I've become satisfied
With the new glorified
You

Now your ever so happy
And never that sappy
Hue

You've gained someone
And it's not just anyone
True

But you ripped apart my soul
And chose him on a roll
To

Sadly I'm left watching
While your attaching
Glue

I'll embrace a change
Move on to fame
Adieu.

I Deserve The Best
And Nothing Less

And What I Deserve
Is What I Desire

And What I Desire
Is My Dearest, Desire A

Desire A Is First On The List
Desire B Isnt A Choice Of Bliss

I Choose Desire A Over Too Many
I Choose Desire A First Of Any

But As Much As I Desire
My Dear Desire A

I Could Never Gain That Luxury
Of Having It Again.

Dearest Desire 
You've Set Your Course
Away You Go
Away From Me 
Away From Home
But You Go Peacefully, With Joy.

Maybe I Will Do The Same
But I'll Set A Coarse The Other Way
And Hope I'll Meet You In The Middle Someday
But Moving On
For So Long
Could Make Us Forget By Then.

I Will Hope And Dream
That You'll Do The Same
And Miss Me As I Miss You
Even As Your Living It Up And I'm Turning Blue
We Will Both Sail Away
And Maybe Meet Again One Day

And Then I'll Sink Your Ship.

"Dearest Child Why Do You Do This?"

"Im Hurt And Broken From Her Selfishness.."

"But Daughter, Sweet Daughter, This Is Not The Answer."

"But Father, Dear Father, Its Better Than Cancer"

"Tilt Up That Bottle And Tell Me What You See"

"Why, Nothing But Emptyness Embracing Me"

"Choose Here And Now Which Road You Wish To Stimble Down"

"I Want The Path That Leads Straight Out Of This Town"

" Dont Ruin Yourself Because Of Some Dumb *****"

"But See, I Loved Her, Even If She Wasnt Rich"

"If Someomes Willing To Hurt You So, They Arent Worth Your Time"

"Sadly ,Dear Father, She Was Worth All Mine"

Falling Deep
they grab at me
hearing hisses and howls
grumbles and growls
they yank at my soul
and start taking control.

I lose all senses at steady paces
as i gaze upon hideous faces.
They tell me ive done wrong
after i got hurt for so long.
Hissing that the start
was when i fell apart.

Being lied to, they take me in
grinning at my sins.
Showing me in flashbacks
how i took hold of a silver axe
Catching you within
while you were under him.

I take my weapon and begin to swing
as you shreak with a shrilling scream
first i hear the "zing!"
then anticipate the sting.

What i wanted all along
was just to sing my own death song
praying, yearning for death to come
after finding you, i down the ***.

I beg and plead
and finally!
they drag me from my wrong
and take me where i belong.

As I lay here 
gasping for my last breath
my mind traces back to what brought me 
down to these depths.
Entering the dim light
i remove my hat and coat
take a seat near the right
and wait with anticipation.
Something is out of place
and i cant seem to understand what
theres no sign or trace
but i feel the suspicion rise in my chest
I sit and wait
with the aroma of stale fries and coffee
and i sit, think, and realize
once you enter, it comes clearly.
You laugh and smile
but no, not at me
and i **** over
not able to breathe.
the only image i can muster
is how you turned slowly
with a flow of black locks
you gave me such a look, only
i couldnt understand.
You ran so gracefully
away from some guy
you looked as if an angel 
had fallen from the sky.
Replays in my mind
like a video tape
press rewind.
As i lay here gasping for my last breath
i realize my own death.

Deep dark fantasy
Hidden in the closet
Of some imaginative mind.
Unknown to the harsh reality of the world
You hide in that tight room.
Something in your fairytale land
Makes everything smile.
Your land lifts souls
While my land kills the innocent.
Your world brings joy
And mine, destruction.
Fantasy dreams
Keep on dreaming
Do not fall to such a level
Of hate
Of regret
Of death.
Live on in your curious path
And help create a world
That I can escape to.