Looking up at the unending sky.
Clouds puffy and white like little cotton *****.
Everyone of them is different no matter how big or small
They change for your liking and shift with your mind
They help you imagination grow with each minute of the day
Shifting and forming into monsters and epic battles.
The less clouds there are the more we fear reality
That is why cloudy days are my favorite.

With my last breath all I wish to say is "I love you"
All my heart can do is slowly pound with your tears
As my body gets colder and colder your warmth becomes comfortable
I know that this will be last chance to say what my heart is feeling so with my last breaths I whisper
I love you in every way no matter where I am or what you are doing. There is no one in my world except you"
Finally everything turns to darkness as your tears fall on my face.

You hurt me all the time
It makes my heart cry
My mind is yelling at me to just give up
Knowing that I am dieing on the inside
With all this pain it is hard to stay sane
When I think our friendship has taken flight
You rip off our wings and we get into a fight
So how can we fly or should we even try when we have no feathers?

Blue eyes as deep as the sea
Left unclouded by the darkness of the world
Living a life that has not yet been foreseen
With a heart made of love that beats like the wings of a beautiful dove
She breathes life into the young and old
Trying to discover what her life might hold
Nothing can be said because her eyes show us everything
In a world where darkness breathes all we know is that she will change everything.

Isn't a merry fairytale
It lurks in your darkest dreams
It scares your nightmares
Chasing  the innocent and stalking the darkness
Killing your love and living your fears
Now it is coming for you
We call this abomination *"The IT"

Loving what I could be
Hating who I am
Wishing I could be somebody that doesn't give a ****
Helping other people, while I die inside
Nobody to hold, only people who hide
Living day by day telling myself lies
Trying to make myself believe who I could be while hiding who I am on the inside.

The fire with in me is bursting, like a match struck in darkness.
It is burning everything in its path like a raging forest fire.
Causing pain and despair, as my memories are turned to ashes.
Making me feel the winter chill of emptiness.
From the ashes I will rise a new and stronger me for the fire has died and I am still alive.