I'm tired of this
I'm tired of it all
I just want to know if I am going to fall
Fall into this darkened depression
Instead of staying in this gray world
Where nobody cares whether I am able to stand or fall

The blood red flowers are imprinted in my mind
Nothing can escape there vibrant colors
Nothing to soften there unnatural glow
It makes you want to stare

If I were free to live my life as I pleased
I would break my chains of ******* and spread my wings wide
I would soar through the sky
Not worrying about if the world will accept me
Or the rules I will not follow
To just be happy knowing that
I will die later rather than tomorrow
That I will never have to look back on my yesterdays
and look forward to tomorrow.

I wish I had a flower for every hour I think about you
Then I would never have to worry
about you sending me flowers.

In this early morning hour
I wish my day will not be soured
By this early morning tear shedding hour.

I wish I could fly
like my favorite
blue butterfly.

The blind see that love is eternal.