Float over the water
that makes the oceans sweat.
suspended in time,
levitating, if you may.

Lay down on your back
run your fingers through the stream
feel the way it holds you back
and then lets you go away.

Nothing matters at the moment
not a single thing in your mind
the movement of your hair
dancing at the rhythm of silence
or the stillness of your face
feeling the sunshine touching it.

No one to talk to
no a single soul to take this moment from you
not even you can single out a thought
or go back to reality, for this is as real as your soul now knows.

Lay back on your bed of dreams
drifting away, walking towards emptiness
shed away those tears, thoughts
and break them.

You are what matters, you in your purest form,
as beautiful as a flower, tender as a song,
time will pass, this moment will go.
pain is only temporary, but your happiness is waiting home.

You flu away from me when I need you most
Your wind, that blows away my tears
The steps of silence left behind
By the hours lost.

Im getting to be good at goodbyes
Becoming an expert at falling apart,
Cause every time you leave
Im cut in half.

Break me, destroy me
One kiss at a time you hurt me,
Touch after touch you get closer
And yet feel far gone.

Meet me where the darkness vanishes
Walk with me to the lonely world,
That left behind, by deep breaths
Because it feels good to not be apart
To not feel gone, to be one.

I should’ve walked away
When I had time to save myself,
I would still have taken you along with me
And loose myself over and over again
Why can’t I just let go...

Don’t fly away again,
Fold your wings for a second
And hold me close,
Rest your soul for a moment
Let me have your love.

Hold my hand...

I don't wanna talk,
I still need time to look at you,
to creep into your thoughts
I don't want to hear you yet...
I just need to feel you close.

Come closer to me...

Lay down on my arms,
let me feel your head rest on my chest
your breath and mine slowly becoming one
while I play with your fingers and hands.

Don't kiss me just yet...

I need to soak you up,
you are simply too much to take in
without loosing my nerves, I truly can't hold my stand.

You make me tremble,
your smile stops my heart
kiss me slowly,
don't let go of my hands.

Get a little bit closer now...

On my lips I can feel
what yours taste like,
slowly measuring the irreparable truth
considering the risks of your skin against mine,
or the dangers of you, and your toxic eyes.

Lay down, let me stop your breath, make you gasp...

Set my hands free
and give my mouth the freedom to drive you mad,
I'll whisper sweet words to you
I'll tell you how I see you through this heart.

Don't stop now...

For this is our moment
like a brief pause in time,
for this very moment I can be yours
and you will certainly want to be mine.

Lay by my side...

Can I lay next to you?
hold your face and kiss you,
lets not let this moment fade away
let's make tonight ours,
give me just one more time
and one more time after that.

Like birds in winter,
let's fly away...
far far away from what we know now.
pack up our pains, and troubles
and vanish into our new reality
where the skies are dark
and the street tainted with lust,
where we get to paint the future
and drift into our wildest thoughts.

Come take a walk,
To nowhere really, its just a stroll.
Take some timid steps and wonder
Wonder where your smile has gone.

Come and leave things behind
If only for a brief eternity,
Step outside of this misery
Close your eyes, lay down
Ill hold your soul for a while.

Don’t smile because you must,
No one expects you to always be tough.
Its ok to cry, and its ok to mourn
You are allowed to be human after all.

Come take a walk
We can talk about nothing,
We can simply drift away
From whatever took your smile away.

Let your eyes be wet,
Take a deep breath and step forward,
You are not alone, and you know Im here
If only to take away your tears.

How to talk about the inexplicable
or feel that what's forbidden.
I should be running away from you
and you should've never been here,
I must be crazy or wrong,
to not think and just act.

But your eyes feel like home...

The timing is wrong,
and so are the facts.
you are broken inside,
scared and numb.
I'm shattered in pieces,
misplaced and dumb.

Every where I look for sense
all the arrows point the other way,
the logic behind the all
the tremor of the unknown.

But your lips taste so sweet and whole...

Like the breeze that runs through the broken dreams
in a path built from pain and dust,
the idea of your essence being far away
makes my hands shake and my heart stop.

In a horizon where the sky is blue
where the sand on my feet is purple,
with a slow pace I move
through the scars and empty clues.
I've never searched for you,
yet here you are,
you make want to die of misfortune
for right now, is you I can't have.

But your skins feels so warm, and true...

I get lost in a sea of thoughts
when I stare at you I dream of nothing,
like an empty jar of hope
because next you there is everything
I can't wish for more.

Now you went away to your life
I'm trying to go away from mine,
yet the angels look down on us
and ask for those eyes back,
you took them from heaven itself,
and never have I seen such
like a child in a park
or a homeless person in a warm bath,
I feel like I need you,
like I know, when in truth...
you are killing my every wall.

Yet your eyes keep calling me,
and your lips beg me to come back
your skin pressed against mine will be delicious
but if only I could have
one more moment together
or witness one more laugh,
feel your hands touch me
or your arms wrapped around my back.

You make me stop thinking
I make you laugh,
if I could have one last moment
I'd pick your lips resting on my heart.

Im breaking
Im a thousand pieces of wasted coal,
My night is eternal
My skin torn by the pain of my mistakes.
I played the game,
I thought i was winning
I felt a profound sense of loneliness
A chain set on fire pressed against my chest...
Long are the hours,
Where i stare inside my dark soul
Take me somewhere i can be free,
I want to escape, get away from it all
My demons have left me alone
Like a wounded bird, i can no longer fly home


You and i know
That with me, im lost.
The mirror shows my a blank face
And a hollow soul
And deep down I know
I know...
Id never love me, and with me im lost.

These ropes that used to keep me grounded
To the miserable reality of pain and emptiness,
These broken ropes...
Are now hanging from the ceiling
And the pressure around my neck
Feels like the right place,
My last breath doesnt come fast enough
Why wont you let me die?
What have I done?
Im broken and I feel whole
Used to living off of one or two pieces of me,
My faces scare me, my eyes stares blank
Into my lost thoughts
You robbed me of What I never had,
I was shattered and became dust,
Now I flow through the drift
That takes me back home.

You must be inside my head
You shall offer me rescue from me
Only you can decide fate
But you burn while alive.
You the sympathetic dream,
The uncompelling lie
The truth of nothing
You belong in me.
Softly slit my wrists, let the path begin
How can I still believe when I’m lost?
Oh, but you belong to me
Inside my head, creeping into my veins.
Let the blood flow free
With each drop you disappear.
The unmentioned destiny of love
The incarnation of lust,
With you I shall pass.
Hold my tears, as I wipe yours
You live inside me,
You failed to make me whole
**** me you must, for with you I’m simple dust.