Tell me why or why not
Hold the stars full of empty notes,

Like the bourbon down my throat
I feel cold and deeply numb
Crying smiles that run for every whisper

And i tell myself, *said the writer
I tell myself every morning
what I felt like doing last night
I tell the illusion, to make myself believe
I live to die promptly
Me, myself and I

Stop existing and vanish
These are the dreams I have
Every night, when I cant sleep
I feel the demons
Crawling up my back
Covering my eyes and whispering
Whispers of monsters.
And I can feel
The chest filling with darkness
My eyes go red and black
Just let me vanish and leave
I don’t want the voices anymore
Im tired of the agony
The constant eternal pain
Just vanish… let me live

I had a dream about you
You touched me and held me close,
The curtains were wide open
I could see the ****** trail from here.

Sleeping into the fire
Like a forgotten thought,
A lost train, or a broken sword
Sleeping while awake
You tear me apart and away
Sleeping into nothingness
Quiet and alone.

I had a dream about me
I was holding you close
I could taste your lips
Pressed against my neck

Sleeping into the fire
Like a cloud about to rain,
A path to nowhere, an unwritten poem.
Sleeping while awake
You tear me apart and away
Sleeping into nothingness
Like a lost thought.

I had a dream about
It was about….
Love, not sure if it was you on the dream
You wore a crown of pain,
I was there,
holding together the pieces that fell
From your bouquet of sorrows.
Im not sure if it was me in the dream,
You were there…
Sleeping away into the fire
Like a used piece of paper…
I had a dream, my love
You and I were ashes in the corner
Of a broken dream, a hollow wish.

Die

I want you dead,
dead like you left me

save me

from that of who I am
from what I have become

hold me

close to your sharp sword
ready to cut me, into a million words

forgive me

from what I'm yet to do
I promise I'll mean every part of it, too.

die

now and everyday after that
go to hell and visit
but write when you get back.