is dead and gone

Tired of believing
Tired of hoping
I love something bad
But no one is there to tell me its wrong
So what's the harm when no one knows what's going on?
Just forget it, this is all wrong
Keep living your life knowing that I'm staying strong

Life is like a puzzle
Having to move them around in every direction
Trying to fit the pieces just right but you mess up every day
Although sometimes pieces become lost and the puzzle isn't full
As long as you never do your puzzle alone, you won't have to worry about living life and not being whole

Wings of scribbled parchment
Eyes the color of ink
Flying in the minds of  children and adults
Gliding on the gust of hatred, love, and dreams
A heart made of hope and faith trying not to be shredded
by the senseless thoughts of humanity

Petals rain down upon our feet while we walk in a beautiful park
Wrapped together in our own little bubble
Unaware of the dangers of the world
Time does not matter, there are no deadlines or daily chores
All that matters is the quiet conversations and the soft music of nature
As we savour our time together

As the black oblivion creeps closer.
As the moon explodes and the stars collide
While my heart sputters its sporadic rhythm
I think of you
I see you in my blind eyes
I wait for you in this forgotten world
I am immune to my own stupidity
Even though our lives will probably never entwine
I will love you all the same

Your as strong as an oak
With a heart made of steel
Pride and valor is not a worthy title for you
You never falter or hesitate with what you have to do
But you will never be a king or a hero
Maybe a savior but your not worth a euro
Without love you are just a joke

Your beautiful in every way
You have a secret identity that you can not share
You bring life to everyone in the middle of May
I wish I was you every day
But instead I'm just another that has lost my way
So find me please
Before the end of May

We try to live day by day like nothing is wrong.
We have our arguments when our lives crumble or fall.
We cry all the time behind closed doors.
We cherish the love that binds us when the lights go off
We dream our secrets and live our nightmares
But no matter where we are or how we feel there is no place like home.

I write on shards of broken glass.
The scratches and cuts only make me write faster
The more I scribble the less it makes sense
My thoughts become useless as I look at my deformed reflection
My heart and mind are shattered like these shards of glass I write on.

Danger of the night
Secrets in the day
Cowering in the dark
Hiding from the sun
Whispers in my ear
Footsteps following me
Wishing it was twilight so I would have no fear.

Looking up at the unending sky.
Clouds puffy and white like little cotton *****.
Everyone of them is different no matter how big or small
They change for your liking and shift with your mind
They help you imagination grow with each minute of the day
Shifting and forming into monsters and epic battles.
The less clouds there are the more we fear reality
That is why cloudy days are my favorite.

With my last breath all I wish to say is "I love you"
All my heart can do is slowly pound with your tears
As my body gets colder and colder your warmth becomes comfortable
I know that this will be last chance to say what my heart is feeling so with my last breaths I whisper
I love you in every way no matter where I am or what you are doing. There is no one in my world except you"
Finally everything turns to darkness as your tears fall on my face.

You hurt me all the time
It makes my heart cry
My mind is yelling at me to just give up
Knowing that I am dieing on the inside
With all this pain it is hard to stay sane
When I think our friendship has taken flight
You rip off our wings and we get into a fight
So how can we fly or should we even try when we have no feathers?

Blue eyes as deep as the sea
Left unclouded by the darkness of the world
Living a life that has not yet been foreseen
With a heart made of love that beats like the wings of a beautiful dove
She breathes life into the young and old
Trying to discover what her life might hold
Nothing can be said because her eyes show us everything
In a world where darkness breathes all we know is that she will change everything.

Isn't a merry fairytale
It lurks in your darkest dreams
It scares your nightmares
Chasing  the innocent and stalking the darkness
Killing your love and living your fears
Now it is coming for you
We call this abomination *"The IT"

Loving what I could be
Hating who I am
Wishing I could be somebody that doesn't give a ****
Helping other people, while I die inside
Nobody to hold, only people who hide
Living day by day telling myself lies
Trying to make myself believe who I could be while hiding who I am on the inside.

The fire with in me is bursting, like a match struck in darkness.
It is burning everything in its path like a raging forest fire.
Causing pain and despair, as my memories are turned to ashes.
Making me feel the winter chill of emptiness.
From the ashes I will rise a new and stronger me for the fire has died and I am still alive.